hate myself ay

Lyrics:
Hook:
Every night I try to sleep and my mind racin’, racin’, racin’/
Every mornin’ when I wake up my mind on them peso, peso, peso’s/
She do what I say so, she don’t eva say no/
Shoota’s on that payroll, draco like it’s Halo/

Every night I try to sleep and my mind racin’, racin’, racin’/
Every mornin’ when I wake up my mind on them peso, peso, peso’s/
She do what I say so, she don’t eva say no/
Shoota’s on that payroll, draco like it’s Halo/

Verse:
I be talkin’ myself when I walk around this house think I’m gonna go crazy here/
Thought I heard your voice last night when I walked upstairs and I walked in here/
Think I felt your hand on my chest when I close my eyes and I’m lying there/
Woke up to a world turned black that’s when I realized that I died here/

Feel the evil in me when I’m screamin’/
Memories of you they are leavin’/
Bitch I turn possessed when I see him/
Eyes turn black, demon/

Said it all my life, I just wanna get away/
I be dreamin’ of my future, think I’ll die another day/
Think that I have what it takes so I’m pickin’ up the pace/
If you ain’t talkin’ ‘bout that money get the fuck outta my face/

Hook:
Every night I try to sleep and my mind racin’, racin’, racin’/
Every mornin’ when I wake up my mind on them peso, peso, peso’s/
She do what I say so, she don’t eva say no/
Shoota’s on that payroll, draco like it’s Halo/

Every night I try to sleep and my mind racin’, racin’, racin’/
Every mornin’ when I wake up my mind on them peso, peso, peso’s/
She do what I say so, she don’t eva say no/
Shoota’s on that payroll, draco like it’s Halo/

INSOMNIAC

INSOMNIAC (prod. Shoki & MAEZI666)

DEADTONE

Work

STREAM

LIVE @ FUNCTION [Prod. ZACH SUTTON]

MVKO 

Man down,
Choppa clean you up like sham-wow
Hellhounds,
Hungry pits inside the dog pound
12 rounds,
Stand inside the ring get knocked out,
Big mouths,
Talkin all that shit you ain't bout

Smokin on that loud it shake the windows call it sonic boom,
Open up the pit we get to swingin watch us clear the room,
Dr doom blinded from the sunlight walkin out my tomb
Fuck you bitin motha fuckas leave you sweeped dont need a broom,
Lack of oxygen I dont breathe I dont need that,
Thinkin that you hard until we pull up change yo mindset
Im steady smokin pounds while you struggle for a dime bag,
Hollow point sent through your head for free dont need a price tag,
If lifes a game of chance I'll press my luck never gonna fold,
Eyes rolled back I saw my rest until the knife cuts through my bone,
I'm a soul of Roanoke meet my gaze and turn to stone,
Ghost with a cut throat watch the blood run down your walls,

X2
No russian I'm in the lobby wit a pump bitch,
All I needs one shot catch a body when that slug hits,
No I never heard of yuh its 1v1 on terminal, 
Intervention quick scope your fate is irreversible 

JMATTSON 

Breaking down some bud bitch we out the mud count it up 
Not too many motherfuckers that I’m down to trust loud as fuck 
When we walk in you can smell us looking flyer than propellers 
There ain’t shit that you could tell us little bitch 
Run it up run it up 
Most these rappers dumb as fuck
double h m you bitch we bout this shit we steady coming up 
What the fuck what the fuck 
Excellent we nothing but 
You gone pass the blunt or what 
These Haters we gon fuck em up hoe
All these motherfuckers on some weak you shit you got me fucked up if you think that I ain’t peep it how come all the sudden everyone a bunch of leaches ran off with my style I got more you can keep it bitch 
You know what the fuck it is
8 grams in the wood you be smoking on them twigs 
Never smoking mid got gelato in the spliff that’s your girl tell me why the fuck she all up on my dick

WITCHOUSE 40K

Fall back/
Suck a dick, lil pussy boy
You ain’t got a .40, takin selfies with a toy, hoe/
Nerf gun thug bro, I destroy his ego, I feast on yo kinfolk like they were a meal/
I just copped a deagle, my sight on yo hero/
I’m digging up graves and they calling me zero/
I look like a rot, boy you act like a beagle/
Your life is so fake like you working at regal/
Pullin up hit with an uzi, knockin em out like I’m selling him roofies/
I just got blood on my soobies/
Red bottom walking I’m walkin on rubies/
She saying use me, drape me in Louis, I ain’t a noobie suckin that dick/
Takin a groupie, making her boujee, now I got Lucy all on my dick/
Turning your ass into ash like a pyro, hollowtips fire breathing call em spyro/
Fuckin a bitch in the back, aye/
Fuckin a bitch for the bag, aye/
Hittin a lick and I’m calling it quites, and I’m cutting a brick that I stash in the whip/
Indica zip hit me up for the ick and I’m fuckin yo butch with my dick in her ribs/
Poppin out, bitch I walk it out while you on your couch/
Smoke em out, bitch I’m rolling pounds, only rolling loud/
Bulletproof, but they fall in down, feed em to the crowd/
Hellhounds running through your town, no ain’t no bodies found/
Blech

ZERO feat. JMattson & Witchouse 40k (Prod. Santos Santana)

MOBBS RADICAL x LOWEYEZ DUUG x MVKO- THE GATHERING(PROD. MOBBS)

BLOODY SCRUBS FT. ISTASHA (PROD. ISTASHA)

@CoaastGxd - Dear God...
Produced by @apixxbeats
Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Eddy Vocals @ lyrics studio
Artwork arranged by Halo Blaack

Lyrics
Cauterized minds
Televised lies
Hell is online
Why try when the well has gone dry
Blunt when I ride
Pump at the side
Not satisfied til my life is a landslide
I been in the church pews one too many times
I was screaming at the sky
"You was supposed to be my guide"
Now it's 20 years later still awaiting your reply
I'm surprised that I'm still alive

Do you remember the days I would run around dazed
No smoke haze
Lost in the fog of my brain
Trying to understand why there was so much pain
(There was so much pain)
Couldn't make it make sense so I felt self-shame
What about the time I was 5 dialing 911 cause my mom might die
Watch her roll out the house in a gown
Paramedics had her strapped down
Sat down with my sister crying on the wet ground
My whole life I been a let down
Hoping I would get lost
Never get found
Never felt well-rounded
Never felt feet grounded
Keep to myself
Dumbfounded
Thought I could count on God but he kept bouncing
Turned all small mounds into big mountains
Now my demons got me surrounded
And I can't stop drowning

Cauterized minds
Televised lies
Hell is online
Why try when the well has gone dry
Blunt when I ride
Pump at the side
Not satisfied til my life is a landslide
I been in the church pews one too many times
I was screaming at the sky
"You was supposed to be my guide"
Now it's 20 years later still awaiting your reply
I'm surprised that I'm still alive

Where did you go
When my sister was running the blade on her wrist
Where did you go
When my Momma had all of this pain that I couldn't fix
Where did you go
When my homie felt so low he had to cease to exist
Where did you go
Cause it seems you were never really there at all

I'm down on my knees and I'm begging you please
Gimme something to believe
I'm in a bungalow burning up trees and I'm searching for echoes that never repeat
My life is in stasis
If God creates all the races
Then he must've made the racists
The pain, the heinous, and the faceless
The world is ablaze
And my god on hiatus
All hail almighty, the greatest (Yah)
Gave up my soul
Couldn't save this (Yah)
The world is ablaze
And my god on hiatus
All hail almighty, the greatest (Yah)
Gave up my soul
Couldn't save this (Yah)

Cauterized minds
Televised lies
Hell is online
Why try when the well has gone dry
Blunt when I ride
Pump at the side
Not satisfied til my life is a landslide
I been in the church pews one too many times
I was screaming at the sky
"You was supposed to be my guide"
Now it's 20 years later still awaiting your reply
I'm surprised that I'm still alive

I'm surprised that I'm still alive

COAASTGXD

Dear God...

COAASTGXD out now

Dear God... [prod. APiXx]

@jacobraps97
prod @swvde666
MIXED BY @itspremes n @swvde666

JACOB X LITTLE NICKY - 1 2 3 (PROD. SWVDE)

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqprspfD5i0

prod. @ssjcxrpse
mix @spyce-sakryn

LYRICS

and im trash gang
still rummagin the bottom in a bad place
pill bumpin off yo momma watch her mad face
i get it done frigirator for my last case
i get it umm ima villain ona bad day
pick it up and put it down n you wont pass me
flows unlimited its somethin like its infinite
so u couldnt even see me on a bad day
bitch im trash gang

ima cyber demon, bitches wanna try to meet him
i dont even needem i be fiendin for the death
take a 40 out and blow it thru my neck and then
ill die and ill be coughin up the blood as i be stressed
as a bitch
i aint fuckin w this shit
feel like ashitaka ima finish as a prince
just lookin for my san ima fall to the crypt
ima wake up pissed im involved with the wrath ima pimp
see me for my hands, double M's on the palms mean 
im countin all the bands, of the bullshit that you just rope
together for your fans, i been had it, i aint wit it, i will take you
where you stand, wya?

and im trash gang
still rummagin the bottom in a bad place
pill bumpin off yo momma watch her mad face
i get it done frigirator for my last case
i get it umm ima villain ona bad day
pick it up and put it down n you wont pass me
flows unlimited its somethin like its infinite
so u couldnt even see me on a bad day
bitch im trash gang

ASHITAKA (prod. cxrpse)

WHATCHA NEED [PROD CHRONIC SHNXMAN]

Prod:  @lftdhghts
Mix: Jordan Jay
@blvkhxrt

Lyrics:

I feel like Aesop 
Telling fables 
Through my music 
I’m the plug 
all cain no abel
Corpses Keen on getting faded  
Like a magazine 
On default 
Homeboy stay loaded 
People claim that Im faking
That my lyricism isn’t what I’m livin
its fallen on deaf ears 
Cause this is how I’m livin
I have these ailments
My art is an outlet 
My brain makes me feel 
like an indentured servant 
Working hard just to be existent 
Hard not to be pessimistic 
Been dealt a bad hand 
Tryna Get by if I can
Tryna play my cards right
Even though I wanna die  
Tryna pull a Charlier cut on my own life 
Here’s a story 
grab some popcorn
310 born 
Shits so forlorn 
Should of been still born
Lifted off the potent 
It’s a black heart 
Motherfucker walkin
Always duckin 
Avoiding social interaction 
See someone
 I know at an intersection 
I’ll start jay walkin 
To Evade conversation 
Without any hesitation 

I ain’t tryna to sound hard in these stanzas
But I’m Sicker than the influenza 
I just wanna rot in the dirt like a terracotta 
Indica is my only transient panacea 
Day doesn’t go by 
I wish I wasn’t in a hearse 
Wtf 
was mom thinking 
not choosing to abort
Fuck with the fam
And you’ll meet your maker
Cause I’ll take it upon myself 
To inflict torture 
Bitches wanna see me deter 
Im just on deck 
Coming in clutch like I’m Jeter 
My life ain’t no 2 seater
Just me myself and I 
And the substances I cater 
Whatcha need 
I’m a Walking pharmacy 
I’m turning keys 
With certainty 
With certain g’s 
I only speak guapanese
Hood hippie remedies 
10 toes down stay the recipe 
Introverted to society 
I enjoy solidarity 
You finna have to kill me 
if you fuckers tryna rob me
But you ain’t robbing shit 
Cause I’d rather not exist
Plot twist
Either way for me
It’s a win win
Bitch

Praxis (Prod. LFTD HGHTS)

When I See Your Face (Prod.Filament Beatzz)

FIRESTARTER

Go Getter

Prod. EviLu

WAIT ✕ HOLD ON ✕ YEA ONE DAY I WILL TURN INTO STONES ✕
TAKE ME HOME ✕ AIN’T NO WAY I CAN BREATH FOR THIS LONG ✕
JUST TAKE MY HAND AND WALK WITH ME IN HELL WE GOING ✕
AH SAVE YOUR GRACE I DON’T NEED YOUR HELP MADE MYSELF CLEAR

BLACK MAGIC ✕ BLOOD ON THE WALLS ✕ NECROMANCER BRING THE DEAD FROM THE GROUND ✕ DRK SHDW ✕ INSIDE ME HOLLOW ✕ MIGHT JUST GROW OLD IN MY KINGDOM OF SORROW

TURN BACK ✕ STAY WOKE ✕ BABY GIRL SHE CHOCKING ✕ CHAINS AROUND HER FUCKING NECK ✕  SPITTING BLOOD AND GAGING ✕ SHE SMOKING DOPE ✕
AYE ✕ SHE GOT THE GLOCK AND IT GLOWS ✕ AROUND HER WAIST THAT IT GOES ✕ SHE FOUD A WAY TO GET HOPE ✕ IM ON MY WAY ✕ FUCK ✕ KID GETTING OLDER TURNING GREAT BUT IM COLDER NOWADAYS ✕ TRUST ✕ HAMMER SMASH FACES ✕ CANNIBALS I’M INSANE YEA COME AND PLAY ✕ YA ✕ I KNOW YOU SCARED GIRL ✕ COME DO ME A FAVOR IF YOU WANNA STAY

WAIT ✕ HOLD ON ✕ YEA ONE DAY I WILL TURN INTO STONES ✕
TAKE ME HOME ✕ AIN’T NO WAY I CAN BREATH FOR THIS LONG ✕ WAIT ✕ HOLD ON ✕ YEA ONE DAY I WILL TURN INTO STONES ✕
TAKE ME HOME ✕ AIN’T NO WAY I CAN BREATH FOR THIS LONG

Kingdom Of Sorrow

1800DEADBOY





Im Just Another Wasted Youth

I
Die 
Alone


1800DEADBOY

495 till i die shoutout kyo yeah
@crimsoncrew666

ASHITAKA (prod. cxrpse)

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