Hope you're doing well wherever you are cxrpse, and thank you for the art you made🖤

where did i go
i miss the version of myself that i know
back before i gave a fuck if i’d grow
when it didnt mean a thing if i would blow

every single day im feeling cold now
it didnt mean a thing to me when i went and i broke down
tryna visit home but that shits a fucking ghost town
think i need some therapy but i dont even know how

people see me as an opportunity now
but i want you to go away
theres no escape
right now i wanna blow my brains
im full of pain
and i know that its never gonna be the same

so tell if youll stay
tell me if you love me or you wanna get away
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate

[hook]

im getting tired of being tired in my head
i dont wanna wake up then i wish that i was dead
all these years feeling so bitter and upset
it wouldnt be shocking if everybody i know left

ill never felt how i did
ill never feel that way again
because im just a person
and now i live with my sins

[hook] x2

Listen

WHERE DID I GO(PROD.WENDIGO)

i dont like when people
dictate over my happiness
bout 6 months now,
with my friends fuck dapping it
yeah im still rapping 
fuck but im living so dapper and
im sober its whatever
niggas aint never graspin it
niggas never would listen
when you try to be better
no more givin into vices
selling happy for pleasure
wish i never grew up
idolizing the cheddar
love so many people
but ill never be better
for em
im self centered
thinking that its all about me
thats a problem
i could never wish away when i breathe
leave
my presence in the venue
every time that we leave
think i love it but
im crying every night in my sheets
then i bleed
self harm
scars
blood in the tea
suicidal thoughts
linger
in the presence i bring
the only present that i think is
me
dead in the breeze
summer sunlight
beating down my head 
with the trees

i call my mother
im asking if she proud
i lied to her the other day
saying i was down
so she could say she love

or i could maybe frown
or feel something
other than right now
the liquor too strong
yeah i relapsed
i dont give a fuck about me
tell em run it back 
cuz every single day im smiling 
holding back an attack
of panic cuz my nerves
is getting frantic in the chat

i would get it if you left
i dont fuck about me 
or a check
the money fucked me over
made me think i was the best
my ego got big 
now im sitting here depressed
wanna kill myself
but i dont wanna hurt you next
i hate every word
that comes with my breath
all i ever brought to this world
was stress
insecure, maybe thats my test
ill never be better
so i aint checkin my texts

i got a bottle in one hand
my life in the other
if it was up to me id throw it all
away in the gutter
i know you care
but my heart sliced
through like some butter
feel like nobody understands
what its like to be under
ground
not my with my music but with my heart
when it all goes down
whos there with me in the dark
like im not sitting suffering
dying with all the art
like this arc dont suck
this shit is just getting hard
and harder

RELAPSE ARC(PROD.WENDIGO)

CURTIS [PROD. CUBE]

hero (prod. JAMES GORCZYCA)

LYRICS:

I JUST WALKED INSIDE THE PARTY FEEL LIKE YARRI GOT MY GUN ON ME
HALF OF Y'ALL GON' DIE THE OTHER HALF OF Y'ALL STILL FUCK WITH ME
TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW ALREADY
BITCH QUIT DUCKING ME
I WAS BTD SO I DON'T GIVE A FUCK 'BOUT NOTHING

BITCH FUCK HOW YOU FEEL
STEPPIN' IN THIS BITCH ALONE LIKE WHAT'S THE DEAL
BITCH FUCK HOW YOU FEEL
I JUST CAME BECAUSE I'M LOOKING FOR A BILL

I'M PUTTIN' HOLES INSIDE Y'ALL CRV THEN WHIPPIN' THAT BITCH BACK INSIDE THE SHOP AND GET IT FIXED FOR ME
NEXT TIME Y'ALL PUT Y'ALL FUCKING EYES ON ME
THEM WINDOWS TINTED BULLETPROOF THE BODY FAGGOT FUCK WITH ME
I DON'T KNOW NOBODY NAME
BITCH PICK A LANE
AND KEEP Y'ALL FUCKING FOOT OFF MINE NOBODY GOTTA DIE TODAY
TWO HUNDRED FIFTY FOR A CONVERSATION
Y'ALL DUMB AS FUCK Y'ALL KNOW Y'ALL CAN'T REPLACE ME
I BURNT THAT BITCH UP IT'S A CELEBRATION
MAKE SURE HIS MAMA CAN'T GO SEE HIS FACE
PUT YOU TO SLEEP IT'S NO MORE NOTHING BITCH

BITCH FUCK HOW YOU FEEL
STEPPIN' IN THIS BITCH ALONE LIKE WHAT'S THE DEAL
BITCH FUCK HOW YOU FEEL
I JUST CAME BECAUSE I'M LOOKING FOR A BILL
X2

(I DON'T HAVE CXRPSE'S LYRICS FIGURE IT OUT)

NICOTINE W/ CXRPSE [PROD. FONY WALLACE & OLLIEYEAHH]

She’ll Be Ok

Legacy

Afourteen- CHUG JUG TITTIES (Aidan Diss) Prod. Kivya

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_2MR_IJCpQ

prod. @jamesgorczyca1

yeh
yeh yeh
wussup
wussup

i had a lot of people try to tell me bout me
ima say it one time
you don't know none about me
boom boom boom
goes a legal shotgun
that's for any cop son
wanna wanna want some
marijuana, pot, skunk
in my mask fibers
smokin thru a hole
bullets pokin thru ya skull
i'm unapproachable
everybody act like they not degenerates
to hell with it
they out here killin kids, immortal severance
i thought you was poppin so why you worried bout your relevance?
in every room i step in, i'm the muthafuckin elephant
in every crew i repped, i brought them out their fuckin element
i'm lookin at yall, yall better gimme my fuckin royalties you dumb punk bitches
ahh
i wanted to ball
now honestly lookin at yall i want a 9-5 job
just stall
until life falls
i'll be posted up in my loft lookin like a wine mom
jacob runnin fades, screaming fuck jakes
you think you can fuck with us?
that's a dumb take
you ain't even got half of what it's gon take
all of these rappers pump fake
i ask em how my cum taste
i don't give a damn
bout no one but gang
i'm finna hogtie your ass to the tracks of this train
i'm finna take him out back and i'm blastin his brains
get a tattoo of a ten gallon hat on my face
i thought you was poppin so why you worried bout your relevance?
in every room i step in, i'm the muthafuckin elephant
in every crew i repped, i brought them out their fuckin element
i'm lookin at yall, yall better hit my fuckin paypal i know you know it
ahh
i wanted to ball
now honestly lookin at yall i want a 9-5 job
just stall
until life falls
i'll be posted up in my loft lookin like a wine mom

ELEPHANT (VIDEO IN DESC.)

thank you to everyone who supported me and helped make this possible.

art by @lildvrkie

dl:
https://www116.zippyshare.com/v/5pGGivD2/file.html

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