nothing,nowhere. - cleanse (unreleased)

fingertips w/ betweentheveinsandi & jolst

Featuring heylog: @heylog

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

[heylog]
Save me before I use this knife
This pain grew on me over time
I wish I was a kid my whole life
'cause I see things that I feel sorry for my eyes

So baby I'm crazy
Don't think you could date me
But I don't have problems
Like your drinking habits
She goes out for the night
To hangout with some guys
Who could care less for her
But she doesn't seem to mind
No she doesn't seem to mind
Mom's worried sick
And dad's tryna ring her line
But she don't pick up
She's gone for the whole night

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

garbage

welcome

not home. - welcome w heylog (Irby)

produced by jacob vallen

lyrics

on my desk theres two lighters and a picture of us
i look at it everytime i sing so i know just what im singing for
i smoked too much
i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray i pray

can you call me when u wake up
call me when u hear this
hope you hear it more than once
i been trying to get away
but ever since i quit its been calling out my name
my mind can be a confusing place
think of you as my happy place
i dont want no change baby
but nowadays i dont do much
nowadays i work so hard
i hope that its all for something
im kissing your hand in public
the same hands that rip me apart
but i wanna try
i wanna wake up happy that im still alive
i wanna go back to belmar and look at the sky
baby i keep having dreams where i fucking die
then

i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray

asthma (jacob vallen)

another story (king theta)

Selfless(Metal)

J. R. Makin' Waves!!

All these lies affectin me.
Sitting alone.
Empty room, emotional grief.
Feeling dirt. 
Buried 6 feet deep.
Bleeding out thoughts. 
Future, can't see.
Mind be spinnin', no peace.
Heartbeat slow like it's beggin' to cease!

My bullshit ripped us away!

Now I’m drownin’ in the mess I made.

Told myself I’d change, but I stayed the same...

Broken bridge, love rubble.
Fall to my death.  
Final day!

I still love you in every single way!
But I still don’t know what the fuck...
to say!

My heart forever bleeds.
Can’t sew up what it needs.
Shots fired for days, but finally I admit defeat.
Bayonet hit my chest. Bitch, I’m killing me.
Got no one to call, just these fuckin’ withdrawals.
Guilt sittin’ on my chest like a bitchass mutha fucka, I deserve to suffer!

Ain’t shit in my pockets but pain and a bottle!
Bruh, I’m cooked, straight up.

Heart on trial!

Tears from my eyes, sitting in a room just me.
Hear screams in my dreams and I wake up weak.
Can’t feel the air. 
Nobody cares.
That’s it. 
Slot free.
Feelin’ pain, but makin’ gains, and I’m still fittin’ the tweak. 
Amphetamines.
Tryin’ to remember the man I used to be.
See my reflection in the glass like, who the fuck is he?
Be like Yuji gettin’ the finger.
And I be feelin’ like (the) Light, but L’s gettin’  Near.
Chainsaw Man, heart pain, coughing, up, blood but im still here.
Mind spiralin’ out. Future ain’t clear. Bitch I’m feelin’ erased. 
Meesa. 
Vineer.
Past be my future.
Fix tha broken years!

Never wanted to shell out pain, but I started the war.
Like a soldier by himself, kicked down the door.
nIf you have any questions, post them in the comments.
In the meantime, bitch, thank you for watching!

If you wanna be the best you can be,
If you wanna be the best to who you care about,
If you wanna take care of who you love,
Listen to me right fuckin’ now!
Feel yo life a wreck?? 
Make the Bowie knife meet the "opps" neck!!
Let’s go.

Makin' waves?

All these lies affected me.
Sitting alone.
Empty room, emotional grief.
Feeling dirt. 
Buried 6 feet deep.
Bleeding out thoughts. 
Future, can't see.
Mind be spinnin', no peace
Heartbeat slow like it's beggin' to cease!

My bullshit ripped us away!

Now I’m drownin’ in the mess I made...
Told myself I’d change, but I stayed the same...

Broken bridge, loathe rubble.
Fall to my death. 
 
Final day!

I still love you in every single way!

But i still don’t know what the fuck...
to say!

My heart forever bleeds, can’t sew up what it needs.
Shots fired for days but finally I admit defeat.
Bayonet hit my chest. Bitch, I’m killing me.
Got no one to call, just these fuckin’ 
withdrawals.
Guilt sittin’ on my chest like a bitchass mutha fucka, I deserve to suffer!
 
I fucking love you!
I would do anything to keep our hearts true!
Let's finish our lives hand in hand!
I'll do Anything I can...
Our love will win?


Heart on trial

Fractured Chaos

Club Swoosh

Slowking Freestyle

nothing,nowhere. - bedhead

@cloudhighcomeup <333
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6NCGRdqrVIicXy37trDA5g?si=ra7qItfGT-GPaqTra-6sPw

lyrics:
staring at the sky,
wondering how far i can fly,
does it hurt when i touch your skin?

when i look at the stars
i know it's alright,
the moon and the sun,
will shine at the same time,
when i say goodbye,
the earth will continue to spin

la la la la,
la la la la,
la la la la,
la la la la,
la la

i could hardly say,
that i loved you more,
then you walked away,
and it changed it all, 
when i see your face,
i can't help but fall

i know i messed up again,
i know, 
but i swear i’m a different person,
i could try to fall in love again,
but i swear it’s not worth it,
and i keep on staring at the sky,
and say i’m gonna change this 

and i fall in love again,
i can never say,
how i really feel, 
You know that

keep it in my head,
you can walk away,
but i’ll always stay,
just come back

and i fall in love again,
i can never say,
how i really feel, 
You know that

keep it in my head,
i love you back,
just know that

𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕𝕓𝕪𝕖 (ft. cloudhighcomeup)

https://t.me/nowherenothing
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nothing,nowhere. - cleanse (unreleased)

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