I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love

Hear, hear you say
I, I, I, I love
To hear, hear, hear you say
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Everything you say is not enough (fuck!)
I can’t even breathe if you’re not in love (urgh!)
Tell me how you feel being my only one
Get out, get out, of this silence

I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love

You take that gun and put a stop to
What hurts you
Well I’m quite sure that would mean
That you’d let me go
You take that gun and put a stop to
What hurts you
Well I’m quite sure that would mean
That you’d stay

(I still, think of you 
Do you, ever think of me like you do
Or did, something change and I think 
That Things will never stay the same)

Will you take that gun from my cabinet
And shoot me in my head while I’m at my happiest,
No promises, I keep going back to my illnesses
I’m barely there, no wait for a sign
That I’m better but you know I’m not the best

Why would you take a chance on me
Why would you say I can’t relate to you
Oh, but its taking over me,
FUCK ME
FUCK ME

And I’ve got so much regret
But I don’t regret being there with you
And I’ve got so much that I have to work on
But I’ll do anything for you
I’ll do it for you



I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love




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