Track 01: I Want to Die

Album: The Last of the Libertines


I Want to Die

i heard you died
what'd you do that for
don't you know that no one
overdoses anymore
i know it's hard
your parents love god
they found your pills
and now they won't talk to you

but you and me we found a way
to snort away the things that they say
and the last thing the world needs
is another liar

you said 
do you want die
well its my first time

your mother found you on the floor
makeup a mess, stockings all ripped and torn
you called me a pussy, when we were in your car
i thought the cops would come, your pants were on the floor

but you and me we found a way
to snort away the things that they say
and the last thing the world needs
is another liar

you said do you want to die
well i'm scared to try

i heard you died
what'd you do that for
don't you know that no one
ods anymore
i know it's hard
your parents love god
they found your pills
and now they won't talk to you

you've had some practice i've not had
ambient, coke and pills is too much for anyone to have
when you said hey baby lets od
i said no way thats just not for me
but ill take what you have
don't hold back
i want to walk in to hell with you
yes i want to die

i want to die on my very first try


I Want To Die

I really hope you get something good out of this...nothing negative :))

They Only Know My Name

Watch this video with the sound turned off while listening to this track in loop mode:

Illusion of Gaia 32 - Angkor Wat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTpveWb82QA

Music Session Vol. 27

Order of the Flame

So happy that this release brings together my two worlds: The song was written and produced in my new home New York City. The video was shot in my hometown Munich, watch here: https://youtu.be/hT2Tvp0SfrM 
Download the full single (incl. two rad remixes by NYC-based DJs and producers https://soundcloud.com/zizerk and https://soundcloud.com/hyun88x) here: https://she-s-excited.bandcamp.com/album/i-am-a-winner 

Stream and download the full EP here: 
https://she-s-excited.bandcamp.com/album/my-own-crazy
https://fanlink.to/MyOwnCrazy

Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/lutherriggs & Anne Wichmann, mastered by Luther Calvin Riggs: https://www.luthercalvinriggs.com/
Original photo by Oliver Guse

From the EP "My Own Crazy" (release 5/29)
Written, produced and performed by She's Excited!
Released on Teknofonic Recordings: http://teknofonic.com/

I’m a winner
Raw beginner, I am a winner 
Sing it, sing it
I am a winner
Never was nearer
Never saw me clearer 
Staring in the mirror

The air is on fire
Your eyes say I’m a liar
So I am bidding higher
The truth is: I’m dancing barefoot on barbed wire

I know we sink together
Or rise - even better
It really doesn’t matter
Because I just opened up a brand new chapter

Well, I’m not gonna blink first 
I’m not gonna blink first 
Finger on the trigger
Did you see the snicker
I’m not gonna blink first - I’m a winner

Raw beginner, I am a winner 
Sing it, sing it
I am a winner
Never was nearer
Never saw me clearer 
Staring in the mirror
Zero, sing it, I am a winner 
Sing it, sing it
I am a winner
Never was nearer
Never saw me clearer 
Staring in the mirror

Well, I’m not gonna blink first

I guess I had it coming
My future - stunning
My conduct unbecoming
The truth is: I know so well you can outgun me

But I’m not gonna blink first 
I’m not gonna blink first
Finger on the trigger 
Did you see the snicker 
I’m not gonna blink first

Raw beginner, I am a winner 
Sing it, sing it
I am a winner
Never was nearer
Never saw me clearer 
Staring in the mirror
Zero, sing it, I am a winner 
Sing it, sing it
I am a winner
Never was nearer
Never saw me clearer 
Staring in the mirror

I Am A Winner

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Earthstation (2020 Remastered)

Pulse is the second single by Derby based band Mount Famine. Released on 17/07/20 it tells the story of a sweaty night in an illegal Latin speak-easy. A bloodbath of nasty Hawaiian shirts, cheap rum, even cheaper aftershave and a dance floor slick in desperation, ‘Pulse' is Northern storytelling at it’s yearning best that has been described "the sound of The Killers, New Order and Blossoms getting off with each other.."

Pulse

Wind-Up Bird is a song written and recorded by Kinetic Octopus in Brooklyn, New York.

Album art by Ela Mella

Wind-Up Bird

New Book

Blood Moon

Composed, arranged, performed, and produced by:
Jason Mowry and Carlos Vivanco
Final mix by Jason Mowry
@asleepwithheadphones
@lazydadamusic

Brighter Days

Kaleidoscope

Kaleidoscope by Carlos Vivanco & Jason Mowry

Crow

Contact Scott Laudati for booking or hanging out: scottlaudati@gmail.com . Download albums free on bandcamp link below