basement song (soft)

medicine

Baby's Breath

pictures of you with me

honestly, i still don’t know who to be for you
i wish you’d put a gun to the nape of my neck
or dig a knife into my fucking trachea
anything, for me
i wish you would

i think you’re so pretty babe, i want to die at your hands
feel them around my throat knuckles white hands clasped tight
just string me up to bleed with all of these feelings i still can’t begin to perceive
anything, for me
i wish you would

(i swear
when i close my eyes
your face bores holes right back into mine)

snowfall with you

I didn't make this album

1. (00:00) sorry
2. (01:41) happy (again)
3. (06:39) some day
4. (08:56) disappear
5. (12:32) public suicide
6. (15:30) whatever.
7. (19:00) i miss you
8. (22:14) hurts
9. (25:40) care

the apology club - sorry (full album)

the reaper in my head

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

xxxxxxx

when you came home i wrote a song 
i never showed anyone 
i still remember the hook it went 
'i'm getting clean for you' 
because i wanted to get clean again 
and i knew that if i did we could be happy 
we did it once before 
i thought we could do it again 

i wanted to say i'm sorry 
i never got clean for you 
like i wanted to do so badly 
and everything i knew i forgot 
i will shed this stupid body 
i will grow tall and be someone new 
when i do you can come find me 
but until then i'll be missing for a while

the reaper in my head

vijo