creator of this beat youtube link - www.youtube.com/@jeanparker999

someone better (jean parker)

cup of poison

war with myself

(yuh yuh yuh yuh)
 these are pages from my diary
 i don't know how to change,
 the pain.
 that i accidently caused my self.
 (yuh yuh yuh)
she dont know,
 where i belong.
being sorry for my mistakes,
 wont change that its wrong.
 im sorry for all the pain,
 that i caused due my mistakes.
 what have i done thats oh so wrong,
 for everyone to hate?

pages from my diary *'interlude

inside out (prod. @farberbeats)

suicide likely prod. @farberbeats

house of hearts (Ft. Fuji)

ima overthinker sometimes ( prod. farber )

again by myself

Oh, I know I shouldn't be out here at night. It's a full moon outside.
There are vampires, they're outside, and they want blood.
 Pain inflicted on my veins, the misery you caused.. When you left.. 
There's evil, and it's rotted me to the core, and there's poison in my blood. There's nothing left. 

its happening again/dreadful thoughts (unreleased)

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