mix and beat w/ @blurxy

u tell me to scream
but i dont want to shout
got my head spinning
and the voice
is getting loud
and i cant take it
cant take anymore
i cant take it no more

october lies with u - i cant take it

i did too much blow

ecstasy (SONGWARS)

should i use the gun
or should i use the knife instead

i dont think it matters cus either way youll be dead

oh ur not real ur js another voice that lives inside my dumb ol head

oh i wish i was dead

so i didnt have to see yu again, again

oh ur not real ur js another voice that lives inside my dumb ol head



what if i js ended my shi rn

some fuckass dude was playing guitar in the back at the beginning im sorry

we literally recorded this at guitar center fuck a fl studio

love you ❤🕊🕊
curated: may 27 2025
🌟= favourite tracks

1. it was just a dream pretty girl return to your peaceful slumber (0:00-0:36)
2. oh look at that fifty feet of rope in my closet (0:36-0:55)🌟
3. just upkeeping the national average (0:55-1:29)🌟
4. you mean so much more (1:28-1:50)🌟
5. i heard this song in my head and made it exist (1:50-2:15)
6. kurt cobain reincarnated into skeleton at the mirage in 1994 (2:15-2:54)
7. didnt really like school i left in fourth grade (2:54-3:54)
8. it could happen to you (3:54-4:29)
9. i think i hate every1 (4:29-5:28)🌟
10. angel (5:28-6:31)🌟
11. star - i js wana play guitar (6:31-6:51)🌟
12. star - oh no (6:51-7:54)🌟
13. dont let the door hit you on your way out (7:54-8:39)
14. july - at least its june (8:39-9:15)
15. "fdb_rsdfb" ???????? (9:11-9:43)
16. stupid (9:43-10:20)
17. wish i were him (10:20-11:47)🌟

skeleton mix i made today, god i want to die so take me out already 🐱😿

sorry I ain posted ina min, js been pondering

fucking pathetic

my pretty angel :(

shittylyrics and mic 
 sorry

so stupid y would u ever want me 
im always crying  
i think i left  blood on the sheets
atleast   
you seen my hearts in pieces
so i will not leave
i seen the dark in crazy places
places i cant seep
its been only a week
how are you in my dreams  
u take the heart out my body 
feed it to centipedes
i wish that i could kill the butter flies
that lie in my spleen
i know with all these other guys
it seems like cant compete 
cut holes inside my hoodies
fingers inside my sleeves 
im looking at your story
somehow it makes me feel complete 
i wanna write a song 
with the tempo
of your heart beat           
i wanna make sure that you know
your built like a barbie
fuck
im so fucking stupid
 why would you ever want me
i think of talking to you
then i fold like origami 
i take a tab or two
and now 
im walking like a zombie
i know youll find this song so weird
and for that 
im sorry

obsessive compulsive disorder

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