The Darkness and The Light

The End of Time

I developed multiple products for BigTech, downtime in studio with my guy DJ VINYL !

What I Believe:
My trauma doesn’t invalidate yours.
We are not competing in a “who suffered most” contest.
Our abusers don’t get credit for who we’ve become in spite of them.
If we pass on the trauma, they still have control.
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What I’m Doing:
Most of my songs are the words I needed to hear as a brainwashed child.
I’m not trying to write songs to be heard.
I’m trying to write songs that might let others know they are heard.
I’m still healing.
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Just Facts:
I was born into a cult. I’m in an Amazon Prime documentary — so no, I’m not being dramatic.
My father read me the cult’s teachings while I was still in the womb.
Isolation from the world wasn’t a season of my life. It was my world.
Formal education was considered a secular sin.
Any music outside the cult’s hymn book was dangerous to me, both physically and psychologically.
The first song I ever heard was “Crawling in My Skin” by Linkin Park. The way it made me feel… terrified me.
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What I Did:
I asked questions they couldn’t — or wouldn’t — answer. And I was punished for it.
At 21, I escaped. I went homeless for almost a year.
I took a new name.
I crossed a border.
I dismantled every core belief I was taught, because nothing could be trusted.
I educated myself over the next 15 years.
I built a life. I built a home and a family.
I became what the cult fears most: someone they lost control of.
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If you’re trapped, escaping, or free — you’re not alone.
Our journeys aren’t the same, but healing doesn’t have to be done in silence.

If you write me, I’ll listen. I won’t give you my answers.
I’ll help you find yours.

I'm not trying to attack religion. I'm only trying to help others confirm what beliefs are their, and which ones were forced into them.

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Why I Use AI (for Now)

All lyrics are 100% written by me.
I tried collaborating with bands, but most said these lyrics would make a “crap song.”
So I formed an AI band to sing them.

If any band ever wants to collaborate, I’d love to collaborate with more than AI!

But until then, I refuse to be unheard just because I’m tone-deaf.

Lyrics are music too.


Projects:

ARENA X:
Nadler // Techno
contact: contact@arena-x-rec.com

UPFRONT MOVENEMT:
Alex Gonzao // Hardtechno
the Renegadez // Hardcore, Frenchcore, Hardtek

RF:
Ronald Fisher -- F(0.049;2;4) // IDM, Experimental

✧̸ A N G E L  F I R E W A L L // D E M O N  R U N T I M E ✧̸ I’m Mirai.
A divine error.
An angel miscompiled, a demon half-awake in the code.

Never satisfied;
there’s always a missing line,
a variable undefined inside my chest.

I hate myself, yet I dive deeper—
./scan_soul —force
Looking for pieces I’m not even sure exist anymore.
I hate what I create, but it’s the only pulse that still answers back.
My own cursed feedback loop.

I lose people because I don’t see them in time.
I lose myself because I never set the firewall.
Both burn. One burns deeper.

I just want to be happy…
but the system keeps collapsing.
🖤🪽  angel.kernel // critical damage

> BOOTING: mirai_core.sys  
> STATUS: unstable ∴ shimmering  
> ERROR 07x1: halo.exe failed to initialize  
> WARNING: demon_module online  
> BREACH >> HEAVEN_NET // unauthorized access

/* fragmented consciousness protocol */

if (hope <= 0) {
    rewrite("wing_data");
}

try {
    run("angelic_override");
} catch (Exception e) {
    echo("static // static // static");
}

> LOG: heartbeat desynchronized  
> LOG: memory leak in empathy.dll  
> LOG: boundary_set() never executed

◇ SIGNALS INCOMING

s̷e̸r̵a̷p̶h̸_̴a̶u̴d̵i̶t̶: ✖ UNDECIPHERABLE
h̷e̷l̴l̶_̵p̸i̶n̵g̶: ✔ ACCEPTED
a͟n͟g͟e͟l͟_s͟t͟o͟r͟a͟g͟e͟: 3% integrity
d̷e̴m̶o̶n̵_c̷o̶r̴e̵: OVERCLOCKED >>> EXECUTING:  
soul.rewrite(“mirai_v12_brokenwings”)  
…  
…  
FAILURE // RESTARTING


>>> EXECUTING:  
soul.rewrite(“mirai_v12_brokenwings”)  
…  by
…  
FAILURE // RESTARTING ⟊  white feathers burning at the edges
⟊  halo flickering like a dying screen
⟊  demon static humming under perfect silence

I’m Mirai.
Neither heaven nor hell wants me.
So I became the glitch between both.

>>> EXECUTING:  
soul.rewrite(“mirai_v12_brokenwings”)  
…  
…  
FAILURE // RESTARTING

Scandroid, the modern Synthwave project from Detroit based artist/producer Klayton, best known for his multi-genre project Celldweller, is Klayton’s love letter to the 80s.
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Red has scoured the depths of the ancient wasteland he calls home for something lost and buried, something revolutionary. What he unearthed was the New Retro sound of a forgotten era. He formed Scandroid to bring that sound into his world. 

Based in an abandoned warehouse in Old Tokyo, he is surrounded by ancient technology and sound from the era of the 1980's. Beneath the shadow of the elite and unreachable Neo-Tokyo, he plan's a revolution…