Between The Roses (Live)

Mthrfckr (Live)

Pavement (Live)

The Art Of Anesthesia (Live)

Shallow (Live)

She always talk about problems, 
I don't know which ones we have. 
I went from the top to the bottom, 
I'm lying all flat in the grass. 
Stare at the stars, 
And I think of myself. 
What really worked, 
What went to Hell?
Keeping my mind, 
Stuck in a cell. 
I don't know why, 
But I never get help. 

I'm leaving myself just to pick up the pieces, 
I feel like I'm dying, 
But I got no reason. 
I'm telling my secrets, 
To things I believe in, 
That never exist, 
Unless I'm really dreaming. 
I feel like I'm screaming, 
But sound isn't leaving, 
My throat so I'm squeezing, 
My cords till I'm bleeding, 
Out slowly and tweaking, 
I shake on the floor, 
And my body is seizin, 
I live without meaning. 
(Fuck, 
Yeah fuck, 
Fuck everything. 
I give up.
Fuck, 
Yeah fuck, 
Fuck everything. 
I give up.)

I'm not a role model, 
I'm not the one you should trust. 
I'm not the one you should love. 
The wind has been blowing a gust. 
Knock me off my feet, 
Back down to the ground. 
Cover up my ears, 
To cover up the sound. 
Cause it's too loud. 
I might break down. 
I been fucked up, 
I might break now. 
And can you blame me?
It's not my fault. 
I lie face down, 
To the asphalt. 

I'm leaving myself just to pick up the pieces, 
I feel like I'm dying, 
But I got no reason. 
I'm telling my secrets, 
To things I believe in, 
That never exist, 
Unless I'm really dreaming. 
I feel like I'm screaming, 
But sound isn't leaving, 
My throat so I'm squeezing, 
My cords till I'm bleeding, 
Out slowly and tweaking, 
I shake on the floor, 
And my body is seizin, 
I live without meaning. 
(Fuck, 
Yeah fuck, 
Fuck everything. 
I give up.
Fuck, 
Yeah fuck, 
Fuck everything. 
I give up.)

fuckfuckfuck

An old song I wrote from 2020 that I re-recorded :)

Origin Story [+ Noria]

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: Poppy Ozu
https://www.youtube.com/@PoppyOzu/featured

[lyrics]:
sometimes i think i need you more than air
when u're not with me it makes me panic, alone again
and everytime i see you, ur love is stuck in my brain
i'm stalking ur profiles and lie to myself
i'm starting to wonder who i am, cus my personality is fading away
everyone walk the same, different way, these holograms dont make me feel close, only pain
i'd like to get out of the skin of this little boy that i am
i'm afraid of all colors cus when i look at them turn grey
please tell me what lies i have made

ur love.(prod. Poppy Ozu)

Artist/slimmy x Anessiee 

Mixing/slimmy 

Mastering/slimmy 

Cover/slimmy x Anessiee

catch me outside // feat. anessiee (2020 REMASTER)

lyrics:

i felt you place your head
on my shoulder
know you never have to go
with you i am safe
with you i am home now 
know you never have to go 
it’s hard to believe in anything
that i couldn’t see with my own eyes
yet still i believe in the love of a lifetime
the love of a lifetime 

i stand up on my own
face the waves out to the west
because tonight
i won’t be self righteous
as i set my ego aside
and embrace all of the changes of a new year
solar flares and lunar eclipses
i feel safe when i'm in your arms
not when you and i are feeling distant 

(chorus)

as we spin and sway
i feel myself falling in love
with you like the first time

(chorus)

love of a lifetime

prod. flux (@prodflux)

listen on all platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/flux9/truth


lyrics:
Again and again
I'm falling in love with you
From day one
Know you got something to prove
Running and gunning
Doing what you got to do
When I'm gone
Remember it's the truth

Take me back to the day we met
You touched your lips
Right to my neck
It feels like so many years ago
Now we're in a new city
On our own
Trust me I'll take you by the hand
We can ride off into the sunset
I beg of you remember what I said
We can take the world in the palm of our hands

Again and again
I'm falling in love with you
From day one
Know you got something to prove
Running and gunning
Doing what you got to do
When I'm gone
Remember it's the truth

Truth
Truth

TRUTH

Truth

truth

I'm Braden. I make music & drink way too much coffee.

Mthrfckr (Live)

SayWeCanFly