scruff

Apple cores unholy chores i have to raise my voice to speak
My thoughts got bad i dropped the bag with eggshells cracked i know i lack all that u need i cannot breathe my lungs r filled with smoke from trees so u tell me i need to leave
And i did
And now im wondrin how

How i even got this far
Got sympathy for all ur scars
Running circles bowing down
But im still fucking wondering how

Broken bones and heart shaped stones
They block my road the way to home
The hedges trimmed the blades just skimmed
Above my head i lay in bed
The ceiling stares into my soul
I didn't wanna have to go
U forced my hand
And we've found land
But now im scared
And still wondering how

How i even got this far
Got sympathy for all ur scars
I'm running circles bowing down
But im still fucking wondering how
And im still fucking wondering how
And im still fucking wondering how

How i even got this far
Got sympathy for all ur scars
I'm running circles bowing down
But im still fucking wondering how

The snow will stick upon the ground
The sky got dark from all the clouds
It's getting cold i say out loud
That im still fucking wonderin how

Wondering how

[?] 'bout to break
His mother lays in bed awake
And father's working late at night
They've said their worries for your life
And mother tiptoes down the stairs
You're very scared of how they care
She whispers softly in your ear
"We miss you even though you're here"

Time moved on and on, there's nothing left to say
Except acknowledge how you used to get away
All they wanna know is how to keep you safe
But if you listen on, still by your side they'll stay

[?] 'bout to break
His mother lays in bed awake
And father's working late at night
They've said their worries for your life
And mother tiptoes down the stairs
You're very scared of how they care
She whispers softly in your ear
"We miss you even though you're here

We miss you even though you're here

A thousand times and months again
I find you laying there, my friend
Drunken soldier, come again
They left you twitching in the vent
Months the snowing, cold and wind and
You were frozen to a crisp
But I still grabbed you by the wrist
And gripped your shoulder with my fist
And I said I love you so
You almost died and even though
It happens almost every night
So can we savor all our time

Toxic waste's inside my mind
It thinks about you all the time
Losing you to carelessness
When surely ends your endlessness

Don't stop taking all these pills
And pulling drapes over the hills
To cover all the hopelessness
I'm sure we both went into clear
But it won't happen very soon
The clock it ticks you close to noon
The time when we all fucking died
So can we savor all our time
Toxic waste's inside my mind
It thinks about you all the time
Losing you to carelessness
When surely ends your endlessness

Now you're laying in the bed
Your eyes are all back into your head
My heart begins to break
I knew this day would've come
Was it really worth it all
Frolicking through all our flaws?
I'll never hear you speak again
Your life is over
Where's my end?

Carelessness

https://open.spotify.com/track/5RTMmTjlCf26YqcyDfXlLS?si=c686cb66b25d4a55
https://music.apple.com/ca/album/pretend/1742192595?i=1742192597
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYPAYcGgJNg

pretend

I don’t think we got off on the right foot 
have you met my dad and mom, how could that be good? 
you’re telling me to overcome all my past and history 
telling me to just become better than I’m supposed to be  
I don’t think I know how

so don’t look down, I’m falling 
and I don’t how I wound up like this 
I’ll figure this out, hard to fix 
baby don’t look now, I’m broken 

I would have been better off on my own 
instead I was taught to trust no one 
you’re telling me I’m too angry  
that I should act a certain way 
but you don’t know the things I’ve seen 
and I don’t know what else to say 
I’ll try everything I can to be a better man 

so don’t look down, I’m falling 
and I don’t how I wound up like this 
I’ll figure this out, hard to fix 
baby don’t look now, I’m broken 

so don’t look down, I’m falling 
and I don’t how I wound up like this 
I’ll figure this out, hard to fix 
baby don’t look now, I’m broken 

yeah don’t look down, I’m falling 
and I don’t how I wound up like this 
I’ll figure this out, hard to fix 
baby don’t look now, I’m broken

Broken

everything is going to hell cover

A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This

eating cherries

lyrics:
Im floating in my bed
Thoughts pooling in my head
My teeth are chomping down on popcorn
I can’t feel my limbs
My body feels so dim
My brain receptors follow him

I feel sound 
I feel sight
I feel everything around me tonight

The moon man looks at me
His toothy grin widening
My heart drops all the way to my knees
My vision’s getting blurry
Oh god why can’t I hurry
I can’t remember where we began

thin mints and popcorn (DEMO)

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

affection

yr favorite color ( on spotify)

Scruffpuppie - Gone

A song from Scruffpuppie's newest album (unreleased)
Lyrics:
about a year ago
it was raining here and cold
and my toes were turning blue
and my eyes were getting huge
and i spent every day with u
and everybody knew
drugs were always running thru
so it didn't matter who

so i ran away from home
and i went further down the road
i only packed a couple things
it was either u or me

i left my mom a note
and all the things i wrote
made her cry and cry
she couldn't get oh why
why i never could've stayed
she called me much too late
and im really fucking scared
but i can't even care

cos im never coming home
ill take the longer road
and im scared to go alone
but im never coming home

HELLO MY NAME DEON

Scruffpuppie - im never coming home

lost and found (original)

lyrics:
broken love
has no trust
winding down
i see now
the pillars were made of 
flour and sawdust
fragile and sandy and it's making me cut
off all of the ties i have strung along and i
cry

fissured fuck
taking drugs
so careless
floral dress
sewn from soft cotton it makes me feel rotten
drowning the bugs making them all fall in love
drowning all of the bugs
making them all fall in love

flour and sawdust (demo)

fasting (voice memo)

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me

lost and found (original)

scruffpuppie

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