moon water

my little winter

liam mccay's projects

Spacey Interlude

This Place Is My Mind

Living With Alice - Hold On

HOLD YOU

Stream

Oh no
I think it's happening again
Don't go
Bound to the tracks, I hear the train

Please stay
Just for another moment
These days
Your door is never open

Your voice
Sounds so sweet
And you look
Just like a dream

Your voice
Calls out to me
And you
Are where I wanna be

birth day please stay

i just want to hold her

original - https://soundcloud.com/signcrushesmotorist/sign-crushes-motorist-better

originally recorded and produced by me and rose in my bedroom around halloween time:3
vocals, guitar and co-production by me
production, additional vocals, mix and master by @rosesleeves

better (sign crushes motorist cover)

being loved isn't the same as being understood

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

playlist with songs like this : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1gBKGsn4v0dUPp9H9W7ayS?si=7Z0jHKvoRMitr27P5XmXqA
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my little winter.

when will it end / scare (birthday cover)

All credits go to Liam McCay! Go buy the album off Bandcamp! -> https://birthday4.bandcamp.com/album/boyhood

Boyhood

A Tornado Hits The Illies

December

Hold You Again

up right now

all at once

The living vine, a reality

Hold You Again / Waves

Bandcamp

Linx - Hold You Again

2 Hold U

flatsound - a dream

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

all at once

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