A story about false hope and disappointment

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DDG - Group Chat (Official Audio)

prod. @trxpicvl 

lyrics:

my parents rolled the dice and landed on double ones
now their eldest son is nothing but a bum
but I'm almost done
I guess I had a good run
actually I didn't 
but some of it was fun
I don't think I've ever made the right choice
my ears hurt cause I hate the sound of my voice
I stared deep into my soul and I'll never get my eyesight back
now I'm too blind to ever get my life on track
losing team in every minor hockey game that I played
emo hoser
cutting my wrists open with my ice skates 
then drown myself in molson beer 
with every passing year, I keep asking, why the hell am I still here?
I look around to see others living out their dreams
while I'm in a loonie bin like a bad CD
rolling off a bean
slowly fragmenting
splitting at the seams with my shitty self-esteem
since birth I've been a huge fucking degenerate
been cursed with this stupid fucking temperament
socially awkward
slightly autistic
the human embodiment of an anime profile pic
I'd say I haven't been the same since my mom died
but I've felt this way since long before my dog died
I'm not alright
and the pain worsens every day since the sperm fertilized the egg 
I'm not just waiting to die
I'm butting in line for it
life is petty
don't have the time for it
world on my shoulders but I don't have the spine for it
I'd do this whole verse but I don't have the rhyme for it
I think it's pretty safe to say I'll probably never see the day when one of my crappy songs gets 6 figure plays
what if this gets 100k?
maybe then I'll be okay
but no I'll never be okay
yeah I won't ever be okay
I remember playing minor hockey
back when I didn't feel so down
I didn't know one day the ice would melt and leave me here to drown
when you discover my dead body, make sure my frown's turned upside down
then hold a cheerful celebration for me here in my hometown
I remember playing minor hockey

minor hockey (prod. trxpicvl)

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LYRICS
weights on my chest
I cant breathe, shallow breaths (oh oh oh)
I wanna scream but I suppress (ooooh)

hyperventilate (uhh) hyperventilate (uhh)
its a manic state (uhh) its a manic state
hyperventilate (uhh) hyperventilate (uhh)
its a manic state (uhh) its a manic state

weights on my chest, weights on my chest
weights on my chest, weights on my chest

I cant breathe (ahh oh oh, ahh oh oh)
shortness of breath (ahh oh oh, ah ahh oh oh)
my lungs are weak (ahh oh oh, ahh oh oh)
so weak, so weak (ahh oh oh, ah ahh oh oh)

hyperventilate (uhh) hyperventilate (uhh)
its a manic state (uhh) its a manic state
hyperventilate (uhh) hyperventilate (uhh)
its a manic state (uhh) its a manic state

I cant breathe (ahh oh oh, ahh oh oh)
shortness of breath (ahh oh oh, ah ahh oh oh)
my lungs are weak (ahh oh oh, ahh oh oh)
so weak, so weak (ahh oh oh, ah ahh oh oh)

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Breathe! (prod. splashgvng)

nothing,nowhere. ig story snippet #5 (real)

Worst 4 U (feat. Yung Blasian) (prod. Yago)

emo fruits, jasen, & john solo - dread (JIYU)

thank you for listening to me 



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lyrics - 

i lost everything i had when u left
i don’t think you understand the damage 
i’m not tryna go and play the victim
i just want to tell you how i feel love

we used to call for hours when you took in my help
but now you only call me when there’s nobody else
nobody else 
nobody else
under your spell

it’s hurting like hell to know that you never cared
you told me that i was never really there 
i gave you my all
it wasn’t that much
cause i’m beaten down 
i needed your love
but you need someone

nobody else

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nothing,nowhere. ig story snippet #5 (real)

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