Wake up in the morning 
In a loose night dress
Bare feet on the carpet 
Put my hands on my chest, yes
Im hardly breathing 
But i know Im still alive 
Heart beating
To the drum 
Guess im never gonna die 

I just survive 
As days pass by
I wonder why
Its so much harder for me to try 

I dont want it 
I need it 
A glimmer of a hope
Ive been bleeding
And pleading
To find a way to cope
I need meaning 
A reason
A promise that theres more 
Is there an antidote?
I need an antidote

Bank deposits Im nauseous 
Im on my way to work 
Gotta keep up with the grind 
Gotta put up with some jerks, yeah
exhausted 
But on it 
Im wearing something sheer
See my nipples through my shirt 
Im like stripper of the year ✌️

I look inside 
To see what hides
I wonder why
It wasnt that hard for me to try… yikes

I dont want it 
I need it 
A glimmer of a hope
Ive been bleeding
And pleading
To find a way to cope
I need meaning 
A reason
A promise that theres more 
Is there an antidote?
I need an antidote

A N T I D O T E 
A N T I D O T E 
i need a trick for my adhd 
I need a trick for my adhd
I need to stop being so depressing like all the time
I gotta find a way to enjoy my life
I need an antidote

Antidote (demo)

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