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Bobby Raps featuring Corbin - Drug Mule

happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

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nothing,nowhere. - LOVE::LOSS (unreleased)

98 Mercedes

lyrics

i just want to sit in my room and listen
to all the music that we did when we were younger
i know that times have changed
if every seconds a wave then everyday im going under

shame on me
for never opening up my door
blame it all on me

what difference will it make baby nothing at all so
i will be right here letting it all go
wait till you see me you wont recognize me
the life that im leading it helps if youre hiding

surrenderdorothy - nohardfeelings

creds to ariesunderstood tbh just uploading so I can listen to this in my 2002 honda

Aries - DRAIN/RELAY (leak)

A Joy So Slow At Times I Don't Think It's Coming

4u4me4everyone

Gomorrha

Until we meet again  (My Twin)

Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Cian P
Written & Performed by teddybear
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZecKJwPbymw

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Teddybear-sugarcane-99-lyrics

RED TONGUE

Executive Producer: Cian P
Art Direction/Cover Art: Barbara Schaefer (plantasuculenta.com)
Photo Set: Barbara Schaefer
Booklet: MISOGI

Download: http://www.mediafire.com/download/vpcbtf1fzx2m5iq/TEDDY_-_RED_TONGUE.zip

RED TONGUE

VIDEO

Sugarcane 99 (Prod. Holyrain)[VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

Follow  $orrow!  - https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

My Somewhat CD:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T207BuC5gP8&t=361s

Art By Esau Andrews

LYRICS:

Check my pils bottles now they hollow I ain’t no damn Role model 
Not the one to follow with s heart so full of sorrow I know
That I should really just go 
Leave this world on my own 
Find a new place to call home 
Where I don’t feel so alone

Where the hell am I I been driving all Fucking night I don’t know 
Surrounded by phony homies claiming they know me but they don’t 
If you wanna see the real me just pop in my somewhat cd get lost in the memories and say hey if you see me,  whoa
I don’t want to wait for the pain end 
No heavens gates are gonna let me in
At least in hell I’ll see my friends 
I’m 22 might be the last one dead

This is for the mothefucking letdowns like me, 
Only feel a little joy when we bleed
Never feeling alright no reprieve 
All they wanna do is die on tv
To be infamous is my bliss 21st century sid vicious till I kill my bitch and then slit my wrist just to make history 

If you want to find me you can check my bedroom
Sleeping life away all I do 
Just So I can avoid all of you 
Don’t motherucking tell me what I can’t do 
I don’t want to work I just want to go Bezerk on the beat  and make all these hits 
Never die alone in an old folks home thinking how’d I end up like this?

WHOA OH OHHHHHHHH

Get Lost In The Tall Grass [Prod. sorrow bringer]

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

Oliver Francis ~ No Angel (ft. nothing, nowhere.)

🖤Goner🖤
@officialgoner
☠️https://www.instagram.com/goner/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
I woke up in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was dreaming about you (about you)
And it’s not who you would think
Hear the whispers in the wind and the stitching of the skin
And now I’m in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was thinking about you (about you)
And it’s exactly who you’d think
It’s the stupid fucking bitch that smiles back when I grin

No one cares, no one cares
I’m the black sheep and everybody stares
Dagger cuts deep, do you wanna try it?
In the cut but I can’t stop crying
On the floor, on my own
Got Patron and Dom Pérignon (Pérignon)
Feel like drinking is my only diet
Won’t stop till my lips turn violet

As the ground opens up and begins to swallow me whole
Think about all the things that were left untold
Rise again just to dive headfirst into the
Ocean
Oh shit
Try not to get roped in
I don’t a give a damn about you
I done lost my values
Get the fuck up out my face
Cuz I woke up in a bad mood
I woke up in a bad mood (bad mood, bad mood)
Cuz I was dreaming about you (about you)
And it’s not who you would think
Hear the whispers in the wind and the stitching of the skin
And now I’m in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was thinking about you (about you)
And it’s exactly who you’d think
It’s the stupid fucking bitch that smiles back when I grin

I woke up in a bad mood
Heart stop blank face with an attitude
Cold sweats passed threats that’s what we’ve been through
Nights change closed case where it’s nothing new

How I’m feeling you can take it or leave it
We can end this tonight or is this some sort of reason
Cuz now I’m barely breathing and there’s a lot of these demons
Do we end this tonight, or do we keep on keeping y’know?

I woke up in a bad mood
Heart stop blank face with an attitude
Cold sweats passed threats that’s what we’ve been through
Nights change closed case where it’s nothing new (Goner bitch)

I woke up in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was dreaming about you (about you)
And it’s not who you would think
Hear the whispers in the wind and the stitching of the skin
And now I’m in a bad mood (bad mood)
Cuz I was thinking about you (about you)
And it’s exactly who you’d think
It’s the stupid fucking bitch that smiles back when I grin

bad mood (feat. Goner)

bad mood (feat. GONER)

About forgetting.

prod and written by @monto-604833875 and me <3

FALLING (w/ Monto)

https://t.me/nowherenothing
https://t.me/kithandkinblog

nothing,nowhere. - LOVE::LOSS (unreleased)

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