BLIND

Bout My Business

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Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

Taken from the album Ratrose


I built this by myself yeah,
I see that you’re looking here
Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see
I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah,
Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah
Push it back to me, push it back to me 
Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

You don’t really wanna know about this, 
it’s just the jealousy that builds, I know you envy me for real bitch 
cus I produce by myself, I never asked you for help
I’m with my river city homies and we’re chilling in hell

I’m living cheque to cheque right now but I’m gonna change
You’re gonna see me rise up, so remember the name
I’m just that piece of shit that you knew was sad
I have a bad reputation for always losing patience

Sending abusive messages to me when your drunk man
Tried to cut you cus you were so toxic
Dragging me, dragging me, dragging me fucking down
You’re saying all this fucking bullshit, but did you ever really know me, yeah

I cut you out of my head, 
you love it there; you want me dead
you claim I owe you so much,
yeah, you’re still a fucking joke

I built this by myself yeah,
I see that you’re looking here
Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see
I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah,
Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah
Push it back to me, push it back to me 
Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

flash hit my eyes and I just fade out
another blunt down and ill just sink in my doubts
you came up to me and said I wasn't real
just a hallucination to cut you open when you wanna feel

something more than this hate inside, yeah
cutting when your brains fried I know you don’t feel alive
fading and fading into the background here I go
losing my ways when you say its all for show

sending abusive messages to me when your drunk man
Tried to cut you cus you were so toxic
Dragging me, dragging me, dragging me fucking down
You’re saying all this fucking bullshit, but did you ever really know me, yeah

I cut you out of my head, 
you love it there; you want me dead
you claim I owe you so much,
yeah, you’re still a fucking bitch

I built this by myself yeah,
I see that you’re looking here
Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see
I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah,
Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah
Push it back to me, push it back to me 
Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

fear

Overthinking (Prod. Fantom)

Lyrics:

fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
how come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it’s not enough
I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency 
can’t get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out

mix the good times with the bad
tell me when did I become so sad
flicking channels on the tv 
just to see the static shining through

choking on depression it stabs so deep
straight through my ribs, it feels like I’m breaking
flashing blue and white in my eyes
I hear my fans begging for more

more of the sad times, 
I’ve never sunk this low
it feels like my hearts on the floor
chuck it out it’s going cold

see friends and the faces that I used to love
they pass by straight in a blink
I know they still want me to keep going 
I will carry on

staying afloat with best friends by my side
yeah  they know what it’s like when
I feel like I’m not coping 
I’m sinking down into your red eyes

yeah your fingers in my soul
yeah I’ve never felt this cold
so numb from the pain
shutting down, block it all away

closing the doors to my house
yeah I’m in too deep
watching the water rise 
above my neck, I can’t catch my breath

when will I get a break,
no, I don’t wanna take
medication to make me sane
yeah I wanna be free

Snuff Me Out

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LYRICS

RIVILIN:

Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek, 
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough

lip tremble eyes struggle just to focus now
weighing on my conscious I just feel like im about to drown
covering my ears, the water rises
your voice still blocks the horizon

I see your ghost in my dreams
explaining why you just leave
depression got too much
and you just had to block out the noise


$LOTHBOI:

Drown in pain
Drown in hate

I feel the pain
All in me

Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest the
Panic hates me

Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah
Memories replaying dread man
How can I be expected
To live this life, shit this aint it

2nd verse

Manic depression
My body be trembling

Tight in my chest
I ain’t think I’mma make it

Gasping for breath
Cuz these demons gun take it

Fighting for life
But I’m breaking to pieces

Cry through my days
Why do I hate me

I’m not okay
My mind is crazy

What can I say
I’m feeling hazy

Why do I hate me
I’m tryna save me

Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage

Sloth ain’t the same he’s been changed from the pain
and bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
but we’re Void of the happiness we lost that day

Not Enough (Ft. $LOTHBOI)

Cover art by Sepha.

Lyrics

[s0cliché]
Your sight, your sound on a VHS
coulda let you rest, but I need it tonight
can't let you die quite yet
press rewind, try to turn time back
I know that I'm getting older
wasting the time till it's over
I feet the winters get colder
I put the world on my shoulder
outta the mix
wanted intelligence, wanted the wit
wanted your love because it never slipped
you had a grip on the ones you were with
and my love became an abandonment
my head is no safe establishment
I try to be you, but I'm counterfeit
keep fallin back in and back out of it

from the other side, did your messages send?
did I leave you on read at times?
I can't help but try to find the messages in
almost any damn thing in life

[Sepha.]
We find that we speak on different sides
But our words will always rise above the
Fallen

Think I thought that your dreams 
Were the thread through my seams 
But I still kept
Calling

No i cant speak directly to you
Takes time to find the words to use
But I still try 
Phoning 

No I can’t speak directly to you
Takes time to find the moment to choose 
But I still try 
Phoning 

No signals 
Sent to me
Where am I to go
From here 
X3

We find that we speak on different sides
But our words will always rise above the
Fallen
X2

[s0cliché]
from the other side, did your messages send?
did I leave you on read at times?
I can't help but try to find the messages in
almost any damn thing in life

I find messages in a bottle...
x2

Messages (feat. Sepha. [prod. COBRA.])

s0cliché - Messages (feat. Sepha. [prod. COBRA.])

prod. born hero
🖤Sinna🖤
@sinnagacci
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🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
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lyrics:

Loner (Murder/Suicide P.II) (feat. Sinna)

Perspective (feat. Sinizter)(Prod. unknwnshi)

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