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this song is about wanting normal things like normal people


Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan


https://evangeline.info


I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/scrobaby/okay-thats-it-im-done-being-sad-instrumental/s-nFMNuScZciA?in=scrobaby/sets/scro-dng/s-VWY8kMssq9D&si=3b1fea441652413987b849dbfb29a202&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

holding on while i'm falling now
stuck too far i'm suspended
won't move on when it's breaking down
there's no dreams no pretending
i find my time tried to hide it
i lost my way, tried to guide it
there's no more hate, from my pride
it's all that i needed from me

like hmmm

i don't want things to follow me back
to the same place where i keep losing track
tried to make it, tried it all on my own. but it's all that i've ever known

we were holding to the life that i knew
never boring, but i knew i could choose
something greater
think it's time to restart things new

like hmmm

edit june 22 2024 added lyrics, helped written with @jerryowensmusic on tiktok, and remastered

okay that's it i'm done being sad (i play guitar with another guitar)

big thanks to paddy (@clovehitch) for advice on arrangement and mixing

If it's not for love then what the hell are we doing now?
Going out just to drink it up and letting it go to waistdown?
Is it too hard just to say
You don't even wanna look at my face
And you're drenched and drowned in make up,
bled your makeup now.

I can't quite read your face, Mona Lisa, Mona Lisa, Mona
Please communicate, I'm waiting for you to say 
something that will end all the pain.

I'm not a psychopath blowing up your phone for fun.
Could you listen to my song cuz I think you're the one.
Your dad is one lunatic if he wants me to stop
cuz I'm stealing love with you and I'm still in love with you.

If it's not for love then what the hell are we doing now?
Going out just to drink it up and letting it go to waistdown?
Is it too hard just to stay in love
You don't even wanna look at my face
And you're drenched and drowned in make up,
bled your makeup now.

If you want to get to know me a little bit better, then you should try

telling if it's too late, I know it could just wait
telling if it's too late, I know it could just wait

try

Rosa Lisa

https://soundcloud.com/viznode

On January 21st, 2023, over 300 musicians and visual artists challenged themselves to create something in only 18 hours. Visual artists had to create a unique album cover & its supporting graphics, and musicians were limited to no less than 50 seconds and no more than 70 seconds for their songs; in short, a speedrun. The event encouraged creatives to think outside the box, picking their ideas apart in order to keep only the essentials. At the finish line, we received some of the most exciting tracks on a FORM compilation to date.

In the colors of each album cover and between the notes of each song are reflections of us— the artists. To leave pieces of ourselves *out* in lieu of a time constraint isn't easy, but it allows us to conclude what's at the center of what we create. Creativity, no matter how bare-bones or how complex & nuanced it is, is something nobody can ever take away.

All proceeds from any% will be going to SpecialEffect, a charity working to make video games accessible to those with physical disabilities.

SpecialEffect: https://www.specialeffect.org.uk/
FORM: artbyform.com/
Cover by Certly: https://twitter.com/imcertly

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Viznode - Reconcile

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/scrobaby/teeth-dont-match-the-bite-instrumental/s-t8UM9zwNgdE?in=scrobaby/sets/scro-dng/s-VWY8kMssq9D&si=47dc2e4787a64b58b6758725f01e6547&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

teeth stuck and i wanna leave
bite down and there's no relief
and when i leave here i can finally breathe
i can feel the pain in me
i see you lean back with a bitter grin
seize me where it all begins
i try to strike back with a daring fight
but my teeth don' math the bite

fight back but i never win
lose track where i've even been
i feel the dark black in the room again
try to run and try to hide
bruised cheeks will i be alright
cold moon in the bitter night
i try to strike back with a daring fight
but my teeth don't match the bite

from my video whoooo:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ct43jwtgZk2/?hl=en

6/17/24 uploading an edit where there's an actual verse 2, and remastering

teeth don't match the bite

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/scrobaby/take-me-back-w-rj-pasin-instrumental/s-m7GgCvXVsNQ?in=scrobaby/sets/scro-dng/s-VWY8kMssq9D&si=e01432946039413a9334224b8d1adf7b&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

co-prod RJ Pasin

take me back away from here
i'm not far from holding dear
i can feel it in my bones
i'm not scared of this anymore

broke my neck tryna find what it's all about
what's the point of existing if i'm feeling doubt
lied awake staring out wondering when i'll die
but i'd never escape it with a bitter life
came to terms with my mind on the other side
tried to fake it aside, tried to run and hide
take me out of my mind, push me back aside
almost breaking the lie moving back the time

i get up, i get down
had enough
leaving town
and for what let me out
breaking into the sound
letting go of the doubt
letting go of the doubt

take me back away from here
i'm not far from holding dear
i can feel it in my bones
i'm not scared of this anymore

broke my neck tryna find what it's all about
what's the point of existing if i'm feeling doubt
lied awake staring out wondering when i'll die
but i'd never escape it with a bitter life
came to terms with my mind on the other side
tried to fake it aside, tried to run and hide
take me out of my mind, push me back aside
almost breaking the lie moving back the time

i get up, i get down
had enough
leaving town
and for what let me out
breaking into the sound
letting go of the doubt
letting go of the doubt

take me back away from here
i'm not far from holding dear
i can feel it in my bones
i'm not scared of this anymore

take me back

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/scrobaby/heart-instrumental/s-fufvbqsTrSf?in=scrobaby/sets/scro-dng/s-VWY8kMssq9D&si=dc36b7bcda01406db0269a1d40e20ef7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

i'm a reckless, i'm a fool ya
never meant this, i'm on a display and i'm broken as you are
i regret this
all the pain i'm forcing, frustration poring in my heart
and i'm done. no i can't walk, and i can't run
i'm losing all my mo- motivation
i'm cookin up crazy, my mind's goin hazy
but i gotta move far away from here
and i don't think my heart can make it clear
that i'm not you

tried to mend things, tried to focus
always spending my energy
straining to keep me from choking
don't you notice
recreating forces, the shame divorcing
from my heart
and i'm done
no i can't walk and i can't run
i'm losing all my mo- motivation
i'm cookin up crazy, my mind's goin hazy
but i gotta move far away from here
and i don't think my heart can make it clear
that i'm not you

spotify: Scro
@scrobaby

edit: new verse 2, remaster 6/18/2024

heart (oh he cookin)

bros really out here teaching yapanese for free

like a fool on a shelf (instrumental)

121824

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I don't talk about relationships anymore
We don't even think about relationships
I'm just focused on the here and now
Baby I can't settle down (Baby I can't settle down)

I wanna ask you out but I think we're only friends
We could try it for a bit but we know how it'll end
Did you feel a little nervous when I held you by your hand
And you fell onto my shoulder I don't think you understand

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please

we need more time

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There is only one earth, but there are billions of worlds...

I finally found some time to polish this old track from 2020, balancing some volumes, ground the kick and give the fresh mixdown to a mastering engineer.
For those of you, who asked me for a download the past few years: I am sorry, it took sooo long!
Take care and remember, your perception of the world is only a psychological creation in the mind.


Producing, Mixing: Fabi Yond
Mastering: Thomas Mantl

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Fabi Yond - My World (Original Mix)

killologo

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

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like a fool on a shelf (instrumental)

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