prod. Jojo Centineo
vocal mix / art by me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Sfzkyea34w

i look & don't recognize what i see around me
& everything was a lie that you'd ever tell me
i kept it bottled inside but it isn't healthy
shouldn't have let it all out but i couldn't help it
i hold my head to the sky
(when it start to drown me)
left me alone here to die
(had to find myself then)
devil wearing a disguise
(said that you would help me)
praying to god that he keep me alive

calling all my plans off
watching the world fall apart between my fingers
i keep my hands closed
right where we left off
pick up the story i would but all the ink inside of my pen's gone 
i'm going places i never thought i would've before
i tried replacing you couldn't bear the weight of my loss
send me an angel to come & take my spirit above 
don't be afraid of the ghost that i think i might become

i think i'm running out of luck
watching my whole entire world fall down

Angel (prod. JOJO)

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

im just tryna make a fuckin living off this shit
im just tryna get away from this town for a bit
good morning :)
wake up!
time to b pretty, put on ur fuckin makeup
good morning :)
good morning :)
good morning :)
good morning :)
this corsets restricting my breathing jus like my life is
you just try to cheer me up by asking me to join a call,
i join the call
then i get ig fucking nored
thats okay!
after all youll never really know when im boutta fall xp
right now.
im just tryna keep myself from picking the fuckin blade up
cause i just wanna talk 
but ion got much to say
ion got much (left) to bring to the motherfuckin plate

good morning :)

good morning, wake up. (2001 x dead spyro)

originally performed by nothing, nowhere
reprod by caves
non profit cover

lyrics

I'm a 20 something 
somethings running thru my veins
I'm feeling quite alone
used to say I gave a fuck about a shit
but now that shit that I dismiss gets in my bones
and u can tell ur friends that ima mess and that I always stay at home 
but ur alcohol will fade away
those local bars and glory days are gone

how about that?
still stuck in the past
did u think it would last?
this too shall pass

passed out slow, yeah 
and it's all in my head
or its all too real
either way I'm fucked
either way I've had enough
and I did this to myself 

_twenty_something_(nothing, nowhere cover; caves)

produced by soloft and lavendertxwn
mixed and mastered by mvø

I try my best to let go of the things I can’t control
This constant state of finding things to hold to when I fall has gotten worse 
I wasn’t perfect, maybe I deserve it 

The sun coming up is not the same since you left
Yeah, it’s hard to accept that everything I’ve come to love now hurts me
Should’ve never said I was you one and only
And still I try my best to breathe slow
Say you love, I was nervous, so I stared out your window
Never knew someone could make me feel this low
No need to talk, I’ll just go

Tried to make you happy I won’t leave unless you say so
Never wanted me but I was there when you got low
Switch up on the scene I see you act like you don’t know
Don’t care if you’re fake don’t hit me up when you’re solo

And I don’t really have the words to say
The ones to make you stay with me all day
Never thought you’d ever make me feel this way
Just let me go cuz now I can’t stay

no need to talk, i'll just go w/ flowers for you (prod. soloft x lavendertxwn)

PAIN

NEVERBEENBETTER

lyrics:

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

I told lil bitch he don't mean shit
I'ma take your life on me so slick
And i can tell that you can't see straight
I keep that stick on me like Reway

Fortify the minds of every life
They keep the secrets deep inside
(Oh, god)
As if they even need to tell a lie
We see the truth inside your eyes
(Oh, why)
Wait, sleep under your silence
And please, reach into your heart a lost cause is all I'm ever gonna be

Fuck this 
I'm alright with 
Eternal silence

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

NEVERBEENBETTER

Scaredycat 303

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