Lucille - still feel attached(unreleased/unpolished)

(Lyrics)

I’ll pick a flower that matches your dress
You can open your eyes
I think this violets what matches the best
Yeah, the best I’ll find
For you, will you be mine?
Do you think you could fly? Oh

At least I’ll try
I don’t know why 
I think that I could reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

But “at least I tried”
I don’t know why I thought that I could
Reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

You touched my mind
You’re so vile
Another lie, add to the pile
You left me crying and so defiled
You let me die, you let me die
You let me die, you let me die
No-no, oh-oh

icarus

ilostmari- A THOUSAND TEARS (full)

@sickboi

(Lyrics)

Your grave is bedded with flowers
And on the rainy days
I feel like a coward
‘Cus I’m so scared of showing up
Unaware what I brought wasn’t enough
Your skin would tear
You’re nothing left but dust
And it’s unfair
To see just what we’ve become

Oh, oh
Your grave is flowerbedded
Oh, oh
God told me “don’t be jealous”
Oh, oh
Your grave is flowerbedded
Oh, oh
God told me “don’t be jealous”

flowerbed

fenix & bastard - dissidents

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile & @creepiess
produced by: @1sickboi

@beenhostile
October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

Sugar rush, we'd look for candy, get our buckets full
The jack-o-lanterns smiling at us, with burning candles

Scary movies tonight
Haunted houses call our name
Hope our costumes gives you a fright
Still wish Halloween felt the same

October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

@creepiess
Finally get to dress up how I've always wanted to be
And I'm gon' kill my teeth by eating copious amounts of candy
The pumpkin spice smell fills the hair
Fake blood all up in my air
No judgement, nobody cares
That your skin is green

Are you ready for Halloween?
It's so exciting, you'll see what I mean
The monsters come out when the sun goes down
Down

@beenhostile
October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

(buddha's realm)

go stream!

31st

bastard - DARK INTENTIONS

Yukina

somehow

Please Please Please - Sabrina Carpenter

I've always been a femme fatale, and I don't have to brag.

amber in drag.

This song came on Spotify’s recommend. It was also on a playlist of someone that may or may not be a fish or not or half. I’m just confused. I don’t know if it vibes good or bad but it did spark joy to sing it and feel it. Today I saw a book that said something that made me think that I shouldn’t post it. In order to stay consistent with my New Moon intention I’m posting it despite the discomfort (and it’s like dejavu) either way it brought me joy to sing it. At the very least I hope you feel it too. I’m glad I let go of expectation- it made room for hope. I hope you’re well and I miss being in your gaze! I walked home from work today and listened to all the music that I probably shouldn’t have and just let my mind wander. I’m scared that hope is going to hurt more than. Not hope?

I like sleeping too but also like talking laughing planning dancing thinking hugging . The list is oddly specific and long.   

Now for next week’s selection… any suggestions? Mindful music is… important to me. I’d shell all the pistachios.

flowerbed

scape

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