Sad boy 4th

lately ive been goin thru the motions of u
i no longer know what to do
im not prideful im full of u

i thought i needed someone to vent to but i
got caught up when i looked in your eyes
i see my faults what i recognize
all of my wrongs yea ill make it right


hurting for u
cause i wanna be closer to you now
now im running from you
don't u understand what id do lookin for u

..for u
do it for yeeewwwww ! >_<
threw away myself looking for u
all the days ive lost looking for u!

verse: 1
i couldnt convince u that im better now
and ive done things that i cannot take back now
so many scars, i hope that they're healing now
only thing i hope is that you're doing better now

id do anything to make u love me again
and id be lying if i said that i do not have regrets
cause it was my fault, it was my fault in the end
but i know i still love you so let's make amends

..

u were, so much more than what i got off to
now im scared to say that i love u
i don't know if what you say is true
careful with me, i have feelings too :((
do it for yeeewwwww ! >_<
threw away myself looking for you
oh no no no no no no no no
all the pain ive caused looking for you

verse 2:
bitch run me up
run me up, in my fucking cup
i cant believe how the fuck, how we ended up
how can i forgive myself for what ive fucking done
im losing sleep i cant help that im not enough  
im losing sleep i just wanted to meet the one
im losing sleep, what would help is a fucking gun
motions, motions suck
im all out of love

lately ive been goin thru the motions of u
i no longer know what to do
im not prideful im full of u
..for u
do it for you!!
threw away myself looking for u
motions, motions suck
im all out of love

im losing sleep i can't help that im not enough!

FOR YOU

STREAM

(dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

imma let you go
imma let you be
i know i’m annoying
and i know you’re sick of me
baby just don’t leave
you don’t have to fucking go
or else i’m gone go sleep
and i’m gonna dream so more
it’s a nightmare 
that i see in my dreams 
and it’s not fair
she be stalking me it seems
but shes not there
idk what i’m supposed to do
and everything is fucked up
cause i think of you
all the time

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

girl in a dress (dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

hope you like this song :)
its one of my favorites ive made in a while

lyrics
she's so toxic i like it
i wanna kill myself dont wanna die yet
whats the point in living, why cant i die yet
fuck it i might stick around, i havent cried yet

fuck that, end my life
kill me dont make me decide
rope swinging from side to side
pistol looking very nice

ride with a glock, my only escape
shit get to hectic, up it to my face
fuck me, leave without a trace
kill me cause i just want a taste

ayo fuck off bitch get away
my heart full of hate
lay back dead get sedate
take my turn just wait 

hook:
ayo fuck life
i just wanna turn around and crash tonight
hijack jet i just might fucking crash the flight
come in last tonight
fast fast tonight
aint moving past tonight

crash tonight

https://open.spotify.com/album/1XWjuVYPyTieFN4M4y0Us3

art by @n9kki on ig

featuring
@p4rkr
@wido123456789

prod
@blackwinterwells

fast as u can (prod. scratch + @gavinhadley_)

scratch.