lawl

prod me

i take a breath in
you make your exit
cant face my self its
hard to breathe
its suffocating me
i get defensive
you think im selfish
but i just
dont know what to be
its all that i can think
about

tell me u know me
tell me you love me too
but this all feels like something new
when i look in the mirror and am happy
when i feel like im not always acting
and you tell me that its not true
i know i can always come back to u
i think that you're someone special
i hope that im someone special to you

so that's exactly what i found

vk.com/xolxnerxo
inst: @xolxner
         @wenarx

Лёд (+ WENARO)

stand me next to someone else & i'm worthless

sorry

YOUR FAVORITE MARTIAN - EPILEPTIC TECHNO

make up (shouiyo)

alittlefragile_jackzebra_icu_tekken

i think im losing touch
ive never felt so lost before
hate that im giving up
but i still hate my body more
ill replicate your touch
its warmer than the bathroom floor
i looked into the miror but
ive never felt like me before
tried to cut my bones off
let me be a sculpture
maybe ill be beautiful
maybe ill be beautiful
i love the way her skin glows
i wish that mine could do that
i wish that mine could do that
i wish that mine could do that

maybe ill be

show me/tomorrow

GRACE + XXFFCYUVCUI- Sittin @ My Window

vocals and instrumental by me

andy 
sorry
i can 
not wake up
andy
i am 
sorry
don't wake up
im so 
sorry
i'll just
not wake up


fuck salaries
i will not
ever give up
i'm count dracula
omg shut the fuck up

Andy Samberg

硬着头皮去做
不管是对是错
活出真实的自我
每一次都很珍贵
走过路过
千万不要错过
不要想太多
顾虑多了就走不动了

新鲜的毒鸡汤
我扒开你的嘴
直接往你的肚里灌

光鲜亮丽的铠甲披在身上很重
别人的秘密揣太多裤子会掉的
不能说的秘密
嘘
你要安静

新鲜的毒鸡汤
我扒开你的嘴
直接往你的肚里灌

不能说的秘密 (prod. tekken)

说的狠话太逼真
天真的你会相信
俩人互相撒谎撒的
上了瘾
这个当我不会上的
这个秘密我藏不住的
都告诉你们吧
年轻人上点心吧

小崽子使劲学我吧
不是我不讲义气
是你们从不守规矩
我闭一只眼睁一只眼
真心如何换真心
两只脚走路的螃蟹
没有脑子的机器
情感功能为零的躯体
回收站的大爷都瞧不上你
回家吧
快回家吧

说的狠话太逼真 (prod. tekken)

tequila salt n lime (prod. 06brick + tekken)

glory days - the drama club

i think that im terrible its fine
i just wanna get u off my mind
sometimes i just wish id disappear into thin air

so baby would u tell me?
if i ever hurt u
you know i cant bare
all the pain that i put you thru
u kno when i stare everything...
seems so see thru :/

i just wanna be here. w/ u
i just wanna be here.. w/ u
i just wanna be here... w/ u
i know that u see me,, 
im not see thru
everything you tell me 
makes me feel so blue

show me/tomorrow

Scheme Boy D