I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

@youngburial

lyrics:

i'm about to crash now
driving down a one way 
wylin with my hands up
asking can you see me or do you not care?
do you just not care?

and i swear i'm lying when i say i wanna be alone
if you could be there
i'd feel at home 

(fats'e)
if you were here i would feel at home 
i have no hope watch me crash and burn 
i lost my way and i’m better off 
i’ll just sit here never say a word 
if you were here 
i would feel alone yeah i don’t know it doesn’t go away
i lost my way and i’m sleeping way too much 
yeah i can barely get through the  day

(scumby)
i swear i'm lying when i say i wanna be alone 

i'm about to crash now
driving down a one way 
wylin with my hands up
asking can you see me or do you not care?
do you just not care?

crash w/ fats'e (prod. crashing boi)

produced by @ihateshinigami
engineered by heartbreak jake and shinigami
written and performed by macho randy and shinigami

I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her :(

SHINIGAMI & MACHO RANDY "IDK why I'm like this"

i hit u up on a saturday
it was raining and thoughts are spinning
you were crying and everyone is yelling out
that he's got a gun
nd i'm so tired of angry eyes 
i'm so sleepy I say goodnight
(i say goodnight)
I say goodnight

[why do i fall in love with every woman i see who shows me the least bit of attention]

once u come back i know u'll regret it 
i know u'll regret the words u said and how u meant it
all the promises i made i guess u could call me desperate 

i hit u up on a saturday
it was raining and thoughts are spinning
you were crying and everyone is yelling out
that he's got a gun
nd i'm so tired of angry eyes 
i'm so sleepy I say goodnight
(i say goodnight)
I say goodnight

goodnight (prod. eel.)

no samples
coprod @kellbender

running round these dirty streets like imma labrat
still buy bottles everyday you'd think i'm past that
right back another void, how'd i forget that?
i'm mostly running from myself i know you hate that

there's a sadness in the sky i want to scream at
like get the fuck away and never come back
there's a voice inside my head 
that likes to laugh and tell me
"u aint fucking shit and yeah you'll never be"

running round these dirty streets like imma labrat
still buy bottles everyday you'd think i'm past that
right back another void, how'd i forget that?
i'm mostly running from myself i know you hate that

there's a sadness in the sky i want to scream at
like get the fuck away and never come back
there's a voice inside my head 
that likes to laugh and tell me
"u aint fucking shit and yeah you'll never be"

6SPEED

there's a sadness in the sky i want to scream at w/ kellbender

i spoke to the demon that lives in my nightmares
he told me that life wasnt fair

he taught me how to hate myself and hide it
he showed me how to die behind my eyelids

im pretty sure he doesnt have the best intentions
and i think i really need an intervention

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

i spoke to an angel that blesses my conscience
she told me i shouldnt have fear

she taught me how to love myself
but i didnt listen
now ive become too self aware

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

say bye to all my friends
waiting for the end
this is the path ive chosen
i cant pretend
that everything is fine
my lifes a fucking lie
the demon on my shoulder
has one this time

i spoke to the demon
he murdered the angel
and now ive got blood on my hands

demons & angels

prod. dovolensoboi

lyrics:

they thinking imma goner
shoulda been scholar 
now i sell my voice for a couple hundred dollars 
wanna be baller 
don’t wanna be my father
thoughts got me chained like ya boy got a collar 

and i remember when you didn’t fuck with me 
doubt in your eyes now you wanna see 
tell me all the words that you really wanna say
i don’t really care imma walk away
and i can’t trust a soul or keep my guard down
can’t you tell the boy is hell bound?
trying to make waves with my burnt sound
tell me where you at
where you right now?
cause i can’t really see you  
and i don’t really need you 
i been on my own shit 
you can get your own bitch 

they thinking imma goner
shoulda been scholar 
now i sell my voice for a couple hundred dollars 
wanna be baller 
don’t wanna be my father
thoughts got me chained like ya boy got a collar

goner (prod. dovolensoboi)

@splashgvng
@curtainss

im a disaster 
im goin thru it
move faster
push thru it

but im plastered to my bed
cant escape that silent dread
im awake but i feel dead
guess im lost inside my head

serotonin’s synonymous
with the worst parts in all of us

i dont care if every letter in this makes me wrong
i wear my pain like a sweater
i been better
wont be for too long

and if it looks like forever 
dont forget that
nothings everlong

baby u got me tethered
im anxious, whatever
pop it into a song

take me for the moment
let me stay tonight
fuck me or whatever
love me, it feels so right

you cant shake me
been ballin lately
my old friends hate me
im goin crazy

look into my eyes
tell me if its real
cpt sad on the mic
thas a real big deal

time will tell
if all these lies went well
keep it inside my cells
left underneath my nails

imma mess and thats never gunna change
without the pills, needin somethin to arrange
the world is fallin around
i think that death is callin
i see ur smile
and drown
but im just gettin started

Follow me <3

SEROTONIN'S SYNONYMOUS (prod. splashgvng x curtains)

Lil Lotus- Nothing Left (feat. Scum) (prod. 5head)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

old me w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod ghostrage & jakkyboí)

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

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