Swimming

Lyrics:

I stared into the black void of night 
Aimlessly grasping 
At your dotted lines 

I miss you 
I miss you

Your eyes in the moonlight 
Hit just right 
It’s just right

dead of night

honeybee table at the butterfly feast

groceries

my guts are black, must be a product of fear
the world’s hardly merciful 
i’m crawling on all fours
writhing with glee

every-
thing stays the same
stagnance 
and an intolerance to change

i don’t live by days, just a calendar year
it’s what feels most comfortable
with everything burning 
perpetually 

every-
thing stays the same
stagnance 
and an intolerance to change


my guts are black, must be a product of fear
the world’s hardly merciful 
i’m crawling on all fours
writhing with glee

i don’t live by days, just a calendar year
it’s what feels most comfortable
with everything burning 
perpetually 

i don’t live by days, just a calendar year

calendar year

the reaper in my head

I've been walking around 
with my feet on the ground 
one step headin out 
with my head in the clouds 

do i do i wish you were here 
do i do i wish you were here 
i wish you were here 

well I'm feeling ashamed 
cause i won't play your game 
cause i know in my heart 
you won't do your part 

do i do i wish you were here 
do i do i wish you were here 
i wish you were here 

what stop listen okay chill whoa 

I've been walking around 
with my feet on the ground 
one step headin out 
with my head in the clouds 

what no really okay thats cool 
but what about

Reason

wishuwerehere

A Vampire

"recorded at various places over a long period of time. 

thanks to mat cothran, lexi williams, delaney mills, eric livingston, tamaki hindle, aaron castro, abby trunfio, justin blackburn, ryan wilson, dan collins, and caroline white for their help recording this album."

to be close to you

i will do this for the rest of my life

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

xxxxxxx

when you came home i wrote a song 
i never showed anyone 
i still remember the hook it went 
'i'm getting clean for you' 
because i wanted to get clean again 
and i knew that if i did we could be happy 
we did it once before 
i thought we could do it again 

i wanted to say i'm sorry 
i never got clean for you 
like i wanted to do so badly 
and everything i knew i forgot 
i will shed this stupid body 
i will grow tall and be someone new 
when i do you can come find me 
but until then i'll be missing for a while

untitled-oct7

this song was written entirely in 20 minutes (lyrics, melody, chords, and drums) for fun and demoed in another 20 minutes. this is that original demo with live guitar + drums and 2 mics.

the reaper in my head

vijo

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