You're killing it. I don't know what you want from all this, but hopefully you get it.

westmount

my head goin tick tick tick tick

lyrics:
okay so lately I've been a baby about a lotta shit and I know
that I'm not crazy but I don't wanna think about all that
I just wanna go to sleep, lay back

I just want something to feel oh
I just want something to feel yeah

gimme love gimme someone new, I don't care bout who
whats the deal, I just wanna feel
why can't I be real, It's not fair to me

I'm tryna take time off from this shit but I need bread I gotta live
my head going tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick

can someone tell me there's a higher being?
I'm sick of looking for a man in the sky
cuz why the fuck is he putting me through this?
does it even really matter I die?

my head going tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick
my head going tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick

I just want something to feel oh
I just want something to feel yeah

what can I do to be a better person?
I feel like I fucked it up, I feel like I fucked it up again

so please, can you show me how? 
can you show me how? can you show me how?

I just want something to feel oh
I just want something to feel yeah

smthtofeel

smth2feel

lyrics:
keep it together now, you've come so far my friend
I know you'll figure it out, just take it slow.

take a deep breath and you might just make it
don't quit boy you know you got purpose
but sometimes it's not enough
does it even matter when I try?
does it even matter if I try?
does it even matter if I-

keep it together now, you've come so far my friend
I know you'll figure it out, just take it slow.

take a deep breath and you might just make it
don't quit boy you know you got purpose
but sometimes it's not enough
does it even matter when I try?
does it even matter if I try?
does it even matter if I try?

don't fight it

here's the mixed released version of 21

Do I have, what it takes?
I'm only 21 and I feel like i'm done with this
It's okay, you're still young
I'm tired of giving up can I have some luck oh
Fuck this, man I'm barely breathing
Why try when I'm tried of living
I don't wanna hurt myself I know sometimes it feels that way
Lately I can't get sleep but I can't help but stay awake
Do I have, what it takes?
I'm only 21 and I feel like i'm done with this
It's okay, you're still young
I'm tired of giving up can I have some luck oh
I've been tryna get my bag up
No time man this shit got me fed up so bad
Somebody tell me what the fuck am I supposed to do?
It doesn't get easier does it?
Do I have, what it takes?
I'm only 21 and I feel like i'm done with this
It's okay, you're still young
I'm tired of giving up can I have some luck oh
I'm only 21 and I feel like I'm done

SPOTIFY

ROACH

I'm standing right in front of you 
but you always see right through me 
and it hurts, so much more than I thought it would 
and I hate that you won't even look at me
throw myself on the platter
but you're never there to eat
I'm the lint in your laundry 
the change in your jeans 
and all I really want is you to notice me
I'm looking back in the mirror (I'm looking back in the mirror)
who'd wanna be with me?
and I hate every piece of me 
so tell me would you even notice me?
alone again alone again
alone again alone again

ghost (demo)

hard to get

the plan // 100wm

what u were 2 me

Hi, it's been a while. Got a lot in the vault that I need to release still so stay tuned. Produced and mixed by ya boi. 

Art: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/luoelulu

Yeah, I don't want to waste away
And feel so trapped inside
I'm always overthinking
It's all in my mind 
Yeah, always have to hope
No matter how you feel
If everything is fake
At least belief is real 

Yeah, I don't want to waste away
And feel so trapped inside
I'm always overthinking
It's all in my mind 
Yeah, always have to hope
No matter how you feel
If everything is fake
At least belief is real 

I digress, I go off topic
A million thoughts a second
With a mic inside my pocket 
I could spit inside in a vacuum 
Lack of air could never stop it 
Till they put me in a box
Till they put me in a coffin
And I make it seem seamless
Hours on the clock 
Pushing on a boulder
But you see me throwing rocks 
No people I hate, just people I ghost
On airplane mode won't pick up my phone 
I've been hit with sticks, been pelted with stones
Build this house from breaking my bones
Could you tell me, do you feel that
Shatter, crumbling, cracking of my ego
Where the pills at 
Every shred of doubt in me
I swear to God I'll kill that in me 
Here's all of myself that I give out for free 
Attention's a drug and it's something I need
Attention's a drug and it's something I need

Yeah, I don't want to waste away
And feel so trapped inside
I'm always overthinking
It's all in my mind 
Yeah, always have to hope
No matter how you feel
If everything is fake
At least belief is real 

Yeah, I don't want to waste away
And feel so trapped inside
I'm always overthinking
It's all in my mind 
Yeah, always have to hope
No matter how you feel
If everything is fake
At least belief is real

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BELIEF! Ft. Luoe

2myself

take care of yourself

clean friends
@lushroom
@616ayelmao
@jazjellykelly
@cdotc
@maggery
@gylsmusic
@quibby

21

sanjay.

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