(Lyrics)

I’ll pick a flower that matches your dress
You can open your eyes
I think this violets what matches the best
Yeah, the best I’ll find
For you, will you be mine?
Do you think you could fly? Oh

At least I’ll try
I don’t know why 
I think that I could reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

But “at least I tried”
I don’t know why I thought that I could
Reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

You touched my mind
You’re so vile
Another lie, add to the pile
You left me crying and so defiled
You let me die, you let me die
You let me die, you let me die
No-no, oh-oh

icarus

prod. me

rot inside my bed ive been there
wanna get  out of here 4 u
leave me stranded on my island
i wanna rot in peace i do

bedrott (prod me)

18
dedicated to my family

these clocks are bleeding summer slow
a paper bird just learned to go
I fold my fears in denim seams
and walk between my waking dreams

she sang through the wires, my bloodline hums
she said this is my share, but now I'm running out of stairs

I'd trade the moon to write their name
every single echo that I claim
iluminare el cielo como el, abuela
every string tied to su huella

I hold the roots beneath my feet
every step a vow I swear to keep
my voice will rise in fields of wheat
their blood runs deep inside of me

the sun sets different through a screen
plant my hopes in coffee rings
and make it big, ill be eighteen

a stage, a street, a stranger's praise
wont match those kitchen days
september sky, dont turn away
ill sing your name when skies turn gray
make you proud in every way
build the life you said I'll make

pa viejo

turned me to stone w fenix

stranded (prod. me)

zombie - bastard

a 5 song ep about my birth month 
my failed relationships in that month 
and reflecting on my past
fully produced by me
love from april to may

san francisco

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

sore (adore)

dead by september - ilovemax, dazingoff prod. ilovemax

art by: @n0e2x

mastered by: @ilovedebbie

dead by september (prod. me) ALL PLATS

secrets

a blend of indie folk, alternative pop, and indietronica, characterized by  ethereal vocals, sparse, atmospheric arrangements, and emotionally vulnerable lyrics, sound often combines acoustic elements with electronic textures, creating an intimate yet expansive atmosphere

icarus

scape

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can you feel my heart still?

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