RIP LEFTEYE (December 19, '21)

[Intro] 
Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, let me figure this out

Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm-

[Skit]
D: What's up man, it's Drake
P: Yeah what's up? What's going on?
D: No one's tryna hear you gripe and moan you ******* *****
D: Keep your feelings in that bag you ******* *****!
What the fuck?
P: What are you even going on about? What?
D: WHAT YOU GONNA DO THEN HUH?
P: I don't know?
D: PICK THAT UP THEN I DONT CARE
P: Alright! Watch this!
D: WAIT WHATS THAT IN YOUR HAND
*Gun shot*


[Verse One]
Remember me?
I'm that thought in your head that doesn't go to sleep, victim think
You wanna get me out just like them wisdom teeth
A personal enemy that seems like an eternity, and
The longer than I linger, it gets even easier to see me bleed
It was an internal struggle that evolved into so much more than that
You used to sit back and muddle but now you sprinting out a laundromat
Waiting for God, it's starting to seem as he won't ever call you back
Let the phone ring, he's got you exactly where he wants you at
Someone keeps on throwing out my toothbrushes (damn)
I don't even get upset, it just seems as if Doom's rushin' (fast)
The inside of my bedroom smells like smoke and ashes, 
And I hope your mind's intact because this energy turns the pope to ashes 
It's tryna kill you but anybody would ever doubt it's murder
And it isn't just the anxiety, there's people on the outercircles

[Refrain]
They keep on asking and you keep on giving (why?)
I need peace of mind, constantly feeling like imma (die) 


[Hook] 
Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, let me figure this out

Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, my love's on the brink of drought

Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, let me figure this out

Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, my love's on the brink of-

[Verse Two] 
Why you so nauseous,
Dirty kitchen sink is your subconscious and I'm only being honest
You're the root of many things, a king of evil seeds
Imagine if those evil deeds became entities
The Sons of Sam, squeeze a fifty hanging out your jeans
And Every attempt to make these things cease tends to get creased
You're a soldier, but baby, I've heard that soldiers get hit too
It's hard to trust anyone, they might be the bullet that bit you
My cousin was killed around two weeks ago
Shot in the head, bleed in the street, where his features go
Paranoia, mass hysteria, it's rampant in my mind
And the Shadows are people too, they're just standing from behind 
I don't really comprehend what's going on
It's difficult to process when it's been happening for so long

[Refrain]
They keep on asking and you keep on giving (why?)
I need peace of mind, constantly feeling like imma (die) 


[Hook] 
Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, let me figure this out

Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, my love's on the brink of drought

Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, let me figure this out

Don't ask me for shit
Don't ask me for shit
I'm experimenting, my love's on the brink of-

REMEMBER ME?

[Verse One]
To lies I can't attest
I can't function on this rest
Speaking to the reverend, 
Trying to justify revenge
Existence more than stressed
Bending to my needs, my love just cannot stretch
She's getting on her knees, 
Yeah, she loves me to the death 
Hip hop is just a hex
Step into this plane, you're curious, same time perplexed
I'm married to the game, my name tatted on her chest
Loved ones struggle but not in vain, I think of it as a test
This 9 to 5 pain is on my brain, tends to make me feel upset
Remember to bend not break, keep it up and I'll be next
Waiting for my turn, trying not to step out of line
I looked into his urn, turned my head so I don't cry
Loved ones on my mind, but at least new hustle never dies
I do this all for you and it'll happen in due time
My whole soul spit into a bowl, empty it within few lines
Pour it on a river while angels keep me close, watch me make it dry


[Hook] 
Shaken up and unorthodox
My image different from what's usually stuck on top
The roof's really been caving in
Powder in the room, now my shoes under shades of tint 

Climbing up the stairs
Broke all the windows just for a fresh breath of air
Y'all foundation could still get cracked 
Stuck in my head but I'm still on the tracks

[Verse Two]
To know everyone's true intentions you gotta read the room
It's signs everywhere, but some could lead you to your doom
UV to see fluids, what they doing, find test tubes
Eavesdrop on conversations to find out they talk about you
"He's a little weird, must be in his jeans and in his Grey's anatomy"
Fakes are mad at me, the look on his face, he must've faced a tragedy 
Why do I flinch whenever palms gets raised around me?
Don't know what happened to get here, I swear that all the hate's astounding
He's racing out of town, and he's facing louder crowds
They shouting shit out but none of it is making him proud
How do I rep my city when they kill everyone who does
How am I supposed to love when everyone I touch turns to dust
Rappers are said to act hard but I just don't know
I've never cracked cards but I guess that I've got a soul
I've done dirt, and I've flipped skimmed through all the codes
But facades stay on earth and you can't fake it in a hole

[Hook] 
Shaken up and unorthodox
My image different from what's usually stuck on top
The roof's really been caving in
Powder in the room, now my shoes under shades of tint 

Climbing up the stairs
Broke all the windows just for a fresh breath of air
Y'all foundation could still get cracked 
Stuck in my head but I'm still on the tracks

WEAK MANIFESTO

[Intro]
Yeah

[Yeahz Verse 1]
Growing up, dealing with things that I don't understand
My future's coming sooner and I've been without a plan
I just got some friends and we all feel the same
If you came from which we came, then you wouldn't be sane
My house is not a home, that is where i stay
My mom telling me that I need to get paid
My brother smells like cigs and nobody knows why
When my nose smells the scent, it just makes me die
I don't even know anymore
But I gotta go harder for sure
I came from the bottom, the core
Ain't no one gon' stop him of course
Get out my trajection uh
100 is my percentage uh

[Hook]
I'm a hustler like my father, bitch I'll never lose
Imma make it from the bottom, and that is just what I conclude
Hustle and work harder baby, that is all I do
You can call it boring but, I think that it's cool
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same

[Yeahz Verse 2]
Where I'm from, not everybody gets to grow up so I'm glad that I'm here
I feel like when this album drops it's as if I'm gonna disappear
Fuck this world, feel like fuck this world, you're gonna feel me now
It's my world order and imma go take over if you fail to even feel me now
It's the same shit everyday, just wait 'til I hit the stage
I'll Get the crowd rowdy, go and flip with rage
I'm sweet so bitches get salty; Hostess, chips, and Lays
I'm sippin' on this tea and it's got me right, I'll go and drip away
Unbuckle my cranium and take a peek at my brain
On Yahweh I swear that we're nothing the same
You cannot make rain from the pain, what a shame
I get it the way that I get it and that's how I came

[Hook]
I'm a hustler like my father, bitch I'll never lose
Imma make it from the bottom, and that is just what I conclude
Hustle and work harder baby, that is all I do
You can call it boring but, I think that it's cool
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same

[Kazz Verse]
We Are Not The Same
I go walk a plank
Maintain Poseidon's gaze… till I'm plunging toward my fate
Splash! Hit the water
I won't last! Any longer
I Might blast; cannon fodder
Sinking, fast, to the bottom
But they thought
That they could beat me
Begging for the money "could I feature on ya CD"
"I know I tried to keep you down, but can I get a feat please?"
Let's face it, fools never see me
Wish they could be me
Begging to God to send em' a genie
Talking that shit thinking this would be easy
Please disappear, I don't need you to need me
Settle Down; Potential Slumber
Steppin' Down? Dead of Hunger
Heads Around; Fresh With Wonder
Keeping up the hustle toward the end of summer
How's it so offensive that I'm making racks
Cause all these haters couldn't make a track
So go roll the credits as he fade to black
I'll just chase a bag n' block yo hatin' ass
(NOKTURNAL)

[Hook] x2
I'm a hustler like my father, bitch I'll never lose
Imma make it from the bottom, and that is just what I conclude
Hustle and work harder baby, that is all I do
You can call it boring but, I think that it's cool
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same
No, we're not the same, not the same

WE ARE NOT THE SAME FEAT. KAZZ

[Yeahz Verse 1]
I think about my mom everytime I do this here
Pass up that baton, a thousand miles and I'm near
Jumping over a million hurdles, not a marathon
Everyday is trouble, and I wish the pain was gone 
I get the job done, I reek of medicine
Demon activity, I'm keen to menacin'
I'm a shit talker tryna become a big baller
Waiting til my shit get hotter than some thick lava
How come people are never there when I call'em
I could do it all like God, Satan or Willy Wonka
Everyday I hypothesize on how to put a stop to my problems
It's gon' be eons til I really solve'em
So for now I'm pissed off cause anybody wants some' 
When I do it by my lonesome

[Yeahz Hook]
I just keep on going til i can't no more
My ankles erode into dust onto the floor
OCD Demons playing Devil's advocate
But it helped me stay fifty steps away ahead along with other advantages

[Yeahz Verse 2]
Charismatic but I'm the opposite of heroicism
So no, I won't save you, it's just my stoicism
And it's wide open showin' to the solar system
I'm never smokin' but with the way I've spoken
I'm tokin' venom, a hopeless sinner with the pope right in him
I'm trying to be the best but my morals twisted
Oxymoron, example: pornstar Christian
Living legend, I have Mozart vision
You won't understand, just stand back when you notice when the charts start flippin'
I can't work in healthcare, too full of myself
Bring the patient right in here, I'll leave the room with a mirror and look at myself
I'm just so focused on myself
Then I leave the ER with an IV, thought too much 'bout my health (damn)
But I'm back again
Two feet on the ground, watch it crack like bread
It's like everybody owes me a massive debt
So Past tense, I've been past asking them
I operate without a sweat under pressure
Empty out the chambers, desperate measures
It's the big red button that I'm never pushing
The Samson option is never my option, 
I keep on pushing
Fuck a comfort zone, I Stab my cushions
One hundred twenty-seven hours in the studio with no budgin'
I never spent money so I had no budget
Me and all my homies say fuck Joe Budden
So I'll push his buttons, bang

[Yeahz Hook]
I just keep on going til i can't no more
My ankles erode into dust onto the floor
OCD Demons playing Devil's advocate
But it helped me stay fifty steps away ahead along with other advantages

[Five03Nobody Verse]
Never been the type for exposin'
Workin' on controllin' my emotions
Listenin' to ya feedback, you don't know shit
Written wit a vision, you don't notice 
Sittin' on ya high horse, you're hopeless
Gifted wit a soul that ain't soulless
Been through some hardship, they callin' toxic
No other option, I know that I'm chosen
If I fall down 10 times, I get up 11
Broke down again, I'm needin' a second
Tell myself that I'm gon' be a legend
Stuck in my head, I'm returning the present
They needin' my spot, and they want me to stop
Cuz even at the bottom, I swear I won't drop
It's gonna be hard but I'll get to the top
No matter what happens, I swear I won't stop
Take it all wit a smile, that's more my style
Goin' that, goin' that extra mile
Pain's gettin' too much, but I promise you I'll
But I promise you I'll

[Yeahz Hook]
I just keep on going til i can't no more
My ankles erode into dust onto the floor
OCD Demons playing Devil's advocate
But it helped me stay fifty steps away ahead along with other advantages

EVERYDAY IS TROUBLE FEAT. FIVE03NOBODY

[Verse 1]
It's so many people mad that I don't text 'em back
You sent the "Okay" so I stayed all the way up back
How you mad I didn't respond out of respect
I don't wanna waste your time and now you're at my neck
This 808 is like God, it takes all my problems away
Don't lose faith in me, shit don't always come so quick
Only scared of God and Karma and that's how it'll stay
Blood is thicker than water but nowadays, it's been runnin' thin

[Hook]
I've done made it too far to ever go back home
I know what you've been thinkin' baby, yes you can let go
It was just so complicated, fuck, I don't even know
Some things were just meant to happen at our expense, so
My intestines ache when i think bout how this will go
Ask me how I'm doing, I'm still struggling to know
Life is like a box of chocolates til it melts
It gets hot and sticky at the bottom of this Hell

[Verse 2]
I don't smoke, I don't drink, I don't get high
I just cruise aroudn the city having a good time
Don't need drugs for confidence to speak to people that i dont like
I'm so exclusive baby, let's go for a ride
You know what? Forget it
It's all pathetic
I don't wanna be neglected
So to myself I keep collected
So I'm with my collective
And you can say that we're all so extra
And we're all fucked up at night
No graveyard shift in sight

[Hook] x2
I've done made it too far to ever go back home
I know what you've been thinkin' baby, yes you can let go
It was just so complicated, fuck, I don't even know
Some things were just meant to happen at our expense, so
My intestines ache when i think bout how this will go
Ask me how I'm doing, I'm still struggling to know
Life is like a box of chocolates til it melts
It gets hot and sticky at the bottom of this Hell

NO GOING HOME

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