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October 14

I wasn't thinking
The night I told you all about my feelings
But you just listened
Shared a smile or two
I loved looking at you

I matched the distance
Met you on a train and you made me think that I was going insane
But in a good way
If that makes any sense
I kind of enjoyed it

Te distance

Can we just forget about
Everything I said last night?
Didn't really wanna fight
I'll tell you lies to make you feel better
I was off pain pills
Just waiting to fucking feel better
Now you got under my skin
I'm itchy like a sweater

What I want
Is nothing but happiness
And all I get is stressed at the best
'till it's time to clock out for the week
I blacked out, I'm just trying to feel better


Can we just forget about
Everything I said last night?
Didn't really wanna fight
I'll tell you lies to make you feel better
Letting go of all distractions
Are my feelings in line?
Are my feelings in linе?
Let myself rot and decay in my room
I can makе a few friends, as long as they aren't you
Time will pass by and I'm feeling alright
Cuz life isn't bad when I'm sober, I cry
Shed heavy tears to pass all the years
And Im making sure everything's not to be feared

And we tumble, we're humble
Just keep talking
Just keep whispering in my ear

What I want
Is nothing but happiness
And all I get is stressed at the best
'till it's time to clock out for the week
I blacked out, I'm just trying to feel better

And we tumble, we're humble
Just keep talking
Just keep talking
Just keep whispering in my ear

Feel better

That fateful day my mother passed away
I cried and laid there in her grave
It smelled of worms and rubber bands
And then the hands the hands the hands

Pulled all of me deep in the depths
Of heaven hell together
Crept a lonely with who spoke her spells
But couldn't seem to fix herself
And then i woke up in a place

I'd never seen but i related to the cracks along the wall
My eyes sunk in as i grew tall
And then you called me by my name
But i never was someone to blame
Why must we all be filled with hate
The moon came out a little late

And so i remain here most every night
10,000 miles up in the sky
I'm here to promise you're alright
To be your friend to be your light

A lesson from the moon

A thousand times and months again
I find you laying there, my friend
Drunken soldier, come again
They left you twitching in the vent
Months the snowing, cold and wind and
You were frozen to a crisp
But I still grabbed you by the wrist
And gripped your shoulder with my fist
And I said I love you so
You almost died and even though
It happens almost every night
So can we savor all our time

Toxic waste's inside my mind
It thinks about you all the time
Losing you to carelessness
When surely ends your endlessness

Don't stop taking all these pills
And pulling drapes over the hills
To cover all the hopelessness
I'm sure we both went into clear
But it won't happen very soon
The clock it ticks you close to noon
The time when we all fucking died
So can we savor all our time
Toxic waste's inside my mind
It thinks about you all the time
Losing you to carelessness
When surely ends your endlessness

Now you're laying in the bed
Your eyes are all back into your head
My heart begins to break
I knew this day would've come
Was it really worth it all
Frolicking through all our flaws?
I'll never hear you speak again
Your life is over
Where's my end?

Carelessness

Can we just forget about
Everything I said last night?
Didn't really wanna fight
I'll tell you lies to make you feel better
I was off pain pills
Just waiting to fucking feel better
Now you got under my skin
I'm itchy like a sweater

What I want
Is nothing but happiness
And all I get is stressed at the best
'till it's time to clock out for the week
I blacked out, I'm just trying to feel better

Can we just get out of town and clean around again
So I can stop thinking of drugs to take
Or any ways to make me feel better
On my mind just hoping I'd fucking feel better
In this abyss and I cannot forget her
Letting go of all distractions
Are my feelings in line?
Are my feelings in linе?
Let myself rot and decay in my room
I can makе a few friends, as long as they aren't you
Time will pass by and I'm feeling alright
Cuz life isn't bad when I'm sober, I cry
Shed heavy tears to pass all the years
And Im making sure everything's not to be feared

And we tumble, we're humble
Just keep talking
Just keep whispering in my ear

What I want
Is nothing but happiness
And all I get is stressed at the best
'till it's time to clock out for the week
I blacked out, I'm just trying to feel better

And we tumble, we're humble
Just keep talking
Just keep talking
Just keep whispering in my ear

Feel better ft. Stagehoax

lyrics:
And at long last the time has come
To watch the water watch it run
Away from us back to the sea
But we won’t ever see a thing
Cos it moves faster than u think
Can u picture skating rinks
And sliding at the speed of light
Just like we did that summer night,
Do u recall just what u said to me
Do u realize what it means
Maybe not but that’s okay
I might have to go away
cos I can’t take much more pain
am I getting in the way
i’m distraught and now my thoughts are eating away at my brain

And could u see
the look inside my eyes the moment you got out and stared right back at me
How could it be
My stomach starts to cramp when ur around and start to speak, am I a freak
I hope it’s me
That you can’t help but notice when you’re walking down the street, I hope it’s me
But could it ever be
Well I don’t really know but do I wanna know or just keep wondering

I wrote ur name big in the dirt
And collapsed because something hurt
But I don’t know just what it was
It took my breath it took the sun 
Out of my eyes for just a sec
And scared me shitless so I checked 
to Make sure I still had a pulse and it was slow, oh that was close
And u ran over just to check on me
And u kissed me on the cheek 
But now it’s been a couple months
And u have disappeared for what
Maybe im too daft to see
maybe ur in front of me
Maybe I should stop looking, maybe I should stop looking

And could u see
That for u I’d tag along, just for you I would do anything
How could it be
did u find somebody else already, find somebody much better than me
Wish I was free
So I could move along already, I know you’ve been hiding just from me
But could it ever be
The thought that haunts my brain so often, the reason I would give u all of me

and could you see (demo)

production/mixing/mastering by me
in celebration of zombie boy hitting 20 million streams on spotify, here is one of the remastered tracks i'm working on (yes i am re-doing the whole album)
hope u enjoy <3

My brain is a very strange place
My heart is cold
My pride is gone
My parents lay and they cry all night
So do I
So do I
My brain is a damaged place
My arms are weak
My eyes are bleak
And I take these drugs just to make me numb
And I won't stop
No, I won't stop

i haven't gotten around to telling you (remastered)

time (alternate version)

messes of men

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
King's home ,King's home
King's home,King's home
King's home,King's home
King's home

Here's a reminder
I’m not sort of, kind of
I’m that, and I’m fye, bruh
F*ckin’ up the vibe with all that envy (hey)
Jealousy (uh)
Bitter ain’t somethin’ that’s good to be, yeah

I’m no rat race runnin’ muf*cker, I get cheese (I got cheese) 
Any damn day quadruple the numbers, bih, with ease
And with that said, business ain’t no f*ckin’ game to me
You gon’ lose every time if you try to play with me (yeah, yeah)

I got all you want and I am all you want to be (Yup)
But, you won’t get just where I got by doin’ all that worked for me
I tell ‘em “Put in f*ckin’ work or, get the f*ck away from me.”
‘Cause I’ll be damned to let you leech, will not be handin’ sh*t for free 
(I got) I got all you want and I am all you want to be (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
But, you won’t get just where I got by doin’ all that worked for me
I tell ‘em “Put in f*ckin’ work or, get the f*ck away from me.”
‘Cause I’ll be damned to let you leech, will not be handin’ sh*t for free (na, na, na, na, na, yeah)

We cannot link, f*ck do you think?
Hit me up never, yeah (yeah)
You the type n*gga, who do not think
Go for whatever, yeah (yeah)
Any Soul Tie you got to I, go get ‘em severed, yeah (yeah, uh)
Talkin’ so reckless, leave ‘em all breathless

Can you work all night with nobody cheerleadin’?
Nobody in front ‘cause I’m the one that’s leadin’(yeah)
Said that I would make it, I’m all who believed it (hey, hey, hey)
Turned into that n*gga now, everybody can see it (ya, yeah, yeah, yeah)

I got all you want and I am all you want to be 
But, you won’t get just where I got by doin’ all that worked for me
I tell ‘em “Put in f*ckin’ work or, get the f*ck away from me.”
‘Cause I’ll be damned to let you leech, will not be handin’ sh*t for free (yup)
I got all you want and I am all you want to be 
But, you won’t get just where I got by doin’ all that worked for me
I tell ‘em “Put in f*ckin’ work or, get the f*ck away from me.”
‘Cause I’ll be damned to let you leech, will not be handin’ sh*t for free

Yuh
Check me out, yeah
I don’t own no handout
Huh?
I don’t own no handout, no
And the grind slow, yeah, woah
Build that sh*t up from the ground
Woah, woah

Leech

Heyy besties, I'm not the real scruffpuppie but I keep upload songs by her :) 

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