nothing,nowhere. - beige (unreleased)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @splashgvng & @overthro
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
You said this was for the best and I'd
Feel better once I got some rest
You lied
I thought that sobriety would bring me peace of mind
It's not

I couldn't be more wrong
Turns out I need a crutch to lean on
Without it I'm too fucked up
Despite my pride
I know I need help
Surely I'm too young to die
I'm too traumatized to think rationally
Like why do bad things always happen to me
You cut ties and turned your back to leave
I really thought that it'd be hard for you

(sendflowrs)
I'll be honest really thought that it'd be hard for you 
I even stopped my friends smoking in my car for you
I know you hate it when I'm faded
That's the shit I lean on
And I'm sippin' care plus until my blood turns neon 

Never thought that it would happen to me
You just told me I'm a fool and stabbed my back and then leave
And I don't wanna hear your voice no more just close your teeth
And I been feelin' hella wavy so just get off me 

You make it seem so easy
Turning your back on me

Listen on Spotify!

Too Young to Die w/ sendflowrs (Prod. Splashgvng & overthro)

I am your prey, please just go pray for me

beforeidie w/backthen (prod.lil sowka)

same lame excuse [+dercept]

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

Water ft. Flesh Golem

Every chorus tells a tale of hope and every breakdown tells a tale of darkness – that’s the painfully sincere premise of latest metal output Savage Mountain from Dortmund, Germany. In a restless artistic endeavor, the threepiece spent the last two years working on their first EP “What Lies Beneath My Sorrow”. With it, singer Karl Erik aims to channel music into a form of diary writing – leaving no stone unturned in his attempt to understand his own story and dealing with the hardships of loneliness, despair and the never-ending search for identity.

Frail Eye

Elegy for the Dying West

Rails of Rebellion

The Heartbreak Chronicles

cracked mirror

@prodbybrody @sainttomorrow

featuring screams from @imnegativezer0

you can hit me when the times right
half an ounce in a couple weeks might
keep my mind at bay
and my head underwater in a city of flames

let me go
you know that its better this way
feel my pull
i wont answer, i wont call
by myself and im evolved
keep ur distance
u wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness
feel my heart 
beat out of my chest
when ur talkin to me
im so cold
yeah i cant feel a thing
with this ice in my veins
keep ur distance
you wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

will power got me thru
everything i had to do
bet youd break like every bone
if youd walk in my shoes
even if it's just a step
i think u should reassess
or consider other options
its in ur interest
that u run and get as far as u can
unless ur free from attatchment
then ill be ur best friend
with a loaded hand
and a lot to say
for someone lacking attention
im inconsistent at best
well versed in tactfulness
and every line that i write
might put ur heart to rest
i think the time has come
so tuck me into my death bed
you've got ur life to live
and ur own shit to work thru
so leave me 6 feet underneath the ground

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

you wont need anybody else
no, its not the same
since i broke that door
light my flame
ur air sign's my fuel
seal our fates
and throw away the key

Follow me <3

when the time's right (ft. Negative Zero) [prod. brody x saint tomorrow]

prod. @user-597676997


Lyrics:
Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting

Oooh 
Everythings so
Cold, alone, no one to hold,
Smoke, a, bowl, eyes they closed
A pitiful soul, let go

Eh its hard, to feel okay
The pain, the this, the that, im drained
The stress, depressed, the cuts and scars
The drinks, fucked up, under the stars


Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting


I feel like everyone hate me
Wonderin who i am lately
All these feelins drive me crazy
Time is the only thing changing

I know its not so easy
Old memories receding
Do you wanna see me
Laying here still bleeding

This ways only gonna make me drown
This pain, my blade, let it rain down

Pitiful Soul (Prod. CapsCtrl)

https://t.me/nowherenothing
https://t.me/kithandkinblog

nothing,nowhere. - beige (unreleased)

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