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queen of rot~ **fr33style** [prod. artixan]

i can face it @teenageclarity

i dnt kno wht i did, u cnt c thru the veil;(

seethrutheveil @teenageclarity #alwaysdead #alwaysdying

featuring: @omgartixan @kets4eki @m1v @xovanity
produced by: @omgartixan
mixed and mastered by: @iwannabemissed
artwork by: @vuelure on instagram

[Intro: cy4ne]
Baby, can you treat me right
I just want to see the light
Without you, I'd rather die
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 1: cy4ne]
Can you feel the silence of midnight?
Or find in darkness some kind of light?
Striving freedom, shouting into the void
Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed
Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins
Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin?
Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish
Will this anguish persist until I'm banished?

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 2: kets4eki]
I'm tired as shit, finally done with this bitch
I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep
Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place
So I don't have to feel your touch, don't fave to feel frustrated
Fucked with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health
God, I wish it never happened, I just wish we never met
Someone bury me alive, never found someone who cares
I've been thinking bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself

[Verse 3: vanity]
Finished another pack of Claws
I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost
I could never feel how I felt before
Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya?
Fuck it, pack it up, I want amnesia
I was lost in your eyes
Never wanted compromise
Never saw what I'm becoming
No sleep, fucked up now
Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down
Never, I never felt at home
I'm sober again, stuck in my hole
Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me
But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be
I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee
I don't think it stops 'til I'm fucking buried

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 4: m1v]
Dance, dance, dance revolution in a trance
Blurry fucking vision when I try to take a glance
I don't even try, I don't even take my chance
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan
Please leave me behind hate attachment more than fans
Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 5: artixan]
'N my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down
Baby gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now
So I gave her all the love that I had in the world
She a pretty lil' slut 'n we fuckin' to our own songs, yeah
So I'm taking all her clothes off, yeah
That's because I stole her whole heart
'N the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah

alive [+artixan +kets4eki +m1v +vanity] [artixan]

𝒫𝓇𝑜𝒹. 𝒦𝒜𝒩𝐸𝒟𝒜𝟩🎀

mixed by me && kaneda
mastered by kaneda

reflection in the blade tightly held by shaking hands
a pounding in his head, a ***** drenched in hot piss
face beaten bloody red, angels crept into her head
a storm comes down, the knot tightens up inside his chest
she can’t speak when she’s dead
lamb left rotting in the shed
planted like a seed, rusty metal soaks into her head
bloodlust spilled out to silence the hoards of regret
entrails spill out, watering the flowerbed

will u stay the night? keep my corpse to her closer~
light dies in my eyes, decor bruises all over
swallowed by holy fire, smell cremated roses?
vomit in the blood, tears dry when they're smoldered
her neck stitched tight, but it always comes unsewn
pale flesh flashing lights, a cadaver left alone
it just doesn’t seem right, love her even when she’s bones
i want to keep her whole so i carry her home

red tinted film to keep her remembered
a photo in a locket for the trophy of December
traumas written on her wrist, she’s choking on a crucifix
blooming when the razors in, pink roses as she gasps for breath
the ghost of the fawn dancing away in the wind
innocence set ablaze after escaping prison flesh
the lost girl’s shell lying cold in the morgue
an article, a photograph to sell her to a store

hammer smashed face, pretty flesh upon my plate
scraping skin away, ‘til i distintegrate
my heart rotting bad, bruised black to match the ache
doll parts shattered to pieces, the suffering fades
oh, yes yes come see what they did
got her in six pieces, laid out in the shed
stomach pulling roses, dripping ***** from her chin
will it satisfy the hunger of a flesh-starved audience?

that is a valid question ngl

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