nothing,nowhere. - break me (unreleased)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPpwMdT_2RY&ab_channel=fats%27e

prod @splashgvng x @irby314
mix/master @youngburial

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lyrics: 

lately i've been paranoid
i walk around with a blade
thinking bout buying a stick
hope i don't blow out my brains
i didn't grow up with shit
used to sell drugs; hide the bag
out of my moms apartment
yeah i regret it, the shame

"leave the racks on the curb"
that was for a double P
that night i almost got shot
in my house for selling weed
flying thru trees like a bird
addicted to numbing the pain
lately iv'e been too reserved
i've been too humble and tame

i've gotta puff out my chest
i've been in this for a grip
lately i hop out of bed
and i'm trippin in a cold sweat

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paranoid (prod irby)

Sourface

H0ly War

let me pass

Lotus killed it , check out his music <3
https://m.soundcloud.com/lilxlotus/sets

'We may never meet again , but we'll never forget eachother' 

Artwork by @Evanxflow
Mixed and mastered by Ronnie Scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Getting Worse ft. Lil Lotus (Prod. Zippy)

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

SPOTIFY

Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

Give Me An Answer

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

heartbeat (prod. dead spyro)

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

bending to grow w/ Anxiety Attacks!

https://t.me/nowherenothing
https://t.me/kithandkinblog

nothing,nowhere. - break me (unreleased)

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