(Lyrics)

I’ll pick a flower that matches your dress
You can open your eyes
I think this violets what matches the best
Yeah, the best I’ll find
For you, will you be mine?
Do you think you could fly? Oh

At least I’ll try
I don’t know why 
I think that I could reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

But “at least I tried”
I don’t know why I thought that I could
Reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

You touched my mind
You’re so vile
Another lie, add to the pile
You left me crying and so defiled
You let me die, you let me die
You let me die, you let me die
No-no, oh-oh

icarus

prod. me

rot inside my bed ive been there
wanna get  out of here 4 u
leave me stranded on my island
i wanna rot in peace i do

bedrott (prod me)

turned me to stone w fenix

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

yuh
yeah, you're constantly proving you never needed me
regardless of your words I don't know what you see in me
I should've known it was an act, you didn't believe in me
did you believe in me?
oh, I know the pity will subside
so much to say but my gut tells me, "keep it inside"
if I get another lovey-dovey text from you I might die
know I'm expendable you're distant but won't ask why
she's the girl who claims she, "has it all together"
he's the boy who just wants back his green sweater
I'll handle you with care like a feather
I'll write my dying wish in this letter

girl don't worry about me
yeah, go live your life without me
explore the world without me
there's no need to doubt me, I know
my time has come... so I...
harbor my feelings for you
I gave this thing a chance
yes, but now this chapter is through
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
you said every time I open my mouth I push your buttons
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
but I just want my green sweater back from my ex-girlfriend

go stream!

my green sweater

tangled

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

sore (adore)

lyrics;

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I'm shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

(fuck you, you creep)

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser that's in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I am shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

bleed

secrets

prod. sickboi

(Lyrics)

Hate being far from home
Could you check the time?
It’s way too early to go

It just hit me so instantly
Are you even missing me?
Think I’m getting dizzy, I might need the restroom
I hope you forgive me
I keep running out of excuses to give you
Every little thing that I been
Through just to fix you
Got me running round just like a loon
‘Cause I miss you
Going down a spiral just to lose when I’m with you
When I’m with you

One step ‘til I regret it
And I think it’s unfair
I’d get beheaded for you
Had me running for nothing
To get the message to you
You torture me just for fun
I’m just pathetic to you

All the things that you see
Keep you running from me
Leave me dead on the street
Guess you ain’t what you seem

It just hit me so instantly
Are you even missing me?
Think I’m getting dizzy, I might need the restroom
I hope you forgive me
I keep running out of excuses to give you
Every little thing that I been
Through just to fix you
Got me running round just like a loon
‘Cause I miss you
Going down a spiral just to lose when I’m with you
When I’m with you

icarus

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