if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

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i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
about the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

trying my best but im down on my own
closing my door cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

ive been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel? (say it)
pushed me to the side its not real
all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out ill choke (what are you sorry for?)

why would you assume that?
i grew up
you knew that

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
bout the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here (faces in 2D)

trying my best but im down on my own (on that plastic screen )
closing my door cause you'll never come home (and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up
you knew that

heroes

crossfire

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im so damn pissed
pissed huh
pissed off
did some dumb shit
expect me to give a fuck

everywhere i look
reminds me of who i was
everything you took
you could keep it just because
everything i was
isn’t everything i am
got some bad luck
you might think i give a
damn

please can we get into that
you got me caught in the crossfire
and you didn’t know how to act

called you
please do not take your time
you know that i want you
wanted to make you mine
but you didn’t know me
and that’s not your fault
please can you hold me
and never let go

im so damn pissed
pissed huh
pissed off
did some dumb shit
expect me to give a fuck

everywhere i look
reminds me of who i was
everything you took
you could keep it just because

im so damn pissed
pissed huh
pissed off
did some dumb shit
expect me to give a fuck

everywhere i look
reminds me of who i was
everything you took
you could keep it just because
everything i was
isn’t everything i am
got some bad luck
you might think i give a
damn

please can we get into that
you got me caught in the crossfire
and you didn’t know how to act
—

crossfire

one last life
one more try
one last breath
one more cry
is this what love sounds like
show me what love looks like
i ripped out the pages
i lied i threw up
oh the truth, i can't face it
I'll be emanciated
act like i don't recall
what you said about it all
think I'll rest before you call

phone call

no, we cant fall
guess i dont know
but, you're damn wrong
i try to focus on everyone
just not you
just not you
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you
you live a lie
at war with yourself baby watch it go by
ive been on both sides
pick up the time
no amount of help could make you switch all your tides
now its all goodbye
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, so i might need it myself
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, just thinking to myself
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you

no, we cant fall
but you're damn wrong
i cant just focus on anyone
thats not you
thats not you

wish you well

wish you well [p. sai & adrien]

so afraid of going out like that, i aint going out at all
terrified of maybe's, and shit i dont even know
it aint healthy live like this, i know
it aint no way that the cons outweigh the pros

i could put ts on everything i know
truly living humble, but damn i love to gloat
is it worth it if i cant take the bros?
cant be one to switch, and turn a friend into a foe
i could put ts on everything i know
truly living humble, but damn i love to gloat
is it worth it if i cant take the bros?
cant be one to switch, and turn a friend into a foe

id like to see you say what i dont know
posted with the @sstrangerscollective, stand on money tall as oak trees
i bet he let it sing, like do re mi
tryna snake, it was creative, but youre just not me

i could put ts on everything i know
truly living humble, but damn i love to gloat
is it worth it if i cant take the bros?
cant be one to switch, and turn a friend into a foe
i could put ts on everything i know
truly living humble, but damn i love to gloat
is it worth it if i cant take the bros?
cant be one to switch, and turn a friend into a foe

everything i know [p. rollie]

imissu

i swear

prod. fortuneswan 
cut off of COA credit mez on yt

ericdoa - enemies (unreleased)

#aftrrLife
prod me and dsi

whenever im wrong i just end up mistaken
i cant do no wrong if its up i cant make it
feed off my energy buddy just face it
u do what i do but the swag aint for taking
find a new method ur pockets outdated
im close to the bread i could almost just taste it
ttd had to take a step back
made em boys proud know i got they back
feel like b miller i gotta spin back
for my brother my woadie its simple as that
flex ona net everybody just cap
and they hating each other no love where im at
nothing to lose ima take what i can
and i know that much true ima push the advance
pushing thru all of this pain fr
i cannot fw no snake fr
look at the world i live in its covered in lies
this shit it aint a surprise
righting my wrongs but im losing my pride 
and they come and they go but i stay on my side
tearing my heart with the music apart with the money inside
im playing my part i would die for this shit
if u took what i felt would u still be alive

remember them days i used to cry bout it
talk down ill die bout it
fake love they lie bout it
head high my mind crowded
headshot the scope mounted
drum rounded
drop dead he dumbfounded
me vs the world im surrounded
keep up the score im counting
my brother told me that ima prevail
i gotta keep going ill never give out
almost let up i done been thru a lot
for the ppl i lost im making it count
spending my money making it back
do it again til my pockets fall out
wash everybody ima put em in a drought
see em all talk im eyeing em out
im getting higher n higher
run me a lap not tired tired
telling my truth no liar liar
im getting higher n higher
run me a lap not tired tired
chasing my trail u desperate dire
turn up the city i broke off the locks
hop in that mazi i skrt off the lot
stick to myself cant fw no thot
follow the plan im the shot caller 
hold me a band u dont know nada

LOL here u go sorry for taking it away 
produced by @1hallow

i swear

ruff