my part is so ass ft @blurxy 

mesmerizing:
i tried to have a good day
its not working
i saw u
in my first period

u called me a burden
if it supposed hurt
trust me its working
trust me its working

trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its hurting

boy in a room:
i see you movin that way
as the days pass away
i start to realize that i never had a chance in the 1st place
lets not play no games u can come to mine
ur not real because noone wants me
i thought i saw you but you love to haunt me
trust me its working out

burden ft mesmerizing

she wasn’t my gf idk what she was *on all plats*

https://open.spotify.com/track/5QgNnyBUFjXW2a2SnsR9Mg?si=d61d6702af6a456a
It’s all kinda
Stupid, maybe we can laugh about it?
I’ve been going through it, maybe I can lie around it thugh
Stars up in my drink, now I float just like a drowning dove

See me on the edge, I don’t flinch, I just bounce
Voices in my head think there’s a glitch in the house
Fell out with myself, I’m tryna fix it now
But the mirror cracks back and says, “Figure it out”

do you wanna try again

cut my brakez

i woke up to this fucking awful news today and im still in shock.
This person was always so fucking interesting to me and i really wanted to meet him irl one day
i cant believe hes gone
hed still be alive if it wasnt for the shitty circumstances and everyone always pushing him to the edge
he was always good to me and would check up on me and would talk to me when i needed to
i hate seeing people trash his name, 
i know he was a good person that never got his chance
he deserved a better life


hes the reason why this fucking page even exists
i wish i could talk to him one more time
i will miss him
rip skeleton


(my only finished song with skel that we ended up dropping separately)

good ones always die

maggots in my head

song about my existential dread feat @guitarbf :)
https://open.spotify.com/album/4oFVAAlxd96bYFCwJwknUA?si=tXJRHKwtT1i6jWL5r8qg_g

ttm w/ guitarbf

no more geekbars i hate it here

patiently

Lullaby Baby

lyrics: 
never again would i fall for you 
tore me to pieces you split me in two 
i miss the way, the way that you'd hold me
tell me i'm everything you need and more
please don't look at me like i'm completely worthless
kick me again and again on the floor
i don't have much time, i'm sorry i couldn't stay and talk 
500mg of zoloft, i'm going for a walk
never again would i fall for you 
tore me to pieces you split me in two

no more geekbars i hate it here

schizocat