le pendu

Plant your feet down on the ground 
Tell yourself you made it now 
Take another drag of your cigarette 
Press it hard against your teeth 
Ain’t no difference between you and me 
When we cut yeah we both bleed 
But I don’t try to lie to myself 
What’s the fucking point 
What’s the fucking point 
I don’t know, I don’t know 

 I’m tired of digging my own grave 
Dig another hole and it feels the same 
We procrastinate and anticipate the worst of the worse is yet to come 

Pennsylvania roots got me buried down with the moonlight and fireflies all around 
Gave up dope for some hope now 
But the scars they go deep deep down 
Fear fills up my veins till I drown 
Fuck I hate the world right now 

 I’m tired of digging my own grave 
Dig another hole and it feels the same 
We procrastinate and anticipate the worst of the worse is yet to come

Moonlight and fireflies ( prod. dennydarko x onlymovimento)

Open the skies, but with closed hearts 
You left so soon with no notice 
Full of questions that go unspoken
If you could take it back 
We all have once been broken 

Broken 
I’ll show you broken…

Cruising through the backroads 
It’s really hard to let go 
Memories kill the last hope 
Sorry I just can’t let go 
Imprisoned to this headstone 
Help me I can’t feel I’m all alone 
Breaks my heart please just let go 
How do you let go if you don’t try to let go 

Open the skies, but with closed hearts 
You left so soon with no notice 
Full of questions that go unspoken
If you could take it back 
We all have once been broken 
Broken 
We all have once been broken

We all have once been broken (prod. reactance)

I’m checking out 
I’m checking out of this town 
Checking out of the world 
I thought once understood me
No one understands me 

Are you satisfied (with your life)
Are you satisfied (with your life)
Do you wanna die 
Just like me 

One second your’e here (you’re here)
The next second your’e not (you’re not)
You only have one chance to make the right choice  (right choice)
Do I stay or do I go 

Do I stay or do I go
I’m checking out of this town 
I’m checking out of this town 
I’m not coming back 
Will you miss me now 
I’m checking out of this town 
I’m not coming back 
Will you miss me now 

Are you satisfied (with your life)
Are you satisfied (with your life)
Do you wanna die 
Just like me 
Are you satisfied 
Are you satisfied
With your life?

If tomorrow starts without me (prod. reactance)

Have a seat how have you been lately?
Fine I guess i don’t I’m having trouble sleeping 
Trouble how? Like you can’t fall asleep or you’re sleeping to much?
I can’t sleep I feel like all my mind is doing is racing and getting stuck on my fears 
That must be hard what fears are you having lately?
I don’t know that happiness is all a lie 

Tell me anything 
Tell me something different 

I’m tired 
Tired of acting like that everything is okay 
I’m not okay will I ever be okay just one day 

Have you been taking the meds that I prescribed for you?
No I haven’t you know what I’m sick of this shit you don’t even listen to what I’m saying you just say a pill will help 
I think you’re being very close minded to this form of therapy

I feel like a prisoner in this rat race 
Watch me vanish without a single trace 
Feel like a victim of my own mind 
You couldn’t save me even if you tried 

I’m tired 
Tired of acting like that everything is okay 
I’m not okay will I ever be okay just one day 

This session has now ended

Part one: therapy (prod. Saint Mike)

I believe in nothing 
When I die is there something?

Watch the may flowers grow 
Then watch them die in the snow 
I’m sorry to the ones I love 
I just see dark around it grows
No one ever came 
Claw at the rope from which I hang 
No one ever came 
Claw at the rope from which I hang 
Memories on repeat 
A front seat to this movie 
I can’t leave, that I can’t leave 

I believe in nothing 
When I die is there something?

le pendu

scryy