How many angels
Are watching my back
There's a price on my head
And I'm under attack

Some kind of darkness
Convert it to cash
While the shadow behind me
Is closing in fast

'Cause I still love you
Yeah, I still love you

Don't tell me how long
I've been on my own
It wouldn't be so bad
If all I ever had

Is love
Real love
This love 
From you

For you
With you
Towards you
From you
For you
With you
You

unreleased: Guardian Angel

Song of the Last Lost Wave

deadline

Butterflies

Photograph Scene (Her)

striking matches to forget our past 
and u say dont look back
take your time but dont waste mine
im not like that 

and i hope that youve found some comfort within yourself

and kick some dandelions on your way back home
hold my hand and dont ever let go
this perpetual sound

flip the switch and watch the lights all go out
pulled the sheets over our heads
turned into our secret hideout
my skin isnt made
of the same porcelain blade

kicking dandelions

Written, performed, produced by Lola Cook
xo

lyrics:

open up your bedroom window
it’s time to let in the light 

far too long you’ve been waiting
and you know the time is right

where that fire in your soul?
it’s turned to ash, but there’s still hope

cause there’s still fire in your heart
please rekindle your love for art

step away from the mirror
doesn’t matter there’s a storm

dry your eyes, you’ll see clearer
i’ll be there to keep you warm

try your best not to miss me
but if you do, that’s alright

just know that i will miss you too
so don’t let go, just hold on tight.

mirror talk

I want to love someone new
Keep the cold out, I can feel her move

Honey, you left doubt right on my tongue 
with nothing to cling to
Every right word fell right out your lungs
Am I ahold of you?

I want to live somewhere new
Lie to myself, say the cause was you

I'll swear to God, you'll break her heart
ten times more harsh
Bittersweet ending to what we'll call
a mistake on my part

I want to love someone new
Keep coming back, they'll believe you

Honey

I heard you singing all my favorite love songs, but this time they weren’t to me. 
She’s got a pretty face, tell me what’s her name, does she share the same dreams? 
This is the fondest I’ve ever seen you of somebody since that somebody was me.
 To helplessly watch all the promises you made become her reality. 


Well it’s okay I guess I’m just not your “M O O D” anymore
and you’re not what I want, you’re what I know.
 So, Go ahead walk out the door like I know you will I’ll look away
And I’ll pretend like I didn’t cry the whole way home.


And I get it, you’re happier
but you’ll never know how happy you could be.
if you just stuck around, I thought I could be the one to get you on one knee. 
To know my highlighted moments with you didn’t even make your memories. 
To think I was so important on your big list of priorities. 


Did you forget all the little things you liked about me,
In replacement for your new girls memories?
As I’m still numb from the last time you teased me. 
But that's okay,
 I love being betrayed, getting put in second place, forgotten and erased. 
Our song being on your new girls mixtape. 



And I love the little lies you know aren’t true 
but I'm drowning in because of -you-  know I’ll do whatever you say. 
You kill me with your poison
then bring me back to life,
just to bury me again.


And I can’t move on because that means accepting that there’s really no hope.
 But I think that it’s time to let you go.  
So I’ll watch you fall in love with her as I’m still falling alone
And I’ll still be caught up in your shadow 
So don’t let me go 
Don’t leave me alone 
Dear friend, how could you go. 
Don’t let me go
don’t leave me alone
And one day you’ll miss me too, I hope.

Don’t Let Me Go

kiss me cover

A Scott James fan-made account dedicated to all of his music not on his official platforms.

Only uploading official unreleased, deleted songs or songs not on his Spotify or SC. So music from his earlier discography, music from his IG lives and music found on YT or some place else. 

I own/earn nothing here, all music and rights go to Scott. 


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unreleased: Guardian Angel

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