easier said than done (dont do it)
pressure weighing on me
wake up in the middle of the day like lunch
i geek off amphetemines 
adderall gon pack that punch
adderall gon pack that punch
yeah i meant to set it straight but i didnt know itd pack that punch

yeah this shit took practice huh
i aint even done practicing
yeah im tryna think practical
cant end up at this place again
yeah im going mathmatical
how much i need to fill it up
i cant seem to pace myself 
yeah they betta not fill my cup

ive been tryna be my own influence
i aint tryna force myself, but this shit dont come natural
i aint tryna forge this relationship, but this shit dont come natural
they praise me i speak factual

what the actual fuck...
is wrong with you?
i need EBT, my pockets cant afford food
i go by SBC (shotbycaleb) cause yeah i like to make movies
yeah i know it takes two
and they praising me cause im a cool dude

all the bad bitches be on facebook, yeah i knew that
how i fall in love with a 46 year old then i blew that shit
fuck my psychiatrist, he dont wanna prescribe me the good shit
im in zoom on class rn, if they heard me thatd be embarassing as shit
yeah i got caught using chatgpt, yeah i shoulda realized that its 2024
yeah im eating 1 star meals in my dirty ass room, yeah i probably should really want more
yeah i got new meds, they piss me off when i come down, probably why i slammed that door
yeah i got new meds that dont help me pass out, probably why im up at....
7... o clock

(some adlibs)
(cough)

im in class rn (webster)

insta: oxydecay
inquires: oxydecay1@gmail.com

im in class rn (webster)

sbcalt