prod me

i sat at the corner store
bartender can you pour me some more?
bartender do you ever get bored?
of hearing me talk about the same thing?
same new girl and same wedding ring
engaged twice but still not a thing
she wont listen to what i sing
and i cant keep up, keep up
bartender can you tell me what's wrong?
i wish was more, i wish i was strong
you said you love me, well you ain't love me for long.

bartender

i hope your happy with him you deserve it
im gonna kill myself soon im worthless
it's a crystal spell that i uphold still
and i think i fell cause i cant heal

crystal spell

skeleton-throw ur hands up its gonna be a party \(^o^)/

skeleton - some rnb freestyle im never finishing #xanangelz

prod sickboy & me

lost my best friend to a whore
and it hurts so much again
oh my dear dear friend
i just want you dead
since yesterday i dug that grave
and you knew how it could've been
but you threw it all away
as my love decays 
i could've never did that um
but you fuckin' did that um
so you need to get back um

my friend

couldn't get a hug from ur dad 
now you want drugs and wanna fuck on the pad
maybe i project my feelings cause im mad 
never said sorry for doing me bad
san diego fiends with san diego dreams everyone talks about it
spend my money all on lean cause i only wanna drought it 
fill my void with these clothes i don't know bout no hoes
i stopped that shit so long ago i can't feel but i'm on the road
still on the go and still do shows don't have bros im on my own

my ex is fatherless and ruined my life

oh its this again :/ i dont wanna lose a friend no0o0o0o
so much lose don't what it feels like to win
when will i have my friend havent felt the same since
baby im the problem and i cant solve it
put myself in a hole like a moshpit
ever since u left never felt the same
everyday i wake up and im still in pain
and i really do hate those certain dates
cause i remember when we were out those days
maybe its not me and its all you but 
i cant say that cause i could never call u
got me blocked again thats my second half 
but we all know that nothing ever lasts
think i got the short end of the whole draft 
cause of everything we did and how it lasted
cause your such a attachment 
around u id prolly get caught lackin
thats the best type of love but im laggin 
make a joke for the cope and ur laughing
dont hate me or love me just ask what happened 
baby im the fucking problem come get tapped in

if im a problem or the problem then how the fuck do i solve myself

hope that feeling in ur heart never goes away
cause im stuck on my own and im still in pain
nothing ever feels like home so im in my way
mayb i shouldve just grown in the fuckin first place
always wondered how u saw me didnt know how to say it
all those other girls r copies so theyre all good replacements
i dont know how to say this but i just feel like a racist
cause i hate like everybody except girls that are asian

i drew this orange guy now hes trying to kill my cursor

skeleton - killer

An instrumental produced by me and Rio Leyva

Heart Pain prod. Bliss x Rio Leyva

cleaning the slate. these are a collection of tracks I made over the last 2 years, some finished, some unfinished, that will serve as a symbolic reference point to a new "era" of my music and whatever it is i've been doing online with this stuff for the last 10 years.

I will be back eventually with what I would hope would be my first "proper" album, whatever that means. when it will be, I don't know. maybe it'll eventually exist or maybe i'll just keep uploading whatever shit i make and calling it an album, end of the day its all music. for now, feel free to enjoy the 500+ tracks I've uploaded over the last 10 years. In the wise words of lil ugly mane, C U SOON! If you're reading this and give even the slightest damn about my music, I LOVE YOU!!

-Derrick

crystal spell

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