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scott colcombe

Thom

you suck charlie

just upping basic unreleased trash in the meantime

WORLD$TAR MONEY

i dont wanna waste my time

joji - rain on me

lyrics: when i was growing up my dad wasn't round much
so i turned to tv to see the man of the house
but it didn't bother me and it don't bother me now

and my mom won't say those three words when we hang up the phone
i stopped saying 'bye, i love you' just 'cause she don't want to 
and yeah that really bothers me and it still bothers me now

i want to be better, better, better
i want to be better, better, better
i want to be better, better, better
i want to be, i want to be

my step-dad doesn't get me so he gets stressed when i'm back home
but 'cause he likes my mom i still find a reason to like him though
and yeah that sorta bother me but i don't mind right now, now, now

'cause i found out my friends don't hate me and that makes me happy
i don't want to jinx it but i finally feel like smiling
and leaving doesn't bother me, it doesn't bother me now, now, now

i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm, i think that i'm

i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm, i think that i'm

i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm better, better, better
i think that i'm, i think that i'm

better

https://song.link/12months

lyrics:

(o.s.)
it's not every week that i have days like this
a sort of rarity that squints through the abyss

i hate change and
i hate that everybody's okay with it
what the hell am i supposed to do?

can't everything stop?
think for a minute just hear me out
let's pretend like this is far from through

i already miss my room
i already miss my shitty view
miss the screaming baby that crawls through the walls at 2am
i really do, i really do

i already miss the hall
you could feel where everybody was
the house was breathing, moving on it's own
like you could see it in the walls, see it in the walls

was is even that good?
we only saw each other when we sort of could, if we could
but it's nice to hang around

remember, yeah, we used to do stuff
even doing nothing was fun
i'd rather do nothing with you's than something else alone

i already miss our lounge
i already miss our leather couch 
even though it fell apart every time we slouch
i don't mind now, i don't mind now

i already miss that street
even though there's litter at your feet
and people shouting, screaming just because they feel the need
i don't mind now, i don't even mind now

i don't think i'm ready
to be lonely, no way
12 months went too quickly
pulled away from me
that's just great, that's just great

12 months, 12 months, 12 months, 12 months
12 months, 12 months, 12 months, 12 months

(o.s.)
oh, it's nice i didn't see how happy this would make me
more than i thought i could ever be

12 months

I just want to be with you tonight
There's a full moon you know
its wonderful

and the night light 
gives me an appetite 
for a cool quiet glow
for you and me both

I just want to spend some time with you
on the weekend,
whenever we can

I just want to know that it is true
I love you
Whatever we  do

Night Light Appetite

Rêveries // Oceya

California Blue

LOVE AGAIN

Trains - Sammy Copley (original Song)

A lone woman broods over tortuous memories from the past. Grieving the death of her husband, she drifts off to the place where it all comes flooding back: the dreary hospital corridors, the sight of his figure emaciated, and the feeling of hopelessness as life slowly leaves his body. Out in the world, she is tormented by the "soulless" masses who ridicule her pain and gleefully provoke her suffering.

Prisoner

Hemlighet

EP2-V2

When The Lights Are Out

Error

City Boy

Tomer Krail: Guitars, Bass, Synths, Vox
Anselmo Morello: Drums
Jamie Ewing: Keys 
Ed West: Engineering and production
Artwork: Rupert Phillips

All my thoughts are gone
Here but now they’re one
Raking over
No composure
Taken ‘for they’re done

And I know just what he’s going to say
Try a little

Time spent ruminate
Thoughts prevaricate
Drinking lonesome
In the dead sun
Melting in the shade

And I know just what he’s going to say
Try a little honesty

And it’s time to pay the piper
He’s been waiting at the gate
Don’t you know that nothing lasts forever
Forever’s on its way

Wake on a broken shore
Feel the wind at my back
Breaking with you
Time to start anew
Getting back on track

And I know just what he’s going to say
Try a little honesty
And I know just what he’s going to say
Try a little
credits

Try (A Little Honesty)

SongAWeek14

Messy drums but oh well

Picture: Viktor Vasnetsov - "alyonushka"(1881)

Ghost

Go Out With My Friends

Everybody loves the quote that Einstein never said
And we bang our heads into the wall over and over again
All the people, all the time, I learned that one in school
Is it better to be silent than to prove myself a fool?

Everybody but me

Everybody loves to think what happens in their mind
Is the way that things should play out every single time
All the people, all the time, you can't get fooled again
Bang your head into the wall, cut out the middleman

Everybody but me

Everybody...

Recorded at Cardinal Recordings by Mike Weiser and Stephen Angello

Life Coach

Cursory glance
To deliberate blinds
The realities of the knowing eyes
Pushed me to move
Rearrange a few lies
Love showered me in praise left me to dry

Prodigy child 
To prodigal son
The fascination in “be all but one”
Left me to be
Mediocre at some
Couldn’t take it alone
But couldn’t give up the gun

Now everything is so heavy
Heavy on my mind
Wanna say I’m not ready
But time isn’t mine
Try to keep it steady
And hold on tight
But everything is so heavy
Heavy all the time

Love of a child
To love for a day
The narrowing of life swept years away
Urged me to beg
Forgotten lives to stay
Memories are strong but not enough to sway

Now everything is so heavy
Heavy on my mind
Wanna say I’m not ready
But time isn’t mine
Try to keep it steady
And hold on tight
But everything is so heavy
Heavy all the time

And I could pretend the hurting wasn’t here
But closing both of my eyes it won’t make
All the weight disappear
And I could ask to lay my cross down for the day
But it can’t stop now
It couldn’t stop anyway
Could you help me carry it 
Could you help me carry it
Could you help me

‘Cause everything is so heavy
Heavy all the time
Wanna say I’m not ready
But time isn’t mine
Try to keep it steady
And hold on tight
But everything is so heavy
Heavy all the time

Everything is so heavy
Heavy all the time x4

Heavy

Bandcamp link: https://murred.bandcamp.com/track/eversleep
Murr is back with some experimental jank.

Half the stuff you hear in this one are samples from Tik Tok. The other half are clicks and clacks from recording failures. Let's call them happy accidents.

Vocals by Me
Photo by Safalgar
Photoshop by me

Download

Eversleep

Stream here: slinky.to/nervous

Released 27th November 2020 via Yada Yada Records

verse: lately you’ve been getting in my head
and getting predatory when you get upset
circling around and tryna catch me out
because you think that i am getting scared

pre: and you’d be right
it’s like a horror movie night
treading on your toes when i don’t even try
i’m terrified of pissing you off

chorus: oh my god, i’m getting off
‘cause this isn’t as good as it was
why’d you make me so nervous?

oh my god, i’ve had enough
‘cause i’m done feeling fucked till i’m numb
why’d you make me so nervous?

verse: this could be potentially the longest running joke
that you’d expense on me in quite a while
around every bend, you hold for the suspense 
and when i least expect you jump in

pre:: and you could try
to be a little more up on my side
instead of messing with me all the time
because i’m tired of pissing you off

chorus: oh my god, i’m getting off
‘cause this isn’t as good as it was
why’d you make me so nervous?

oh my god, i’ve had enough
‘cause i’m done feeling fucked till i’m numb
why’d you make me so nervous?

bridge: i wanna make it out of this alive
i wanna make it out of this alive
i wanna make it out of this alive
i wanna make it out of this alive
i wanna make it out of this alive
i wanna make it out of this alive
i wanna make it out of this alive
why am i nervous?

outro: oh my god
oh my god
oh my god

Nervous

Down For It

verse: i’ve let some friends go like loose change and now
my wallets thinner than i would let on
maybe they’re laughing just to let me know
that’s it’s so funny that i’ve got so broke

chorus: wasting all my money, money, money, money, money
wasting all my money, money, money, yeah
wasting all my money, money, money, money, money
wasting all my money, money, money, yeah

spending all my money, money, money, money, money
spending all my money, money, money, yeah
spending all my money, money, money, money, money
spending all my money, money, money, yeah

verse: i got my savings and i’ll keep them tight
shame i learned permanence at 25
probably end up alone when i’m old
‘cause no one taught me my net from my worth

chorus: wasting all my money, money, money, money, money
wasting all my money, money, money, yeah
wasting all my money, money, money, money, money
wasting all my money, money, money, yeah

spending all my money, money, money, money, money
spending all my money, money, money, yeah
spending all my money, money, money, money, money
spending all my money, money, money, fuck 

bridge: maybe the family business of loneliness 
is all that i am cut out for

maybe the family business of loneliness 
is all that i am cut out for, for, for, for

Money

how embarrassing 

mgmt: james@amourmusic.co.uk

Nervous

scott is okay