khan aitmatov: I know this tunnel, and it knows me.

when did everything get overcomplicated 
I just want somebody to tell me that i’m not ugly
I I I I got a tab on my tongue I’m going 
25 over the speed limit i’m bugging
I would like to know what I did 
that made you think that I was someone 
you couldn’t put all your trust in
when I opened up my heart 
was it too much for you to stomach 
baby I’m so exhausted
fuck!
every time I dream about somebody 
then somebody ends up afraid of being accosted
every time I have a dream about you 
all of my inward feelings turn from happy to dogshit
i-i-i’m surviving in the metro 
cut my teeth on wedding rings 
bayonetta ready and sharpened
if I live to see the sun again 
i’m rolling to the bank 
goth bitch finna make the deposit

i i i i don’t wanna live my whole life 
i don’t wanna live my whole life 
in the dark and afraid
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
all alone and unsafe

please say something 
please say something
I’m so nauseous
all of this awkward silence disgusting
open up my texts I’m begging for a discussion

metro 2033 (p. trabint + dakota)

prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

I got weight I can’t cut
You think i give a fuck?
check bigger every month
i bet these xans will keep me numb

i never did it for the money
i only do it for the drugs
i did a tour across the country for my health
and it just paid me for the month
 yeah

say they gonna slide on me?
then put that shit on god
motherfuckers pussy i see right through their façade
boy this outfit cost a k, i’m just wearing what i got
like my boys in french denim like marithe francois girbaud

Marithe Francois Girbaud

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/crown

lyrics;

look out of my window see u walk by
your car is still sitting there in my drive
your hand is still ticking pushing time by
and every night i sleep u close my eyes

so why try to avoid thinking
of our time, it's like stained linen
the sunrise, another day given
but not reasons to be living

your eyes in my mind
i feel them staring me down
swam out at high tide
i see you wearing a crown
so ill close my eyes
i only care for the sound
you were my lifeline
connection's breaking up now

and now it's taking me all i have
not to come crawling back
the scrapes on my hands and my knees are still bleeding bad
you cant stand that im changing my face
i really needed that
cant stop watching me, its all your fault you had to see me crash

i told truth thought you wouldn't leave me for that
never knew, didnt think you would shoot, but you cant see the glass
cut and bruised all cause i refuse to leave you in the past
dont assume what i stand to lose cause i might need it back

close your eyes, shut your mouth
cause you're losing it
you can talk, not right now
ill tell u when
cause you're lost, you don't know how clueless
bound to fall, just take it all in

your eyes in my mind
i feel them staring me down
swam out at high tide
i see you wearing a crown
so ill close my eyes
i only care for the sound
you were my lifeline
connection's breaking up now

and now it's taking me all i have
not to come crawling back
the scrapes on my hands and my knees are still bleeding bad
you cant stand that im changing my face
i really needed that
cant stop watching me, its all your fault you had to see me crash

crown (p. typhoon + leyton)

prod @gf5 and corefish

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

And now I'm constantly inside my mind
I'm trapped in a suit and tie
Feeling awfully objectified
They see me and scrutinize
They start to realize what the time spent meant to me
It's all in the crime of a mindset atrophy

I guess I couldn't solve all the riddles that you shared when you're next to me
Dissolve in the middle of the woods, it wasn't meant to be
Sulk by the phone while I waited
I need a little more in my lungs when I take it cause

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

I think it was all of me that left without myself from my suspension
Thinking my heart harbor thieves forever
I can't run from every sentence
Clogging my arteries, you know my heart can't take all the attempts
But I need to reassess us

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

Toss it up with my incompetence
When I'm in the eye of the storm I am the opposite
Somewhere where it's safe and it's warm
Where we can grow a bit
But I lost my faith in the world that was full of shit
I want it back
But slowing the tension now might be just what I need
Below interventions now I'm fiending for release

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

BLASTOFF

cold, cold

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/felt-2

niztopia

out tonight !!! :D

FELT

cover art: @alexksmh
i know i already made a mochji remix but this the mochji remix competition yeah this guy made me make a remix in 3 days i cant make music that quickly bro 💔
im gonna start making my own songs soon enough remixing
and im really hungry

update: im not hungry anymore and this won me 3rd place in the competition yippee

mochji (remix competition) - not2sober {stein flip}

produced by @arysvance
written by @arysvance
cover art by @arysvance

lyrics :

two double o nine

back in that time
there's nothing more than just a silly place
do you see familiar faces
oh yeah i know those are things that i grew up watching
so let me take you into this world

and i can't live without nostalgia
feature phones and old camcorders was a thing at it's time
but there's something so beautiful about it
so bring back to the old times

saving everything for the lights
through a wayback machine it's alright
it's more beyond daydreaming about the memories that have passed by

it's not that i feel lost
you think that i am sad about the things i miss
and you'll understand the joy of old things
sometimes it might have last for so long
it has never been gone

there's so many things to see
everything you'll ever need
all of the charm from aesthetic that seen from your eyes
green moutain white clouds & blue sky
so let the birds fly

i'll sing you a song with a melodyne
cuz my vocals aren't that great to shine
i stayed up for so long
i can't sleep what is wrong with me
oh i'm stuck in the past it's just who i am
live to see everything
over here where i stand
it's just a part of me that i can't let go
[ you're the deer in the headlights ]
and i can go back decades in the light to see the year

[ oh whatcha say ]

cold, cold

scottryan

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