he hasn't posted his song apartment story

their songs are so good man ive been listening to them for so long 

dawg, why does all of your songs slap harder than will smith 💀 💀

written/produced/mixed & mastered by me
and so begins the bitter wind
cutting up my brittle hands and heavy heaving hearts will stop again
ive made a name to call me by and see it with your own two eyes i don't think that 
your love was ever here
and now im in a darker place where light has no room to escape and hearts will glow to create something safe
a dream of sorts you're on the porch and talking to the moon and he says "every little thing will be okay"

and you will wonder why it's not
and while your heart begins to rot 
all the love you had for me will dissipate
and all the branches in the yard growing fungus going far things will start to finally create a face

dissipate

veins (unreleased)

lyrics:
i think i lost it,
caught it, im stuck inside the faucet
i really need your help to pull me out so i can crop this
i know who i am and it's been on my mind i got this 
i will be the woman of my dreams stand back and watch this

changed my name to jodi and you stepped back from the sleight of hand 
u hid myself from sight to keep 
me safe from hurt the others bring
but i will take it embrace it
cos i can almost touch it
i've been reachin in the dark for years and losing focus
thought it was for nothing but i've never been closer
i can feel the beating of my heart it's almost over

i can see the sunset 
smiling in a pink dress
nobody around to say im too different to do this
chocolate covered kisses 
and i am but a princess
from cheek to cheek u see that i am glowing in the excess

i think i lost it,
caught it, im stuck inside the faucet
i really need your help to pull me out so i can crop this
i know who i am and it's been on my mind i got this 
i will be the woman of my dreams stand back and watch this

i can see the sunset 
smiling in a pink dress
nobody around to say im too different to do this
chocolate covered kisses 
and i am but a princess
from cheek to cheek u see that i am glowing in the excess

hi, i'm jodi

lyrics:
my trust is fucked from getting fucked over again
why's it so hard for me to buckle down and let somebody in
i keep on getting close to letting go and floating in the wind
i get so caught up in the feeling then it brutally begins
i was an addict back when doin drugs could make you better friends 
now i'm an addict with nobody who will stick thru til the end
i wish i had someone to cry to when the crying starts again
drowning in feelings in the mirror seems more likely fitting in

elastic organs they will fill my stomach up and i am plastic, i am lead, and you wish that i was dead, 
but i can't collect the data cos my processor is busted and my printer paper's jammed, can i fix it with my hand and you say no
you have to hang up all your clothes before you go to find a home
or else mother she will scold the both of us
people stuck inside the cusp of losing everything we love, should we risk it all for drugs or loosen up 
we're growing up, we're growing up
and i can't handle holding cups
my attention span is rough and you don't know 
how much i miss being in love with someone 
you can hear my heart a bumpin
playin to the beat of nothing

my trust is fucked i think that i won't trust again
until someone comes along and starts to act just like a friend
i get excited when i think it's closing in, i’m closing in
but excitement starts to fade, and the lights begin to dim, begin to dim

the beat of nothing (demo)

lil song i produced cos i was bored lemekno

circles

identity¿ +111nightshift

red carpet fire

JUNCtION15 (prod casual affairs)

lyrics:
funny how u think this shit is okay
ive been crying in my room and up for 3 fuckin days jus afraid to close my eyes and miss a whole fucking day i been stuck inside my head wishing i could jus relax and be okay
but my thoughts won't rest i think they've built a nest
and made themselves feel right at home inside my home but what's a home when i can't even find a place to be alone
and now ive built a wall
at least nine feet tall
and it's been blocking all these feelings i been tryna keep at bay
i wish that i could stay awake
a little longer but i guess we'll have to wait another day
u u said u didn't care
well hows that even fair
im glued right to my chair
and now i, i've got nowhere to run
and im so fucking done
with all this shit 
I need to quit
it's really funny how it all fell into place
and just blew up into my face now ive been tryna find somewhere to fuckin stay
im so tired im so wired off the shits inside this pit
broken hearted need catharsis jus to get some of this weight off of my shoulders tryna move a fucking boulder
im like a savior in a tomb but there is no saving to do
im no messiah but I got a fucking message 4 u

another day (prod. 111nightshift)

feel better (ft. stagehoax)

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows weep for me
notes for growing up (demos) presave link in the linktree

another day (prod. 111nightshift)

scruffpuppie

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