93FEETOFSMOKE - dying in the tub eating eggos (very old)

ever the ghost - worn soles w/ prod. anticon

long time, no see
you said how have you fared?
i'm alright
worn soles
i'll get a new pair

long time, no see
you said how have you fared?
i'm alright
worn soles..
i'll get a new pair

i think i lost my faith somewhere along the way
i was long myself in the smoke
giving in to an undertow
and all along i hoped you knew 
i feel the love all around and
now i've seen what become of me

Worn Soles

no more apologies im done being a burden (suicide note)

https://teenpregnancy300.bandcamp.com/album/oct-25-1994

Oct. 25th, 1994 [FREE DOWNLOAD IN DESCRIPTION]

ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅｓ ｉ ｆｅｅｌ ｌｉｋｅ ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ．

no feelings w/ fats'e (prod. sorroh)

prod. @charlieshuffler

LYRICS: 

before you speak upon my situation
what if I told you that my limitations 
are larger than you think 
and I can't push past them
no matter how hard I try
when the burdens that I'm forced to carry
got me dreaming about sleeping in the mortuary 
I feel the weight of my own personal ceiling
crumbling down to bury me
cause the structure of my mind is immutable like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing you can do about it
cause the structure of my mind is set in concrete like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing that you can do
I know it's hard to see
my brain tissue isn't exposed for all to see
but if it was I would hide it
like I hide everything else
I hide my feelings too 
but this is getting way too hard to keep from you
could you tell by the way I always moan like I'm depressed?
or is it the rope around my neck?
cause the structure of my mind is unchangeable like the color of my eyes
I'm a fuck up by design and there's nothing I can do about it
the medication is a joke
it just makes me want to choke myself with my own two bare hands
until I suffocate and die
wipe your tears, wipe your tears
I didn't mean to make you cry
I'm just trying to explain why I'm like this
the color of my eyes
and I would change that too 
I know it's cliche but I always wished that they were blue
or green
maybe I'll go and buy some colored contacts
woooahhhhhhhh

color of my eyes (prod. charlie shuffler)

prod by taylor king
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Yur Company 💑  ft. Ian River

prod. @deadboybeatz

lyrics:

I woke up in a hospital bed
all mixed up
what the fuck man
I thought I was dead
I woke up in a hospital room
to a strange person's face 
but I thought it was you 
I woke up in a hospital bed
with strong feelings of dread 
hanging over my head
I woke up in a hospital room
to a strange person's face 
but I thought it was you 

I need a cure for my pathologies
I look into the mirror, a broken man is all I see
no more spirit left, depression's taken all of me
I've become a victim of my own psychology
I'm regretting that I ever went outside today
cause there's nowhere to run or hide when the sky turns grey
pondering crossing the street without the right of way
this sorrow has me captive and won't let me go

I woke up in a hospital bed
all mixed up
what the fuck man
I thought I was dead
I woke up in a hospital room
to a strange person's face 
but I thought it was you 
I woke up in a hospital bed
with strong feelings of dread 
hanging over my head
I woke up in a hospital room
to a strange person's face 
but I thought it was you 

people say this is my doing 
like everything's all my fault
how can I control my happiness 
when my mind's under assault?
maybe I just like to suffer
and this is the path I chose
either way I don't want to stick around to see where it goes

I woke up in a hospital bed
all mixed up
what the fuck man
I thought I was dead
I woke up in a hospital room
to a strange person's face 
but I thought it was you 
I woke up in a hospital bed
with strong feelings of dread 
hanging over my head
I woke up in a hospital room
to a strange person's face 
but I thought it was you 

I need a cure for my pathologies
I look into the mirror, a broken man is all I see

hospital bed (prod. dead boy beats)

✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·
✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·
✨i just wanna have fun✨ ·
✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·
✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·

★fade away into distant memories★ (prod. odece)

prod @hcqueenxo
vox @mead0ws-mirrorville / @polar333
mix master @bedhead2001 / @polar333 / @mead0ws-mirrorville

i dont wanna b better than I hav 2
i dont wanna b the bearer of bad news
gotta leave n gotta go where i have to
folded under pressure
sorry that i had 2
tell the truth even when its tough 2
we grew different not the same as i found u
ill nevr mean 2 doubt u
can u tell me what i even do around u
rain songs booming thunder flowers bloom
i can still hear ur voice in a loud room
am i allowed 2 move on do I have 2
and when we leave which of us is gonna pack 2
u dont wanna stay so why should i fix it
u wanna text message when im floating thru dimensions
i understand the tension i wanna read my sentence
but every conversation that we have is so intensive

so lets just lay here
all alone
lets just separate our hearts
try 2 call this place a home
n nobody knows that this isnt perfect
nobody knows that this isnt worth it
n maybe im wrong
all these streets i run around r not my own
n i dont wanna talk so ill sing u a song
n I dont wanna talk so i just throw my phone
just throw my phone 
n now im alone
i was tryna talk 2 u but its 2 hard
want it more than ever baby im 2 far
i dont wanna b better than I hav 2
im cryin every night if I have 2

bloom w/ mead0ws + polar333

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★fade away into distant memories★ (prod. odece)

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