[verse 1]
i ain't think that i should make it this far in life
but my music growing big, i think thats a sign
my wallet begging to be filled so i try and shine
and my bros go up without me, ill wait my time

[hook x2]
window watching everybody pass
she tell me i should live every damn day like its my last
i act like no one talks to me but i cant open back
i check the mirror every night and i see broken glass
and thats facts, cause im 

[verse 2]
tired of responsibility
talking to my therapist cause thats just what i need
he tell me i rely on everybody except me
i told him im just tired of seeing myself bleed

[bridge]
and i know that i need help, i just dont know how
and im shooting for marriage but i suck with vows
and i dont control words coming out of my mouth
i need you around, im stuck in my house

[hook x2]

window watching

produced by maxmadethebeat  & aidan han n a little by me

@1kaido
@yoshi

//Lyrics

(scruff)
im on her page like a stalker
stop talking you're a goner
i won't take your offers
24 bottles down, that's not what i taught her
pills sitting, on top of her dresser
i wanna caress her
I showed my diamonds to my mama i'm a flexer
took the call 3 times, knowing you would get hurt
we going up
love how you're not showin up
i tell myself im glowing up
dont tell me how to run this shit
you make wanna throw up

(kaido)

Stalker

stalker w/ kaido & christian blair [p. maxmadethebeat + aidanhan]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lTeS2AOY3NyTELjl5sIHr?si=506ffc3f1c874be7

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
inspired by @starfall
mix n master by me
trying somethin different
this song means a lot
i hope you enjoy listening

///
oh ive been wrapped up in this hurt
for way too long
everything that i do man i do it for u
and youve taken advantage
what did i do? i just don't understand it
the mental strain is way too much for me
i ask you to stop and i plead on my knees
the dip in my confidence, what i achieve
everything that you are doing to me

or do you want me taking the drugs like the rest?
fail all my classes and blame it on meds
cause deep in my gut i dont think that you care
look in the mirror and pull out my hair

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

cause i try so hard
do what i can but i can't make it far
no i can't make it far
do what i can and i'm trying so hard

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

tired

expression

1 year old lil trap remix i fouhnd on the old files iykyk :3 derp

i wish you were here

siemspark beat
the discord is in the process of being made.
it will be up soon!

liar

//lyrics

They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
Tell me all my, rights
Keep rising
She could interfere, but
Imma keep sliding
One cold heart's what I need for fucking writing
Please dont fret, baby i could keep it tidy

Don't stress, my road is ever-winding
Through one mess, our love in aphrodite
Come let, me rid of your anxiety
In one text, ill show you who I might be, I
Feel ya pulling back from my life
Fear in my head, in my eyes
Who knows where ill get in my life I said
These fuckers look at me with envy cause

They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Cause im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
Tell me all my rights
Keep rising
She could interfere, but
Imma keep sliding
One cold heart's what I need for fucking writing
Please dont fret, baby i could keep it tidy

envy [p. reef]

lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

young

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

///
show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

fuck im stumbling and lookin at pictures that
we took
thinkin we were good
Look what the drugs done did
Ik when u talk bout me
Ik when you talk bout,talk bout, talk bout me

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budgin
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

u say it is a joke but yk you know me better
gotta take my family out this crib, I feel the pressure
Mama pls don’t cry
I promise I gotchu till the day I die
New girl new whip
Groceries need 2 trips
My bitch is bad asf
She gon eat it wit some cool whip
new ice old wrist steady pissin excellence
say im way to high all the time like it ain’t evident

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budging
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

expression

ruff

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