oh waiter more vidya for my vidya plate

i carved out a pattern that was shaped like it mattered
laser focused i cant help but see all the repetition
im fixated on a dream, its been overstated
take back my welcome cause ive overstayed it

id jump from the millionth floor if your arms were at the bottom
i got a lot of problems, but for you ill solve them

its time for me to get out of bed and do it feet first
its time for me to get out my head and put myself first
its time for me to express myself and always be the first
ill always put you first but i see it as you and i

send the old me to my house in a box in pieces
i threw away the script cause i felt like i didnt need it anymore
in control of myself
i am a constellation

and the letters that you try to write to her
dont make it cause theres no one by that name anymore
would you tell me straight to my face if you were feeling bored
would you keep a straight face if i said that i need you more

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
image from www.flickr.com/photos/57779717@N05/

i am a constellation

soundcloud took  down the og so i sped it up lol. 

https://tankjr.bandcamp.com/track/so-sick

SOSICK 220 EDIT

arent you tired of writing in that notebook?

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat) and https://soundcloud.com/crispyporkbelly
artwork by https://www.instagram.com/hellohellohellohellohello_224 / @necronomicmiraclepending

feral cat & pork belly - something about a book

prod https://soundcloud.com/soggy-diary and i
art by https://soundcloud.com/oj287777777777777777777
https://www.instagram.com/618.61122/

theres a knock at door and im too scared to answer it
theres a thump in the night and im too scared to face it
theres a thought in my head and im trying to erase it
theres a face in the mirror and im trying to replace it

theres a voice in my head im tryna sample it
a nervous wreck, i set what the example is
im broke as a joke i dont know what a thousand is
i get cozy in bed and then i settle in 

picture me as confident
and i bet you cant
even though they sing my songs
across the continent 

even though i choke on words 
i will never spit
id give you a piece of my mind
if you could handle it

im so scared
and i dont know what it is
ill face that fear
when i find out who she is

scared song w/ soggy paper diary

lets meet halfway at the park

fallen pedals
in the garden we killed
that we poisoned with guilt
that i burnt with your help

discarded packets of seeds
and the remnants of me
that we will never grow

its about that time i let you know
that i hate that you refuse to reap what you sow
i hold onto hope, but you erased that note
and i cant tell the difference between us

where did your heart go?

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/in53ct
guitar, keyboards, written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by junifer(feral cat)

discarded packets of seeds

999999999

prod me
vox me + @friendshipismagic
cover art me

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buy : https://nocturnnne.bandcamp.com/track/nine

[ellie]
im not the type of girl to hold a grudge
but u n all ur friends r way 2 stuck
i just wanna dance & have sum fun
i dont feel like gettin 2 fucked up

bought a necklace w my check , i like the way it looks on me
with these brand new jeans
you told me i'm pretty but i don't know what that means
bright future right in front of me , it's no machine
it's no machine

[eve]
switch the beat, i been swaggin in these baggy ass jeans
all on me, man i swear these bitches steady flock to me
first on the scene, man i miss mixing the dex up with the weed n i cant see
i cant see i cant motherfuckin see

okay, watch out, eve up on some other shit
if you talk down on me believe ill make you get to running shit
ima make a hundred quick, ima get like hella rich
feel like tenkay im never fucking with a basic bitch

NINE

lucky

my all just garageband and sp no computer

capsul aug 23

i hate my job

six feet from my window pane a ladys jogging by
some guys walking his dog and the days turning to night 
six feet from my face I got a view of eloise 
theres everything to do down the corner of that street 

all the people that I'll meet and all that I can be 
six feet from my face but it all seems so far away
I lust for you no more sweet girl lost in the modern age 
So many things to do and yet theyre all so fucking lame 

and it feels like its the end is this all Im gonna be 
dweeb a fag a freak the hermit stuck on eloise 
cause if tommorow comes youll still be taking care of me 
dont wanna see your stupid kid out living on the street

f4w6yb

Scooby