Bean$ freestyle

@Dc2Trill

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FOMO x Can You Stand The Rain

https://soundcloud.com/scummusic
PROD. https://soundcloud.com/trxpicvl

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

Gallows

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

demo.

never,forever. - Wasted Day

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

prod. @trxpicvl 

lyrics:

my parents rolled the dice and landed on double ones
now their eldest son is nothing but a bum
but I'm almost done
I guess I had a good run
actually I didn't 
but some of it was fun
I don't think I've ever made the right choice
my ears hurt cause I hate the sound of my voice
I stared deep into my soul and I'll never get my eyesight back
now I'm too blind to ever get my life on track
losing team in every minor hockey game that I played
emo hoser
cutting my wrists open with my ice skates 
then drown myself in molson beer 
with every passing year, I keep asking, why the hell am I still here?
I look around to see others living out their dreams
while I'm in a loonie bin like a bad CD
rolling off a bean
slowly fragmenting
splitting at the seams with my shitty self-esteem
since birth I've been a huge fucking degenerate
been cursed with this stupid fucking temperament
socially awkward
slightly autistic
the human embodiment of an anime profile pic
I'd say I haven't been the same since my mom died
but I've felt this way since long before my dog died
I'm not alright
and the pain worsens every day since the sperm fertilized the egg 
I'm not just waiting to die
I'm butting in line for it
life is petty
don't have the time for it
world on my shoulders but I don't have the spine for it
I'd do this whole verse but I don't have the rhyme for it
I think it's pretty safe to say I'll probably never see the day when one of my crappy songs gets 6 figure plays
what if this gets 100k?
maybe then I'll be okay
but no I'll never be okay
yeah I won't ever be okay
I remember playing minor hockey
back when I didn't feel so down
I didn't know one day the ice would melt and leave me here to drown
when you discover my dead body, make sure my frown's turned upside down
then hold a cheerful celebration for me here in my hometown
I remember playing minor hockey

minor hockey (prod. trxpicvl)

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

nothing,nowhere. ig story snippet #5 (real)

i needed someone to blame
a reason or something
i need a place for the pain
the grieving, the loving
get me outside my brain
the pressure, the panic
cause everyday the same 
a repeat, can't stand it

i've been so cold 
leave aside all the worry 
it's too late, i know
i can feel when it's turning
you stay, i go 
see like i'm never learning
my mistakes
and we go deeper into the furnace
and tell me 
everything everything everything
that i ever
ever did ever did ever did
that i won't learn
i'm telling you telling you 
the truth
and i know
and i know... :(

nothing, nowhere. - a place for the pain

nothing,nowhere. - Holding On (unreleased)

nothing,nowhere. - My Bones (unreleased)

you know me...

pro by: 
https://soundcloud.com/caspr
https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726

mix/mastered by: 
https://soundcloud.com/pzzz

only time will tell (pro. saint tomorrow x caspr)

lifeline freestyle (prod. discent)

Guitar by Splashgvng & @remghost
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Faq Page ... https://bit.ly/393sQuw

Late For Class

Late For Class (Prod Splashgvng & remghost)

https://t.me/nowherenothing
https://t.me/kithandkinblog

nothing,nowhere. ig story snippet #5 (real)

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