Chill

cool

hold me

https://duendita.bandcamp.com/track/one-of-one

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you are one of one

a draft recorded at Sparkle Studios - Paris, France

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lonely but not when you hold me
your beauty weighs on me
this feeling's too good
lovely can't believe you love me
your warm chest beats under me
this feeling's too good

honestly your lips would never lie to me
i can taste your love approaching me
this feeling's too good
lovely can't believe you love me
on a warm spring night you stunned me
this feeling's too good

© 2016 Candace Lee Camacho, duendita publishing [BMI]

One of One

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one of one

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beacon

eli filosov [ p h i l o ] - oneofone_rwrk

some loops

https://open.spotify.com/album/06lLN4MbByZ9SfAJWmshfM

cover art by Mary Iverson

Graphite [full tape]

more uke stuff
pic https://www.instagram.com/dahejun5/

sheets

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Call me

Ｃａｌｌ ｍｅ

luna has risen

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i know you wanna be 
far away from me
spirits in the breeze
weakened at my knees
staring at the moon
i know ill be there soon
luna forever

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
i know well be together

walking down the street
staring at my feet
wonder what lies
beyond the winter trees
im so sick and tired
of being sick and tired
i know im a letdown
i know im a liar

i hope i find her
this is a reminder 
that im the one to blame
always the spark that ignites the flame

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
luna forever

i dont care at all
thats my biggest fault
ignoring every text
ignoring every call
all i do is run
all i do is hide
frightened by the world
so i stay inside

at night forever
ill sleep for never
awake together
luna forever

i just wanna go
im far away from home
up at 3am
just staring at my phone
im a waste of space
standing in the rain
and feeling nothing

ill stand for something
always be nothing
ill just sit in silence
tears fall from my eyelids

[outro]

twinkle twinkle in the sky
i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrist and end this pain
put a bullet in my brain
twinkle twinkle little star
i hope i get hit by a car

luna

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luna 💤

luna has risen

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

lite brite ✨

shoutout to homegirl yools for the tag as always! happy bday <3 

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

because you~
got everything i need u know its true~   
maybe i can show u somethin new~
its funny bc u havent got a clue 
that lately i been feelin u 
when the sun is down youll rest your head upon my chest
i always see u as a treasure girl u got me obsessed
u take away the demons every time i feel depressed
and ik that i aint perfect but im tryin my best 
to be the one for you~
and everything u need u know its true~ 
and maybe u can show me somethin new~
its funny bc i havent got a clue~
that lately i been feelin u  

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart        

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away

into an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away..

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8/25/2017

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ocean of stars

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

Sample Credit: Yellowcard - Only One

Lyrics:
You hit me up again you said that you don't know what you were thinking
Every day that went by was another I spent sinking
Then you tell me that you're sorry for everything
And there's no excuse for the things that you did to me

I still have the ring in my drawer
I thought it was the best thing that I ever wore
But now I don't care when it ends up on the floor
My heart is broken and you left it feeling sore

You hit me up again and then you disappear
I know you know I'm lonely when you're never here
And being alone is one of my biggest fears
Tell me why I love you still, I love you dear

Sometimes I don't feel it when I'm doing fine
I learned to numb the pain and just leave you behind
But it's not that simple you're still on my mind
No matter where you go I'll still hold you inside

Made my mistakes let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Know you don't think of me now
And I won't, I won't admit that I'm wrong
Wonder if you'll be around
And I count, I count the days since you've gone

You made me so numb now I can't feel
You made it such a burden just to know I'm real
Feeling like I'm nothing I'm a spirit here
Tryna put myself together I'm a slave of fear

You're my only one, you're the light from the sun, you're the moon and the sky, you're the only reason why
I've been down and I've been high, I've been trying to get by, I've been living just to die, I've been dying just to try

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
Know you don't think of me now
But you can't, you can't give me a reason

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
There's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only one

only one

Lyrics:
Stay awake till the sun come up
UV Blue in my hand fill a cup
We fill a house with a crowd fuck a club
So lit we could die we coming clutch
Long talks on the couch while we sip it down
Pickup your friend and we cruise through downtown
Come back while we listen to the sound
Of living up to your life in surround

See the lights and the moon and the starry sky
Think of a girl that I knew and I ask why
Just someone that I used to know before that night
I don't know you anymore and I feel alright
So we drink and I feel okay
It's the truth don't care what you say
I'm alive at the end of the day
Been down but I'm up again

One night was all I needed to feel free again
One night we drank it all but don't remember when
One night we fell asleep on floors and made a tent
One night I felt okay and I've been better since

We lit the blunt with the heat from the stove
Couldn't find a lighter but we really needed clove
Think of all the miles through the desert that we drove
To bring along another that was in the same boat
So we chilled yeah just hung out
Talk life coolin in the house
No rules no hate no doubt, you know that's what we really bout

Mike's Hard and some Pinot Grigio
Drink got shared with the trio
Like soup had to mix in a bowl, drinks in the house looking like a depot
We post some shit on snapchat
Y'all wild don't hold nothing back
Been good been fine we're on track
I can't remember the lack

One night was all I needed to feel free again
One night we drank it all but don't remember when
One night we fell asleep on floors and made a tent
One night I felt okay and I've been better since
One night one night
One night one night
One night one night
We stayed up till we wanted to then we turned out the light

I woke up in the morning with her head on me
She brought the covers from a room and fell asleep
Laying on the floor was just another thing
That kept me feeling sane when I was six feet deep
But now I feel okay I finally feel alright
The sun is coming up and I'm seeing the light
I feel the warmth and I got friends right by my side
The hangover is nothing I feel good inside

one night

Sample Credit: This Will Destroy You - The World is Our ____.

sleepygirl

hands

ember

feat. @softhert
prod. @softhert & @notmorgn

(guccihighwaters)
i got toxins running through my veins
keeping me alive but also eating at my brain
maybe i’m the one that fucked it up but girl you changed 
and i’m looking down the barrel when you aim

this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

(Ȿoftheart)
you a keepsake
imma keep you safe
imma hold on
till my bones break
i stay by my lonely 
most my homies out of state
i saw one the other day 
gotta say shit aint the same
dont know what you did to me
only hurts more when she tell me 
that she misses me
im just hers to you 
and your just his to me
save me pull me up and out my misery

(guccihighwaters)
we can’t fight forever
one of us is gonna fall
i’ll make sure it’s not you
keep you safe at all cost
i’ll make it all up
i’ll throw up my guts
if it means i’ll get a touch
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)

(Ȿoftheart)
dont wanna hide anymore
dont wanna lie anymore
so sick of fighting
i don't wanna try anymore
so two faced
so double sided i swallow my pride every time that we talk
then send me off
you left a void in my life
and this music the only way i can fill up 
all the silence inside of my room
okay i'm gone
get what you want ill play dead
wont stop until ive made it
same shit
inside im screaming for help outside i dont say shit
save it
wish i could erase it
couldn't face it
uncomplacent

(guccihighwaters & Ȿoftheart)
this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face

(guccihighwaters)
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

all my fault (feat. Softheart)

(Video Link) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KT-ZQzexHsI

Listen to it Everywhere!!! -  http://smarturl.it/globaldan4arzn
Cover art by (Shaneavelli) - https://twitter.com/SHANEAVELI
Mixed by , Dell Mac - https://soundcloud.com/dell-ngonga
Prod By. Dee B - https://soundcloud.com/officialdee_b

Global Meltdown 🌎❄️🔥

For a reason (prod. DeeB) (-VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION-)

We Are Who We Are (prod. fish narc)

High Land (prod. fish narc)

@prodreaper

i fell asleep outside
to keep the pain inside
thats why i got so high
u see it in my eyes
i know that u love me
but i cant feel a thing
leave me to die
ill b alright

dont even try
im not worth ur time
dont wanna lie
but ill do what i have to
i still think about u
yeah, i know u hate me
lemme make it up
i know i could if u let me
but ill fuck it up even quicker than it came to
yeah its been a year, but i think that i still love u

baby, ur the one who said it
this shits gettin to my head
its causing me to lose focus
all i see is red
and ive been thinkin bout that led
and how much blood that i had bled
to keep a hopeless dream alive
baby, leave me here to die
yeah, i fell in love with a vice
bouta flat line in this ice
off of 2 grams, and yo bitch say im nice :^)

love comes with a fucking price tag, girl
cpt. sad, i can change ur fucking life, girl

i fell asleep outside
to keep the pain inside
thats why i got so high
u see it in my eyes
i know that u love me
but i cant feel a thing
leave me to die
ill b alright

Follow me <3

route 22 (prod. reaper)

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

@demxntia demyu♥♥
https://twitter.com/wowdemxntia

lyrics:
and i remember all the
good times that we spent together 
i wished we could've last forever
and now ur talkin to whoever
to fill the void inside

and i remember all the
nights we stayed up late together
laid beneath the sheets in winter
and i can never find another
to fill the void inside

i miss the days 
where  u were by my side
and i miss the way
u looked me in my eyes

and i want u back but i
cannot find the words
that's drifting on my mind
i been hurtin

and i remember all the
good times that we spent together 
i wished we could've last forever
and now ur talkin to whoever
to fill the void inside

and i remember all the
nights we stayed up late together
laid beneath the sheets in winter
and i can never find another
to fill the void inside

ur still on my mind~

drifting on my mind w/ Demxntia

sayuw