feel better - scruffpuppie

October 14

lyrics:
i forgot already
why you told me i should go
but i remember being drunk and asking u to use ur phone
must have made myself look dumb
cos all i talked about was how i started rolling joints last night
and that i couldn't wait to go to california
and i'd ask u if you'd been and what's it like
up in the mountains, and i'll add i've lived in texas most my life
and you would roll ur eyes but i would ponder off and never notice you were mad
and you call me saying shit that sounds like this

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play cyberpunk 
sorry that's a stupid question 
i just don't know what to say 
2077 might be better days

arizona's hot but not as hot as texas or nevada in the summer 
and the drive was kind of long because i drove through by myself 
listening to bon iver and some nirvana
and that song blind pilot sang
it made me think of u before i saw the sunset 
in colorado in the rain and so i pulled my car on over 
cos i heard ur voice and this is what u said

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play ESO
sorry that's a stupid question 
what's a better one these days
we're all burnt out lost ourselves washed down the drain

what's it like back home and do i miss you?
yes i do
yes i wanna be with u
we don't have to talk too much
that's ok cos i do bad with conversation
and we’ll live in mmos
we don't care
and we don't know

phoenix, arizona

lyrics:
and u told me u could see that i was lying thru my eyes
and im surprised that i could try to even hide out from the light
tried to stay between the lines but heaven knows i almost died and now im careful of the heights i couldn't see if i was right
consequences aren't there until the action is perceived by judge the jury they decide if u should stay or roam the streets
crucified over a testimony spoke with brittle teeth eroded by a life of lies that everyone has to believe
we're desensitized to life and life is full of growing learning what will make our leaves turn green but now the cult will clip our wings
we're aware progression isn't the end goal and when we reach the final road we'll see that we are turning cold and growing old

and could u listen in
hear the voices in the wind
they're crying out for nothing more than just a friend
maybe some you'll recognize and want to help but all the ghosts will scream
leaving them to rot and waste in hell

humans focus on mistakes like there has never been a day where someone close to them would say "you hurt me in so many ways"
people hurt and people heal and people never hurt again because they learn and love to love and never want it all to end
people grow and people know that humankind is predisposed to make mistakes and humankind will make one every single day
while we push to mimic god we start to lose the light of day and lives who need a helping hand to let them know that they are safe
life is worth the battle all of us will face but we must stop the spread of hate that's countering the gentle space that we create, recovery and change is something that u shouldn't throw away cos proof is hidden in the page and in between the ace of spades

helping hand (demo)

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control yourself (demo)

please be the one that i saw in my dreams
turn an open field to my favorite thing
but i don’t know why the night’s so cold
i was closing both eyes in the dark
and i’m singing ‘la da da’
i don’t know where home is anymore
so i’m singing ‘la da da’
the vultures have clawed my eyes and picked my bones
i’m singing ‘la da da’
it feels like i’m made of blood and spit and rain
i’m singing ‘la da da’
i promise i’ll find you the second i feel okay

i promise i'll find you the second i feel okay

sorry romeo... juliet's dead

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Scruffpuppie clara rockmore's ghost - dandelion hands cover

lyrics:
sometimes i gotta settle down and get out
you told me everything you said we cried out
and i saw you going down the hill i chased you
tripped scraped my knee and overheard the sky blue
and i found the polaroid you took in my room
and thoughts that are overwhelming me just break through
why can't the world acknowledge anything we do
trying so hard but we never really made do

broken hearts make for good words 
but it sucks when we get hurt
i wish i was clear

sometimes we fight and scream and yell and shut up
wish i could communicate feelings boxed up
life's pain and art so i try to relate to
everything i can possibly hold onto

drugs and love
aren't enough
when i see you
my world lights up
i wish u were clear

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