Featuring the sweet voice of @aaron-gubbe at the beginning <3

Lyrics :

Choping them dicks
Like a butcher
Go go
Stealing them heart
Like a surgeon
Bo
Bo Burnham in the pit
We laughing at you bro

Never get that bitch
Never get that hoe
X2

Imma fuck that lich
From the back
Call it dead ass
Way too fast
Can't feel the tempo
Me and my boo
We way too badass


Never get to know what I'm up to
No good
Picking up their bodies
Turn em to food
Picking up their corpses
Like they be shrooms
I slip through your door
Ain't needing no lube

I ship all you bros together
That's a mood
They smoochy booty all day long
Love blooms
Like Shotgun Willy dropping the bombs
They go boom
In the butt
Stop with the gay bars Chan
Okay
Wait

Fuh with me
Skibidi
We going beep beep beep
Riggity bop
Sur la prod
Are you kidding me ?
That making no sense

Ah oui
Shit
My bad
Lemme gather my thought
Finna slit
Your throat
Like I'm Myers
Up in the chat
You can't find no cheaters
In my crew
You a foo
If you thinking i ain't got no shooters
In my house
To get rid of your face, so bitter
When you'll die, we'll all feel better
Sending that line to the president
Unprecedented
You life the worse, that why i finna end it
Ouais

Up in the gundam, we booted
Ouais
Jumping on your Goomba booty
Ouais
Ain't go no gun, still loaded
Ouais
J'm'amuse qu'entre pd
Ouais

Ain't need no chain
Or big benz
Huh
Went to London
Saw Big ben
Huh
Got alien friends like I'm Ben 10
Huh
Quadeca the goat
He a 10 Ben
Huh
Fake smiles
Like Biden
Huh
You ain't pure
You ain't no maiden
Huh
You don't own me
You can't own Change
Huh
Fuck a label
Got my own name
Huh
Wow

Leveling up
Leveling up
Pushing the limit, we taking it up
Burning the bucks
Ain't giving a fuck
Im making that shit for the loners, we up
X2

PUT MY HAND AROUND YOUR LITTLE NECK MF
YOU KNOW I'M A BRAT, YOU KNOW I AM CHOKER
WHEN I GET TO BE REALLY MEAN, GOTTA BONER
AND I SEE YOUR PATHETIC PITY DEMEANOR
YOU KNOW I'M A WINNER
YOU KNOW I'M A LEADER 
I KNOW YOU WANNA BEHEAD ME
OUTTA ANGER
BUT YOU CANNOT GET TO ME
BITCH, I'M A FIGHTER
YOU FUCKING WITH ME, GET MY KNIFE IN YOUR LIVER

ADHD.CORE

Lyrics :

Chorus :
You're thinking too much
Like should I eat
Should I drink 
Should I breath the air that im breathing
Right now ?
Should I go outside
Or stay inside
What should we eat tonight ?
You can't find out
Bump your head til you pass out
It works so well with your state of mind
It's denial baby, you should keep it or die
Denial baby, you should keep it or die

Hook :
I cannot take decisions
(Hazy vision)
Would love to be as dumb as a pigeon
(No more questions)
I cannot take decisions
(Hazy vision)
Would love to be as dumb as a pigeon
Patience
Ain't got none
Stay in motion

Break :
You know what i want ?
(Tell us change)
I wanna eat fries
(Huh, okay ?)
I WANNA EAT FRIES
(Oh okay
Jeez
What the fuck)
I wanna eat a burger
But can't afford this
Wanna be smaller
But I ain't Alice 
Am i smart ?
Cuz now i can't think
Or come up with a real good happy ending
For me
Cuz

Verse :
When I get up I got a big big blast
Working on my shit to get more more cash
"Step your game up you low low class"
They saying with their (not so) secret bank stash
You know what
I'll take a walk with my dog
Oh wait
Ain't got none
Damn I can't think straight
"Take a pill and pray god
Or get out or state"
That brain fog is killing me mate


Break :
Yea that brain fog
It's killing mate
X4
I stg
X99



brain.fog (prod. Antiquant)

Lyrics :

Verse 01 :
Feel like an Anti Hero
Change talking Swifty
Huh
I'm a vocal B girl
How I fucking break beat
Huh
Why you wanna splurge ?
Lil bitch you ain't Gatsby
Huh
You're not great
You is lame
Jar Jar Binksy
Fuck
FUCK

Chorus :
In my head you know I'm
Never giving up
Always come back
And i strive
Need the money
Up
And I hate that

Need the
Need to get the bucks
"Buy an apple
You'll be healthy"
IDGAF

Verse 02 :
Idgaf
Stop it
Stop it
I'll be better when I'm at the top
Really girly ?
Not enough
I'm a soldier in the cut
I'm a fighter in the booth
I'm a
I'm a kid
Yeah I only spit the truth
ONLY
Yeah I only spit the truth
And I need to get soothed
TO GET BACK ON THE LOOSE
NEED TO STEP BACK
NEED A
NEED A FEEDBACK
NEED A NEW BACK
I'm so old

I'M MAKING MINDLESS MUSIC
For all the misfits
Huh
ALL THE NEURO T
DONT LIKE IT
WAY TO ITCHY
Huh
Scratchys on my butt
Ouais, I know they want me
Huh
Using Krush
Break em bits by bits by bits
FUCK

Chorus :
In my head you know I'm
Never giving up
Always come back
And i strive
Need the money
Up
And I hate that
Need the
Need to get the bucks
Buy an apple
You'll be healthy
IDGA shit

Verse 03 :
Idga shit
(Nah i don't)
I'm making my hits
(This I do)
While touching my tits
(Yea fr)
Now that they're finally ripped
(We chill)
Fighting with my friends
(I hate it)
Hunger on my end
(So hungry)
See it through my lens
(You'll see)
And you'll start feeling the shame
(You'll see)

GET YOUR ASS BACK OVER HERE
LIL BITCH
WE NEED TO TALK
YOU WON'T SOLVE ANY OF THIS
WITH HENNY OR A GLOCK
IF YOU'RE GIVING ME SILENCE
YOU KNOW I'LL WREAK HAVOC
YOU CAN'T DENY IT BABY
I'M HERE
AND I WON'T STOP

Chorus :
In my head you know I'm
Never giving up
Always come back
And i strive
Need the money
Up
And I hate that
Need the
Need to get the bucks
Buy an apple
You'll be healthy
IDGA FUCK 


bad.person.music (prod. grimskys!)

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Moral of the story : pretty bitches don't get tickets.

Verse 1 :
I don't need no one
I'm sick of waiting for their call
Shouldn't need a gun
But I might cop it 'fore the fall
I do need the sun
Catching me out there on a date
I don't need my girl
But I want her inside my state
Catch a difference ?
What I want and what I need ain't no synonyms
What you say and what you mean can be opposites
Oh I know I sound mean
But we do not fit
I just wanna be up in the bay

Chorus :
I just wanna be up
Wanna be up in the bay
X4

I just really like it when I slay
Huh
Stuck no more
Don't show me the way
Huh

I just wanna be up
Wanna be up in the bay
X2

I just wanna be up

Verse 2 :
Tackling your weakness
Challenging your boyness
Chan do way more with less
Choke me up, I love death
Treat myself with good rest
Lucky that I found another crib
Another birdnest

FUCK YOUR GRIDING
AND FUCK YOUR PROGRAM
I'LL MAKE THAT PEACE WORLD WIDE WITH NO SPAM
NEED NO CBD BUT THEY GOING :
"CHILL MAAM"
BOY, YOU'RE A DVD
I'LL OUTDO YOUR LIFESPAN

OVERWORKING DO NOT MAKE YOU FUCKING LOOK COOL
(MOTHERFU')
SPEND MONEY TO KEEP YOUR HANDS
NOT YOUR TOOLS
(CLEAN YOUR RUG)
That's how I keep on fingering life
And she likes that with every slap I am figuring it all out
As a cute brat

Growth
Ouais
Chan been growing up
Boys wanna fuck her while the girls tryna rizz her up
Through summer
Flew around
A hot girl trotter
I'm a really good liquor now
And I just wanna be up

Chorus :
I just wanna be up
Wanna be up in the bay
X4

I just really like it when I slay
Huh
Stuck no more
Don't show me the way
Huh

I just wanna be up
Wanna be up in the bay
X2

I just wanna be up

Bridge :
Make a millie
Huh
Make a millie
Huh
Make a millie
huh
But I don't really give a fuck about the money
huh
Bout the money
Huh
Bout the money
Huh
And I don't even wanna jump for no phoney
Huh
For no phoney
Huh
For no phoney
Huh
But I been feeling like I must for the new me
Huh
For the new me
Huh
For the new me
Huh

SO TELL ME WHAT I FUCKING WANT
GOT NO SYMPATHY
FOR
(Hey)
YOU
TELL ME WHAT I NEED
TO BE HAPPY, WISH I
(hey)
KNEW
AM I REALLY GOOD
OR GOT LUCKY WITH THE
(hey)
BRAIN
DON'T WANNA BE RUDE
BUT I HATE IT WHEN IT
(hey)
RAIN
AM I REALLY GOOD ?
OR DOING IT FOR THE
(hey)
FAME ?
I SHOULD FUCKING STOP IT
BUT NOW IS IT TOO
(hey)
LATE ?
I SHOULD FUCKING STOP IT
BUT NOW IS IT TOO
(hey)
LATE?
PROMISES ARE FAKE
YEA I KNOW IT'S A BIG BAIT

BUT KINDA WANNA BE UP

Chorus :
I just wanna be up
Wanna be up in the bay
X4

I just really like it when I slay
Huh
Stuck no more
Don't show me the way
Huh

I just wanna be up
Wanna be up in the bay
X2

I just wanna be up

Outro :
Yea I just wanna be up
X4

Yea I just wanna be up in my bae, if you see what I mean
HAHAHDUAICBAFUAIFJAUF

UP.IN.THE.BAY

Verse 1 :
Ok 1, 2, 3, 50 tasks, looking bad
Way too much shit on my plate
I feel mad
Running out of time, always got some' to grind for
Letting it define me and that's why my mind's sore
Damn
I don't even know what I want
She asking for me to be there, but I can't
Numbers and praise made feel so grande
'sif I got a third eye but I ain't no Hierophante
I'm like y'all
Normal
Tend to forget it
When they look me the eyes and say you fucking saved me
I crash
(I crash)
Do I deserve any of that ?
Ask me to be sure, and be sure I'll collapse

Heart heavy like a Buffalo
Working all by default
Going on must the show
Chasing a rainbow
What's beau and what's faux ?
Fake shit like Fargo
I'm stalking my idols online
I recall scrolling through 10 timelines
To try and crack what would help me outshine
All of my friends who keep me alive
I should be more grateful for being alive

Chorus :
Oh will I die today or tomorrow ?
Am I flying or in a free fall ?
Baby let me borrow your pain
I swear I'm unsane
I need to feel useful
X2

Bridge :
What are you longing for ?
What are you
Mmh
X4

Verse 2 :
Skipping diner
Be the winner
End up in blood stains
Hating Oppenheimer
Still, going the same ways
I'm
A little hypocrite
They saying I look fit
But down
My guts sick
Been hard to admit
That I'm not ok
Probably why I got a new crush everyday
Probably why I wanna get pushed to the edge
Really what I crave is getting my revenge

I'm fighting for good rate, from people just hateful
Huh
Trying to remember when I used to be hopeful
Huh
Queers supporting but I feel like a failure
Huh
Living on passion but I ain't feeling no pleasure
Huh

FUCK

Never buy shit
But still I got the bucks
I wanna commit
But don't like to feel stuck
Why I fly away
Every week, they feel chucked

Still I'm in love
And I know that it sucks
Motherfucker
Polyamoury
They say "lucky motherfucker"
But you don't know the amount work
Motherfucker
Pleasing everyone but me, a struggle
Motherfucker
God damn

Chorus :
Oh will I die today or tomorrow ?
Am I flying or in a free fall ?
Baby let me borrow your pain
I swear I'm unsane
I need to feel useful
X2

THE.DRAW.OF.A.NEW.SHAPE

50.TASKS

Intro :
Nuisance
New years
New rules
Been abused
And
Thought of a tight noose
Round my neck
Been
Too much in my feels
Now I cant breathe

Verse 1 :
Fuck I can't breathe
Am I good enough for this shit ?
I been thinking
I been thinking bout the end
And I'm accepting
How I'll be leaving the scene
Self deleting
Self-esteem  way to low for all the beefings
No more
I'll do no antics
No more
I'll be no bad kid
No more
I'll leave my attic to burn
With no regret
Past life
Broke it
Recycling
Won't reflect
But don't think what you did I will forget

NAH DON'T THINK WHAT YOU DID I WILL FORGET
BITCH
I'M OPPOSING
TO NEGATIVITY WHAT I GOT
Aint no IMPLOSING
I was fucking with you back when I was small and doubting
But now
I know I can finally be seen
I aint never being mean
Just to fucking stack figures
Walking out the hearse with no curse
Cuz no killers can take me down
Gonna reverse my sound
When I'll be in the ground
But what they want cannot be found
Imma change
Spread the message out
To further my vocal range
Making my own route
Right to the disarrange
If it didn't work out
Sorry, I'll flip the page
Maybe I was never right
But I cannot rearrange
Any of my mistakes
Not a sage, Not perfect
Found my new shape
I know it won't be kept
I'm glad we connected
And I want the best for you
Sorry I moved on way too soon
I need Change

Chorus :

Change
Change
Change
Change
Change
Yea I can and will

Change
Change
Change
Change
Change
Need embracing nihil

Change
Change
Change
Change
Change
Ain't no war on my hill

Change
Change
Change
Change
Change
Yea I can and will

X2

Bridge :
Change
Yea I can and will
X8

Facts

Yea I can and will

Outro :
Oh you thought it was over ?

CHANGE.pt2

Hook :
I need to elevate
X4

Verse 1 :
Huh, ouais, huh
Oh it's her again ?

Imma kill my dick and stream on demand
Netflix
Click bait
They cannot comprehend
Sick of feeling bad when it gets freaky in the bed
Yea I want that wet hole in between my legs
Yea I want no more ball bumping in my head
Wanna be taken from the front without needing to bend
Just for the pleasure tho
I'm already a 10
Nah you won't ever lick it bro
No need to beg
No the answer won't come from any friend
Right now
It's up to me again
Now you thinking she gross and inhumane
Did not want the dykes
For a while
But we keep a stand

AND I'M WINNING IT ALL
YOU CANNOT GET TO CHAN
HEARD YOU BEEN CALLING ME CYPRESS HILL
I'M INSANE IN THE BRAIN
NOW IT'S ONLY SELF-LOVE
AND I WON'T FADE
GET ME ON THE TABLE
I'LL BE APPLE TO YOUR PEN

CHORUS :
OK LET'S
Run it
Quaterback
I won't get no sack when I elevate
ELEVATE
ELEVATE
ELEVATE
SEVERE LACK OF PUSSY FOR ME
NO MORE, CANNOT WAIT
CANNOT WAIT
CANNOT WAIT
X2

Hook :
No I cannot wait
I need to elevate
No I cannot wait
I need to elevate

Verse 2 :
Tell the reaper is a no go
Yet
Imma fuck all of the internet
Forget bout the first time we met
I was 14
Now I'm pristine
Now my mind clean
But still feeling so mean
To my old self
Like I lost my time
Shameless
Never ending game grind
And it turned out fine
I'm a cute butch
I'm a cute butch
I'm a cute futch

And that's an act of reclaiming my body
Keep the past in basement
Lock it for good
All the faggot ass talk
I keep it for the youth
Wish it was my food

I'm not like Peter
Will find my way home
All the persecutors
They won't see where I roam
I'm an Innovator
Need to be out the dome
To be breaking that gloam with a bomb
Need to elevate

CHORUS :
Quaterback
I won't get no sack when I elevate
ELEVATE
ELEVATE
ELEVATE
SEVERE LACK OF PUSSY FOR ME
NO MORE, CANNOT WAIT
CANNOT WAIT
CANNOT WAIT
X2

ELEVATE

Hook NOVAFLED :
I've been singing to myself
Everytime it feels like hell

Verse 1 :
Like travelers, my thoughts can't be rooted
Going places
Been praying to be stupid
So I can just fucking exist
Yeah I'm tired of getting broken by such simple sentences
Like"Change, how have you been ?"
Oh well
Can't imagine
With a few words the mind's shaked
Never ending train wreck
I'm feeble
Like a snowflake
And I fiddle
Till my nails break
Edible I tried to take made it worse to function
What's feasible ?
I can't tell
Loop's in action

Chorus Changeline :
I flee
But I ain't moving a finger
Watching a meme, over and over
Help me to see a little clearer
Tell me I'm a good carer
No I ain't moving a finger
Thinking bout them, over and over
Help me to see a little better
Tell me I need a caretaker

Hook NOVAFLED :
I've been singing to myself
Everytime it feels like hell
X2

Bridge :
If dissociation was an object, I think it would be a burning cigarettes. You watch it burn, turn into smoke, ashes. And it burns sometimes. Because you get so lost. But you feel so light at the same time. You're in the clouds, falling to the ground.

Verse 2 :
It's up to me
Was an optimist
Don't know when it switched
Now easily flinch
See myself a dirty bitch
Easily fall
When they get dull
I give it all fore they ditch me
Absorbing all their feels
But still they're doubting my empathy
I'm falling in love too easily
I know, it's a catastrophe
Survival instinct in atrophy
My shrink is telling me
I should find a comfort zone cuz I'm way to prone
To risk it all
To escape and stall

Chorus Changeline :
I flee
But I ain't moving a finger
Watching a meme, over and over
Help me to see a little clearer
Tell me I'm a good carer
No I ain't moving a finger
Thinking bout them, over and over
Help me to see a little better
Tell me I need a caretaker

Hook NOVAFLED :
I've been singing to myself
Everytime it feels like hell
X2

Outro NOVAFLED :
Oh I hate the silence
Don't you fear the sirens ?
I believe in the horizon
We will feed you to the lions

caretaker (feat. NOVAFLED)

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Don't Panic feat. Kiya Lacey was produced by Monte Booker with crowdsourced sounds from people in Chicago.

Booker, a co-founder of the Zero Fatigue crew, chopped the crowdsourced sounds — including some from Chicago-based fashion designer Joe Freshgoods — to create the new track, which features vocals from Kiya Lacey.

Read more about the track: win.gs/MonteBooker

Both Booker (Nov. 26) and Lacey (Nov. 12) performed at Red Bull Sound Select Presents: 30 Days in Chicago.

Monte Booker
Facebook: www.facebook.com/montebooker/
Twitter: twitter.com/montebooker
Instagram: instagram.com/montebooker
SoundCloud: @montebooker

Kiya Lacey
Red Bull Sound Select: www.redbullsoundselect.com/artists/kiyalacey
Facebook: www.facebook.com/kiya.lacey
Twitter: twitter.com/kiyalacey
Instagram: instagram.com/kiyalacey
SoundCloud: @kiyalaceymusic

Mixed by Elton Chueng (@l10mixedit) at Classick Studios in Chicago
Mastered by Kevin Peterson at The Mastering Palace

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