WAIT, SCRUFF WROTE CONDESCENDING?! OH MY GODDD

prod me

//LYRICS

(hook)
u got the message, ay
new bag on me lookin angelic, ay
all good things eventually vanish
but me n u werent a good thing I guess it wont happen
mess wit us all my guns will get to clappin
got evidence on u so why u still laughin?
im always the one to be too quick to panic
i i i saw my chance n i ran it

(chorus)
im so insecure
this the third time im aware it will hurt
happened again its a curse im certain
for the last time its not workin
i i i dont get it at all
this instance im just bound to fall
feel like jack cus im kickin it
i i cant take a clue im not gettin it

(verse)
I know their mad can see it on their faces
im runnin fast aint trippin on my laces
get the cash and i go to new places
i know u want me u gotta be patient
all this money you know your not getting it
i got the fit and its made out of linen bitch
gottem mad because I get to the spinach and
walk in your house and I got your head spinnin bitch

(break)

I know, that this finna take off
tryna make it but i am too late now
this dream is too good dont wanna wake up
idk how much more i can take now

(chorus)
im so insecure
this the third time im aware it will hurt
happened again its a curse im certain
for the last time its not workin
i i i dont get it at all
this instance im just bound to fall
feel like jack cus im kickin it
i i cant take a clue im not gettin it

(@stacked-peso helped me write the verse lol)

Scruff

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idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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mastered by @chriad
prod by @yonklolz

lyrics:

yea u came 2 me and poured your glass half full
you're always thinking about yourself, but i don't mind
waking up alone, it's better to not hear u raise your fucking tone
i guess its my fault
yea u came 2 me and poured your glass half full
you're always thinking about yourself, but i don't mind
waking up alone, it's better to not hear u raise your fucking tone
i guess its my fault

that i'm like this
i can't help
i can barely stand myself, my head is spinning round and round
my head goes tumbling, over and over
i did this all for you
i did this all for you

don't bring me under with your words
cause everything you say just makes me feel so much worse

searching for escape, fucking got my head rolling
cry before i fall, you won't see me at all
i need a wake up call, just move, before it gets to late
baby i made it clear, i don't want affection if its fake
just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?
just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?

yea u came 2 me and poured your glass half full
you're always thinking about yourself, but i don't mind
waking up alone, it's better to not hear u raise your fucking tone
i guess its my fault

that i'm like this
i can't help
i can barely stand myself, my head is spinning round and round
my head goes tumbling, over and over
i did this all for you
i did this all for you

just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?
just walk away
yea i guess thats what i'll have to do
to take care of my sanity
why you getting mad?

don't bring me under with your words
cause everything you say just makes me feel so much worse

half full (yonklolz)

ground war w/ failed

October 202X was the month Dav Baynga experienced immense change in his life. Great times, good vibes, lows, and highs. This album encapsulates every emotion and situation from that time. Welcome to October 202X

Do It Bad

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

produced by me @scrufff :)
 
out on all plats

left pic by me (right one @heysavvy)

LYRICS//

(hook)
Why do i act so reckless
Your so condescending
I cant understand sometimes
I guess im not comprehending
You act so tedious
I dont really wanna care anymore
I shouldnt even try
Its starting to feel like a chore

(chorus)
I will never hold a grudge for you what do you want from me
Why do i never feel love up in your company
Your acting wack, stop it please
Got you acting like a monster now get away from me
I will never hold a grudge for you what do you want from me
Why do i never feel love up in your company
Your acting wack, stop it please
Got you acting like a monster now get away from me

(verse (ik its small chill))
pause
You think you know everything
Criticism not constructive
But really i couldnt care about it either

(hook)
Why do i act so reckless
Your so condescending
I cant understand sometimes
I guess im not comprehending
You act so tedious
I dont really wanna care anymore
I shouldnt even try
Its starting to feel like a chore

(chorus)
I will never hold a grudge for you what do you want from me
Why do i never feel love up in your company
Your acting wack, stop it please
Got you acting like a monster now get away from me

condescending

tbh i dont like being social

produced by me @scrufff and @heysavvy ;)

pic by me

//LYRICS

said don't make a sound, just shut up a a a a
said don't make a bag, u don't know ow ow ow none of us,
I feel bad bad bad
put that boy up on a shirt he feelin sad sad sad

Meet me at the Catacombs, and he hit me on the flipphone,
late night dsi on the flipnote,
two twin switchblades aimin them at your throat
talkin shit on IG, we pull up at your ho o ome
XD baby UWU with me,
with the late night skype calls OMG G G G
be my goth queeeeen hello kitty
and we playin skate 3 with the call of duty lil bitch

u don't know mee, can you stfu
talkin shit online but you will never pull up
can you shut uuuuuuuuuuuupp
can you just stoooooooooo o o o o o o o op
talkin shit up in my comment Idc bout your opinion
you're a waste of my time my options are that im winnin
didn't care about the shit so I just went in
I just wanna make music, I don't care bout my position

do you know how much it would take for you to think I care
woah woah woah, y u always walk and stare a a a a
I ran to the cash so give me a break,
I I I did the dash but you wanna take
I don't wanna crash your life when it's fake

flipphone

produced by me @scrufff n esprr

pic by me and from anime (charlotte)

mixed and mastered by me

condescending

scruff

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