where did i go
i miss the version of myself that i know
back before i gave a fuck if i’d grow
when it didnt mean a thing if i would blow

every single day im feeling cold now
it didnt mean a thing to me when i went and i broke down
tryna visit home but that shits a fucking ghost town
think i need some therapy but i dont even know how

people see me as an opportunity now
but i want you to go away
theres no escape
right now i wanna blow my brains
im full of pain
and i know that its never gonna be the same

so tell if youll stay
tell me if you love me or you wanna get away
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate

[hook]

im getting tired of being tired in my head
i dont wanna wake up then i wish that i was dead
all these years feeling so bitter and upset
it wouldnt be shocking if everybody i know left

ill never felt how i did
ill never feel that way again
because im just a person
and now i live with my sins

[hook] x2

Listen

WHERE DID I GO(PROD.WENDIGO)

https://youtu.be/3AqtLY4MkP0

art by pinkblxxd

@christdillinger
@mkultraproductions
@hellomesq
@bruhmanegoddd
@blckk
@wendigowendigo
@johnnascus
@triplesixdelete

LISTEN

ILL DO WHATEVER I WANT WHEN I WANT(PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

prod @jamesgorczyca1
art by @c3of

LYRICS:
came in this bitch with a weapon
no talking lil bitch better watch where you steppin
im thinkin bout murder you see my expression
“i hurt other people to help my depression”
i dont wanna be friends
im not gon act all pretend
laugh at your funeral
no making amends
you think its cool when you flex about driving a benz?
i hope you niggas know you gon die in the end

that shit is tragic
im mad as fuck but i guess thats what happens
yall gobble my dick down like you a fat bitch
you are a fan dont act like a faggot
show me some love
treat me like i am a person
i got me some plays now im feeling more worthless
and i never felt like i fucking deserve it
cuz i am unhappy so what is the purpose

uh
im sad at the function
mad i cant punch in 
another day faking a smile
just did my taxes dont got no deductions
if you slide then im taking you out

thats funny shit
but aint nothing funny
i dont wanna talk unless its about money
you think that you know me you look like a dummy
i jump out the grave like a dripped out mummy

that shit is crazy
father you niggas like i got some babies
shoutout the niggas that just wanna hate me
fuck all that caution no playing it safely
shooting my shot im like tracy mcgrady

fuck
im really tired
im tryna ball before i retire

look at my niggas im getting inspired
smoke all the weed to get a lil higher

DRIPPED OUT MUMMY(PROD.JAMES GORCYZCA)

"Hey cxrpse how you doing?"
 I FEEL LIKE SHIT
I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I EXIST
YES I EXIST
 AND A NIGGA FEELING BAD
SEE MY NUMBERS GOING UP BUT I STILL FEEL SAD
AT THE FUNCTION I SEE RED AND A NIGGA GETTING STABBED
THIS DEPRESSION REALLY WHOOPING MY ASS

AINT NO RUNNING FROM IT
THIS AINT WHAT YOU WANTED WANTED
EVERYBODY THINK THEY WANT IT CUZ THEY SEE A COUPLE
HUNNIT HUNNITS
AND NOW YOU LOOKING PUNISHED CUZ YOU RAPPING ON A
BUDGET BUDGET
THEN YOU SIGN A DEAL
BUT YOU NOTHING BUT A FUCKING PUPPET

Guess thats life
All you niggas are the same
Bunch of fucking pussies nigga
Get it IN yo brain
Say you wanna play the game
Man that shits a fucking shame
Wish I never started rapping
Shit aint never gonna change  

I FEEL LIKE SHIT I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I EXISTYES I EXIST I FEEL LIKE SHIT I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I

I FEEL LIKE SHIT(PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)

@jamesgorczyca1
art by @crustgooch

lyrics:
Yeah
I pull up on everybody
In yo section
I'm a weapon I don’t need
No protection
We sending shots in every
General direction
If you riding round with cxrpse
Know you good,
Why you stressin

I go harder than whoever on the track
If they talking down on gang then
Whoever getting smacked
Think I had too much to drink
I might just have a heart attack
You could call me what you want
But you could never call me whack
Chris Paul with the ball
Bitch im tryna be the MVP
Wanna buy a crib and flex on those
Who wanna envy me
Know a lot of niggas who
Just wanna be the enemy
You could try yo best but you could never
Match my energy
 [hook]

Maybe drink a little
Maybe smoke a little
A nigga tryna have some fun before I die
Im tryna eat good
No more struggle in this life
Pushin every hatin ass nigga
To the side
You see I do a lot of shit now
Cuz I can
I could kill a man with my bare fucking hands
Overlord cxrpse
You don’t stand a fucking chance
I don’t wanna see you look in my direction
Not a glance

[hook]

NO PROTECTION(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

https://youtu.be/SHF-V2UFOeA

art by @rakknid
lyrics:
its like they all want a piece
i dont want peace
tryna be all i can be
they dont like me

wonder what i did so wrong

ill prevail
and they will fail
i break the veil
escape myself
ill prevail
and they will fail
i break the veil
escape myself

everybody wanna win
how could you not be pretend
yall favorite rappers aint friends
only temporary trends 
yall so stupid that shit make my head hurt
once again yall so stupid that it make my head 
——

ima make sure that everybody good
aint nobody finna struggle
you gon make it out the hood
bitch im doing what i want
while you talk bout what you could
ima win in a way that you never fucking would

ill prevail
and they will fail
i break the veil
escape myself
ill prevail
and they will fail
i break the veil
escape myself

REGRET w/CHRIS VAYLE

@lildvrkie
@wewillallrise
@dnfjay
@lilcubensis

fuck lyrics go buy beats from spider gang producers u shits

BABY! w/LIL DARKIE, FL.VCO, DNFJAY (PROD. LIL CUBENSIS)

DISPOSAL w/BRUHMANEGOD, LIL DARKIE, STONEMAN (SERANA "BLOOD GANG" REMIX)

Thank you to everyone who helped create this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPs86bDJSmw

no amount of words
could explain
how much i hate myself
nothing fucking matters
anyway
i might jus take myself
out
hit myself with the old yeller
cuz lately i been feeling
so depressed under the weather

everybody been making me
feel worthless
beginning the end but
either way i’m still working
thought we had something
but i guess it’s not worth it
so everybodys happy
in this stalemate but
im hurting 
damn
ain’t it a shame 
how we throw blame
we fuck each other’s brains
scream then feel the throat pain
overdosing
and
blowing the cocaine
i spent the summer drugged
out
so i had to go drain

the way i’m feeling
cuz you couldn’t imagine it
thoughts of suicide 
because i couldn’t manage it 
had to step away
and take a look where my passion is
college dropout
but still a high school graduate 

and then i ask 
are you proud of me mom
are you proud of me
dad
am i proud that im sad
fuck no
if it was up to me
id never be mad
never feel any way
always glad to be glad
but
life don’t work that way 
you gotta work everyday
to secure that place 
uh
and don’t hurt that face
go to the sink and splash
some water
you deserve that day

basically i always struggled with depression 
it always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson
i’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing 
leave the past in the past 
it’s time to focus on the present 

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

IMPERFECT

UNSOLICITED BEHAVIOR w/BRUHMANEGOD & LIL DARKIE (PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)

GRANDMA'S FREESTYLE w/BRUHMANEGOD & XANAKIN SKYWOK (PROD.megaTRONG)

https://youtu.be/CjyY5KcEk20

fuck the whole world

LYRICS:

CXRPSE:
PULL UP IN ALL BLACK, UNDERTAKER
NIGGA WANT SMOKE HE TURN INTO VAPOR
I’M IN THE COLLEGE DORMS WITH A LASER
BUSY MAN BUT I DON’T GOT A BLAZER
YOU WANT WAR THAT SHIT ON SIGHT
FIGHT ME IT’S A FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE
VAMPIRE CAUSE I’M OUT AT NIGHT
BARKIN NIGGA I’M A DOG THAT BITE

CXRPSE (BMG):
MASTA BRUHMANE
SHOW THESE NIGGAS WUSSUP (OKAY!)
FUCK NIGGA (WHO ME?)

BMG: 
UP IN THE HALLWAY GOT RES-LIFE TRIPPIN
SCOOTIN DOWN FONT IMA MAKE YOU A VICTIM
THIS THAT SHIT THAT’LL GET YOU EVICTED
THIS THAT SHIT THAT’LL GET YOU EVICTED
ON ZOOM AND I’M RAIDIN THE ONLINE CLASSES
STOPPED SHOWIN UP TO ALL MY CLASSES
ON VIDEO CHAT AND I’M BEATIN THEY ASSES
I’M STOMPIN HIS NUTS AND I’M BREAKIN HIS GLASSES
I’M SMOKIN UNTIL I GET STUFFED IN A CASKET
MY HEAD LOOK LIKE A FOOTBALL, BLAST IT
*GUN AD LIBS*
DOC MARTEN MY BOOTS
I PULL UP I’M CHUFFIN DOWN ROOTS
YOUR MUM IS A SLAG
I’M FUCKIN YOUR DAD
YE BETTER WATCH WHERE YOU’RE WALKIN NOW LAD
IS THIS DOWN BAD?
IS THIS DOWN BAD, IS THIS DOWN BAD? OH!
I WANT SOME CASH, I WANT SOME CASH
I WANT SOME CASH NOW
I’LL DO ANYTHING
EXPOSE MYSELF, I’LL PULL MY ASS OUT

*SCOTTISH BANTER*

CXRPSE & BMG:
I’M SITTIN IN A RICH NIGGA BED
LIKE THE ROYAL GUARD I’M ALL COVERED RED
BUNCHA COWBOY NIGGAS RED DEAD
HOPE MY MOMMA DONT GET MAD BOUT WHAT I SAID

أنت المعارضة

Video

CHAOS BRACKET w/BRUHMANEGOD (PROD. WENDIGO)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

EMPTY BASKET

PROD.SOLSA

LYRICS:
ima get older and tell everybody i rapped about killing and selling, a felon
tell my supporters that i was a shooter im flexing and totin the indian weapons
moved to la ima get a face that and then hope that the internet people get threatened
impressing and now im gon write me a bar about how ive been selling dope since i was seven
fuck rap
ill be me anyway
all the rap shit
get out of my face
think they move  
but they running in place
you got a gun
wont run a damn fade
damn
maybe i got an issue
no
the world to sensitive
i cant mention it
got couple things i cant say
cuz people bitch and shit

if i was you 
i wouldnt even say a word  
if you did what you talk about
then youd be in the dirt
if i did what you did then
id be questioning my worth
whats it really worth
when you capping for a verse 
huh? pussy

tradition is peer pressure
from the dead
looking forward to them niggas
who wan shoot me in the head
cuz im telling you these niggas
aint shit
and im upset
talking reckless online
with they feet up in a bed

all you niggas think you matter
but you dont
i grew up in a place where
you born and then you gone
all you niggas like food
so im feeding on your bones
i dont wanna hear you talk
so leave me the fuck alone

fuck these niggas
fuck a bitch
hit a lick
industry nigga shit

im into this into dick
half gay
ima hit my opps with a brick

im just a rapper
and i do rap things
i sell drugs sell guns
in the scene  


dl:
https://www116.zippyshare.com/v/5pGGivD2/file.html

FUCK RAP

@lildvrkie
@bruhmanegoddd

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJBuA3nLnf4

F.A.N.U w/BRUHMANEGOD & LIL DARKIE(PROD.ME)[VIDEO OUT NOW]

niggas are breathing around me again
i wanna shoot myself in the head
looking at you i just wanna be dead
walk in the room and all i see is red

i wish i had me some drugs or a beer
fuck all that shit that you call a career
im bouta shoot up the room til its clear
hit him with .308 like he a deer
now niggas mad as fuck im getting up
my whole gang fucking getting buck
let a nigga try it 
then that nigga dying
sign his life away now he getting fucked

see niggas hate they dont got shit
smoking they pack and that shit get so toxic
you niggas silly you not sick
you niggas gibby you looking like noxic

get off the internet go get a bag
not finna talk unless you got a rack
stealing the bank account i want the cash
if you dont got it get one in the back

niggas are breathing around me again
i wanna shoot myself in the head
looking at you i just wanna be dead
walk in the room and all i see is red

up all night and im still getting payed
if a nigga want smoke he get one in the face
you niggas lame artificial and fake 
all these other collectives get put in a grave
  
my name cxrpse im known
for damaging bodies 
i call up my niggas
we mob in the lobby 
if you looking stupid then you getting bodied
im calling up darkie to pull out the shotty

maybe im too jaded for this shit
maybe i should go get me a job
its better than these niggas stuck in a box
you niggas suspect
you niggas cops

niggas are breathing around me again
i wanna shoot myself in the head
looking at you i just wanna be dead
walk in the room and all i see is red

WANNA BE DEAD(PROD.SOLSA)

lyrics:
half the niggas i know been on opp shit
all this talking but not bout to pop shit
if i died hella niggas would watch it
take out they phones while im taking the glock spit
why the fuck do i feel like the enemy
pussy niggas is draining my energy
promise you boy you aint no friend of me
know you hating you want my abilities
everybody i been fucking with been on the same shit
sucking on dick to get famous
driving foreign cars
dumb nigga you brainless
yo life is just entertainment
I BEEN ON REAL SHIT
i had to fuck up a check
to get on this drill shit
I WANNA KILL SHIT
you in a discord 
DUMB NIGGA you getting killed quick
FUCK
maybe i need me a break
maybe i made a mistake
being a rapper cuz every nigga been fake
you could sit at the table 
ill make you a plate
or you could be my opposition
bunch of niggas would kill for my position
you too pussy to deal
with the conditions
you are not real
i have no competition
whole gang going up and you niggas is mad
you sit on the internet extra sad
its 2020 and i think that its funny
that you got no money and extra ass

2020 ANTHEM(PROD.SKOTSKR)

thank you to everyone who helped make this possible.

art by: @crustgooch

LYNCH ME(PROD.SKOTSKR)

SCREAM W/ BLCKK & MKULTRA(PROD.SKOTSKR)

A STORY ABOUT SELF HATE(PROD.SKOTSKR)

Lyrics:
everybody always on bullshit
say you from the ghetto cuz you rap about hood shit
whats the word when you bouta meet a full clip
you just sit and bitch abtu everything that you could get

fuck you ima get it first
ima beat the fuck out a rapper and leave him in the dirt
all you niggas bitches go walk around in a mini skirt
thats entitlement showing if you gon bitch about what you desrve
i was 16 when i started to rap
i used to beg niggas just so i could get on a track
now i see this lil niggas they dont know how to act
bitch i been the overlord nigga run that shit back

i put in effort
regardless of pressure
all these niggas been my depressors, 
fuck it ima do better
never again will i walk through the desert
tryna hold the fucking pieces of my mental together
x2

ima get it all together ima buy a house
you fuck niggsa gon hate on me thats without a doubt
ima find a lil rapper im slapping him in his snotty mouth
spoiled ass pussy i grew up sleeping up on a couch

ima get it all i aint even finna trip about it
ima buy a sword and ima never leave the crib without it
tell me if you really bout it
i aint good with sympathizing
no speake de english come fight me if you criticizing

IMA DO BETTER(PROD.SKOTSKR)

PAINLESS W/ JOHNNASCUS(PROD.WENDIGO & SOLSA)

SWITCHEDUP W/ BRUHMANEGOD(PROD.SKOTSKR)

Lyrics: 
Everything has changed, I feel it in my veins
My skins about to break, I hope you feel the same, 
It’s been a long time since I felt like this, 	
Don’t leave me alone, I just want one more kiss, 	
I feel alone, Is anybody out there? 	
Is anybody out there? 	
Feeling intense, everything good must come to an end, 	
Why don’t you grab me and love me again? 	
There ain’t a human that I can depend on 	 	

Is anybody out there? 	
Is anybody there?

VEINS(PROD.CXRPSE)

Lyrics:
        yo its CXRPSE
        but im making faggot niggas cadavers
	the underground been full of flies i take a swatter and splatter
	i live to piss these niggas off cuz they dont know nothing matters
	while niggas mad behind a screen im smoking blunts full of shatter
	nigga fuck the president and fuck elections
	yall be watching cnn im dealing with depression
	niggas be on bars with no type of recollection
	why white niggas rap and they sound like they one direction?
	fuck you
	ima get mine
	ima get by
	im catching the vibe
	nigga if we was in the jungle you would not be alive 
	a bunch of monkey ass niggas sucking dick to survive
	whats that a opp nigga?
	he got caught by surprise
	i woke up i got bored and shaved my head
	then i got up on the internet and wished that i was dead
	then i looked at spider gang and i realized that we ahead 
	and after that i cracked a smile and took my stupid ass to bed
	niggas aint doing shit with they lives 
	it must suck living a lie
	like a burger of shit with some fries
	cop a bottle of liq with the guys
	nigga you wasting yo time
	you prolly shouldntve bought a microphone
	everybody raps
	you think its fun you finna die alone
	dumb nigga sipping double cups full of styrofoam
	you ran through like some pussy
	ima call yo ass a sloppy joe

	dont forget the x when you spell the name nigga
	dont forget the x when you spell the name 
	x2

	wait wait-
	“niggas stealing money for heroin from collectives”
	these niggas parasitic they bugs and its infectious
	its fine to justify from a dumb pussy perspective
	they all wanna be respected
	rapping is contraceptive
	big chains dangle we already been detected
	its fake
	its a shame when yo career fall on yo face
	then you work that 9-5 and all yo jewelry go to waste
	all that dopamine is gone and you cant even masturbate
	maybe invite some bitches over-
	oh wait

FUCK NIGGAS(PROD.CUBENSIS)

Lyrics:
 I didn’t think it’d hurt like this, I didn’t think it’d hurt like this, 
nothing is the same, I feel all the pain inside my head, 
how do I feel, what do I do next? 
It could’ve all been so simple 
cuz now I want it all, cuz now I want it all, now I want it all, 
I don’t wanna be tired anymore 
all my dreams are on the floor
leave my body by the door

TIRED W/ DOLLY(PROD.SKOTSKR)

https://youtu.be/JXxdnR3u-AQ

Lyrics:
im the greatest i dont need no validation uh
you niggas hating u dont want a situation uh
i pull up its a wrap for that whack shit
fuck that whole persona
u gon die over this rap shit?
nah
i think that shit fake
you gon die for that mistake
say you fuck with us you pussy
cut the head off thats a snake
only doing this to make myself feel better
only say a couple bars and ill make yo bitch get wetter
you are irrelevant
i am only a skeleton
killing niggas off
rip the body down to the melanin
they cant understand me
and i like that
want niggas to know i dont like rap 
run up on me and im finna fight back
bitch i hate whites and i dont like *censored*
been said that shit before this shit is fuck rap
fuck that
run up on me pussy get the fuck back
run it back

 im still colder than whoever wanna say shit
i could be yo homie or ill give yo ass a facelift
you just bought a mic
i guess thats yo money wasted
you should get a 9-5 and get a fucking day shift
face it
underground been tired of that fake shit
motherfuck a placement
running out of patience

PATIENCE(PROD.SKOTSKR)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

https://youtu.be/9aD_S5nIla8

Lyrics:
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police.
everybody turning bitch made
talking hella stupid till its bullets in yo ribcage
look at all the holes that all my fists made
I want violence, put yo body where the fish stay
bitch I been the overlord, bitch I been the warlord
I hate everybody put yo body in the floorboard
they say “cxrpse you so aggressive,
manic so depressive, you are not impressive”
lil boy you aint never been pressed up
rapping bout guns and some money like you flexed up
you think that you hard? Nigga you think that you next up?
fuck that whole persona you’ll get buried to yo neck up
everything I do I need a rack,
all this shit I put in ima need it back,
feel like im tweaking out I think I need some crack,
this nigga talking shit im bouta beat his back,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police.

POLICE(PROD.SKOTSKR)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

Lyrics:
pain, how the fuck I end up in this situation, 
no one else around me stuck up in this space station, 
I lost a lotta homies cuz no bond is ever sacred, 
ill still help niggas out and give em a donation if they need it, 
not tryna be conceited, 
ill give you what you need but I will stop yo fucking breathing, 
then go about my day and enjoy the rest of my evening, 
if a nigga want some beef I apply the rest of the seasoning, 
still a lot of people don’t like me; 
they say “cxrpse switched up” I don’t appeal to your feelings,
no I do not give a fuck, 
and I don’t care what you say cuz ima keep it a buck, 
I live inside of your head faggot you getting me up

CXRPSE

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