Name: open up by sanjay.
Duration: 3 min 16 s
Description: wrote this a few months ago during a period where I was struggling a lot with figuring out who I am and opening up to people and I wrote a song about it.

Forgotten youth :)
https://soundcloud.com/theforgottenyouth
nosyt. :)
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do my part to fight feat. Forgotten Youth (prod. nosyt.)

Lyrics:
Drunk driving, hoping to crash and die
cause im not strong enough to endure this thing we call life
fave friends, fake love
having to go through this shit alone
this voices in my head telling me to let go
drowing them in alcohol but they wont shut up
i know im not alone, but i just dont feel loved
thats the reason i always feel numb
the though of suicide crosses my mind everynight
the cold knife going through my wrist just doesnt feel right
i dont wanna let go but i feel like i have to
but every day just feels like a deja-vu
a daily nightmare i have to go through
20 years gone by, i feel like im in standby
so this is my goodbye and theres no holding back
and theres no coming back
and i tried, i really did, i really did
now im tired, im ready,yeah im ready....yeah im ready

Goodbye(I spoke to the devil in miami REMIX)LLJ

SXDA PXP - Patience?

christmas special for y'all hope you enjoy.
made it last minute so i'm vv sorry for the crap prod and vocals.

lyrics:
you can be my snowgirl
i'm pretty sure you're the one now 
i don't know but i want ya
its getting cold its getting colder

you can be my snowgirl
by the sea, by the window
hold you close till your heart melts
ill keep cold ill keep you cold now

last year doesn't seem that far
fast forward i don't know whats going on
i'm sad but you already knew that
life's gone south but it doesn't seem that bad

i don't wanna be sad, i don't wanna be gone
i don't wanna be mad, i don't wanna be lost

snowgirl

This song was made as a way to get a few things off my chest that's all

𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞 𝖚𝖕 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖆𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖌𝖔𝖉 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖕𝖔𝖙 𝖓𝖔 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘

Off My Chest

hi it's been a little bit

this isn't my best song i'm sorry!!! but i'm trying uwu

lyrics:
stitched lips and golden lies
pretty faces and perfect cries
covered wrists and pouty lips
silhouettes and empty scripts

i felt the wound
inside a crescent moon
my stomach starts to ache
and my fingers to shake

but with you i’m feeling safe
and with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

and cloudy skies are now blue
all because of you
and birds sing their tunes
then fly away like a balloon

rainbows are color stripes
you break all the stereotypes
you are my favorite flower
and your smile is your super power

and with you i’m feeling safe
with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

my little garden

I dont even know what im doing at this point

Suki- Just Fine prod.uzu (Yvng Ooozo Remix)

just friends ft bad bad hats (prod. remghost)

Hate Me

Hate Me - Ft AUTO

Damn its pretty crazy how attached that we can get

violet. (prod. beats by con)

wrote this a few months ago during a period where I was struggling a lot with figuring out who I am and opening up to people and I wrote a song about it.

open up

take care of yourself

clean friends
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@616ayelmao
@jazjellykelly
@cdotc
@maggery
@gylsmusic
@quibby

open up

sanjay.

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